Disclaimer: I currently am not responsible of the owning of Teen Titans or the song.
Author's Note: Song: By Myself
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Chapter Two: By Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
He was running…reaching for the light that was coming from the open door. It seemed to go farther away in each step.
"Now, now, Robin. You have to finish your task."
A cold hand was placed on his shoulder. It passed a burning sensation to his skin. His hand was sinking into his shoulder, setting his skin ablaze.
He turned around, only to see a large mirror. He wasn't in his normal clothes. He was in something he dreaded to wear.
It was black with pieces of orange, he no longer had his polymerized titanium cape(10 times stronger than steel). His mask had pointed edges, and his face was serious and determined.
The reflection of the man emerging from behind him was clear. His one eye was visible through the white mist and his hand was still gently placed on Robin's shoulder.
Though Robin struggled under the man's hand, his reflection remained still.
"No!" He cried.
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
"No!" Robin sat bolt up. He was drenched in his own sweat, and he found himself entangled in his blanket.
He rubbed the place where the man had touched him and ran his hands through his hair.
He stood in front of a small mirror and after a blink, his picture turned into Sade's apprentice.
His fist cracked the mirror, which later shattered into pieces, blood dripped down his hands.
Robin quickly washed his hands in the kitchen sink.
"Don't think I didn't see that, cause I did."
He found Raven sitting on the couch, reading a book.
"Are you the only one up?" he asked, ignoring what she just said.
"The others had an all-night video marathon. What do you expect?"
Robin didn't reply.
"I'm not even going to ask what's going on." She continued.
"I had a…nightmare…that's all." Robin admitted in an irritated tone. Why does she always have to know about his life?
"Yeah, okay." Raven turned her attention back to her book.
"I'm going back to sleep." Robin said angrily. He turned around and headed back to his room.
"Hope you don't have another nightmare." Raven said sarcastically.
Robin continued walking, and swore under his breath.
The demon rolled her eyes and mumbled, "Won't you ever learn?"
Robin curled up in a ball and hid under the sheets. He made sure that his entire body wasn't seen.
He took the crumpled note in his hand and stared at it, hoping that he would find some clue on what Slade was planning.
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
He closed his eyes and listened to the silent serenade that surrounded his room.
Everything was quiet…until he heard a shriek from Starfire.
He refused to open his eyes, thinking that she had just seen another spider.
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
He kept his eyes closed until he heard a loud crash coming from the living room.
He ran to check what was going on, but he was too late.
Everything was a mess…and Raven was gone.
Because I can't hold on when I'm streached so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
His heart beat fast as he checked the empty rooms of the other Titans.
He tried to hide his fear, but it was impossible to hide.
All his friends were gone.
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
If only he had been there to help them. Guilt etched across his face, and fear built inside him.
"Damn." His voice echoed through the empty tower.
He knew he was strong, even without them…but not strong enough.
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself
Robin saw another note on the couch, where Raven sat before.
He picked it up and read it out loud, but to no one.
Slade's printed handwriting was messy; he must've used his left hand.
I'm at the old train station, Robin. Just come whenever you feel lonely.
His evil laugh echoed through Robin's head, and his eye was piercing through him. It was like Slade already knew what he would do…and how he felt.
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
His hand trembled, Slade cornered him once more. He had no choice, but to give into his enemy.
If I
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself
He kicked the table, messing up the already messy living room.
He was alone and defenseless. He carefully walked towards the door, determined to save his friends, but destined to die in Slade's immortal grip.
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself
He swung his leg over the R-cycle and pushed against the ground.
The air was pinching to his skin, but it was the last ones he will be taking freely.
The streets of Jump city were calm and silent, but will soon be covered with the screams of the innocent people he will be killing.
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
Robin stopped in front of the train station. The voice of Slade echoed inside.
"Well, Robin. I wasn't expecting you to come this late."
Robin took sharp intakes of breath. His heart pounded against the surface of his chest and his palms were sweaty.
He took three more steps down the stairs.
"Now, Robin, no need to waste time."
He took one last breath until he jogged down the stairs.
"Welcome…apprentice."
Robin winced, hearing the word. He could see the silhouette of Slade with his outstretched hand.
Robin stepped closer, until he clearly saw Slade's one eye.
Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside
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Author's Note: What do you think? Please review!
PS. Really sorry that I posted this chappie late. I had a writer's block. I didn't know what to do with it. I hope I can post the next chapter sooner.
PS. Does anybody here know where I can download TT epis?