The Monologue Chronicles
Ron's POV
There are many things that I don't understand. The main thing at the moment?
Girls.
I'm guessing it's in their nature to screw around with guy's minds – look how crazy that Chang girl made Harry! The girl that's screwing with my mind?
The only girl to ever make me so mad, yet she's still one of my best friends.
I mean come-on! All she ever goes on about these days is "Harry this", "You-know-who that", "Viktor say's that…" Concentrating on every male in the wizarding world, but me.
I know I should be totally consumed in Harry and…. well, you know. But I feel that if I keep dwelling on something other than the fact that we all might die a horrible and painful death before the end of the year, then maybe me fear might go away. I know I'm supposed to be the strong one. Harry's always looping out and Hermione is always there when you need a logical explanation and has enough 'emotional maturity' for all of us. So that leaves me. Even when things get really bad, I never seem to show any real emotion. Harry yells, Hermione cries, and I…dwell. No one notices of course because according to Hermione I have the 'emotional range of a teaspoon'.
Things are starting to get really bad now. Harry's becoming sort of catatonic, pacing a lot, yelling at the drop of a hat. I can tell he misses Sirius. He doesn't say anything, but I can tell. Harry has a tendency to bottle things up until he explodes…its becoming quite regular now.
I try to help, but really, I don't know what the bloody hell to say! What do you tell a friend who's at the top of the list of the worlds most terrifying serial killer?
I'm also worried about my parents. They are the members of the Order of the Phoenix and its possible that they may be killed. It was a very close call when dad got attacked by you-know-who's snake, and I can't bear to think what would of happened if Harry hadn't had that vision.
A normal 17 year old is not supposed to have this many thoughts. They don't have to worry is their family and friends will be murdered.
I sometimes think what my life would have been like if I hadn't met Harry. Would it still be so confusing?
Worrying about death, mayhem and on top of all that, the fact that I am madly in love with one of my best friends?
Could it get anymore complicated?
Note- I hope you enjoyed that one! Next up, is the one and only, Mr Potter…