N/A: Thanks for the reviews! I had a really hard time writing this chapter and I'd love to know what you guys think. I'm not completely happy about it but I decided to post it anyway. Read and review!
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He finally said it. He had never said that word to anybody before, not even to someone in his family. He loved her. L-o-v-e-d her. It was the first time he had ever admitted his feelings to her, the first time he had ever admitted his feelings to himself.
She turned back to look at him, her mind went completely blank. She didn't know what to say.
They stood there for about 5 minutes just staring at each other, they both trying to figure out something to say but neither of them succeeding.
She finally broke the silence between them:
" You shouldn't have said that."
" Why not?" He asked kind of worried. He had finally expressed his feelings for someone and he was afraid that she didn't feel the same way about him.
" Because…
I love you too." The words just came out of her mouth; she didn't even think about it, it was just something that was there.
" Rory, come away with me."
She was completely lost, she didn't know what to do, she had 30 minutes until she get on the plane.
She was supposed to go to Europe with her mother, but at this he was all she could think about.
" To where?"
" I don't know, away. We need sometime together, we need to figure things out."
He was nervous; he didn't know what to do. All he wanted to do was meet his lips with hers and share the love he was feeling, but he knew it wasn't going to be that easy.
" Jess, I can't."
" Rory please, I won't mess this again. I can do it. We have to stay together." He felt his heart break when he heard she say she couldn't go away with him.
" I believe you, but I can't just go away. I need to do this to me. I need sometime alone. I need to figure things out." All she wanted to do was run away with him, but she knew it wasn't fair, she had been planning this trip with her mommy her entirely life and she couldn't throw herself in his arms and expect her problems to disappear, it just wasn't real.
" So, we are over." He couldn't believe this; they both loved each other, how come they couldn't be together?
" I didn't say that. I don't want it to be over. I don't want to lose you again." She was having a hard time expressing her feelings.
" What are you saying then?" He was confused.
" All I'm saying is that I need this time alone, I need to do this trip, I've been planning this my entirely life."
" I still don't get it." He was beginning to feel frustrated.
" I'm asking you to wait for me." God, she hoped he would say yes.
" What?"
" Wait for me. We will decide what to do about us when I return." She was feeling miserable inside, why wouldn't she just go away with him?
" I'll wait for you." He heard his own words slipping out of his mouth.
" Really?" She couldn't believe it. He was really going to wait for her.
" I won't give up on us. I understand what you need to do, thought I didn't want you to do it."
"I'll wait for you." He said it firmly.
" I have to go." She said.
They both looked into each other's eyes, neither of them knowing what was going to happen. All they knew was how they felt about each other, they knew they were in love. The timing just wasn't right.
She placed her lips softly on his mouth and simply said:
" Good bye Jess." Her blue eyes met his brown ones for the last time; they were feeling sad and happy at the same time.
She turned around and left. He just watched her go.
He whispered:
" I'll see you soon Rory Gilmore."
"And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be."