Recap:

She turned to him. "It is beautiful here at dawn," he merely nodded but did not look at her.

This isn't fair, I didn't do anything he thought sadly. Lily heard him and had to agree with him. Nothing he said or done in the past weeks made him deserve this kind of treatment.

"I'm sorry" she said quietly. He laughed bitterly.

"That's all right. I knew it was all too good to be true, I mean, you and me in the future with a child, that was my dream since fourth year." He said looking to the sky.

"James…" she started meekly.

"No Lily," he said, turning to look at her with fierce hazel eyes "I am sorry. I tried, I really did, but you deserve better. You are right, I AM a jerk," he said and left leaving Lily on the floor of the Astronomy Tower, silently crying.

Confrontations

Lily was crying for a good couple of minutes before she realised she hurt Harry too.

"God! I didn't mean it!" she moaned in despair, hitting her head on the wall behind her. She will have to go apologise to Harry too.

"You'll cause yourself concussion if you keep with it," a quiet voice said near her. Lily immediately leaped to her feet.

"James?" she asked the familiar shade of messy black hair.

"Not quite," the voice said and moved to the light. Harry was looking at the tearstained Lily with a frown on his face, as if trying to figure her out. Lily immediately threw her arms around Harry.

"God! I'm so sorry Harry! I didn't mean what I said! It was just the heat of the moment, Hermione was teasing me-" she sobbed into his shirt.

"Lily-"

"And then she said something about James-" she blabbered.

"Lily-"

"And it just came out! And I turned and saw-"

"Lily! It's all right!" said Harry in a tone slightly higher than his regular tones.

"It's not! I just insulted you and James! How can you forgive me that easily?" she asked, tears forming in her eyes again.

"Look Lily, I don't want to brag but I've been through a lot in my life and I know that arguments and fights will get me nowhere. Yes, what you said hurt me a lot but, I can get over it." He said, looking down.

"I'm so sorry," she repeated in misery.

"Like I said, I'll get over it. Did you see James?" he asked in an attempt to change the subject.

Lily's eyes suddenly welled with tears yet again, "Yeah."

"And…" he said softly, noticing her tears.

"He said that I deserve better and that he is an idiot…I don't want this," she exclaimed loudly, "I don't want him to hate me. He didn't want to hear my explanations at all!"

Harry embraced her again "Shh…" he tried to calm her awkwardly "It'll be all right."

"It won't be all right!" she exclaimed angrily "He hates me now and it will be a lot of goddamn time until he'll talk to me again. And now Peter will be at the castle and no one knows how to stop him! How am I suppose to avoid those HJPFC girls now?" she sobbed.

Harry opened his mouth to say that they can track Wormtail down but the words tumbled in his way to his mouth and he asked her "What's HJPFC? he frowned.

Lily looked at him in horror "Nothing" she said in a shrill voice, "Forget what I just said."

"Lily." he said in a menacing tone.

"Nothing!" she said again, in a slightly higher tone.

"Lily, I'm warning you…" Harry said in what he thought was a menacing voice.

"All right don't kill me," she sniffed, "But you're not going to like it," she warned. Harry gave her an approving nod.

"Go on."

"Ah…HJPFC is a secret organisation in the school." She said with a blush and Harry knew it wasn't the end.

"And…" he pushed and Lily looked utterly displeased to continue.

"Uh…it's a fan club," Harry gave her the look again, "OK! It's a fan club for you and James!" she exclaimed.

Harry looked at her oddly.

What in the devil's name!

"You see, you have a lot of fans and admirers in the school, they formed it last year, or so they told me. When James came, they added the 'J' to the name. They think you guys are really handsome."

She smiled mischievously and Harry groaned and banged his head on the wall behind him, just like Lily did a few minutes before.

"You'll cause yourself a concussion if you keep with it," Lily mocked Harry.

"Very funny," he said testily, "Are you a member?" he blurted. Lily blushed.

"No!" she said in scandalised tone.

WHY in the devil's name, someone will consider me handsome?

"Don't be so hard on yourself Harry, you are a quite a charming young man," she said without thinking and Harry looked at her doubtfully.

"Enlighten me." he asked in what he thought was a bored tone, though Lily could identify the curiosity behind it.

"Well, your hair is lovely and totally fits your face, you are quite muscular if you hadn't noticed and your eyes, although not so fitting to the tough guy image you have in school, are quite nice in the complex of your face." She said and Harry turned red in the spot. "Not to mention you are very nice to people."

She is supposed to be my future mother, how embarrassing is this?

"Don't be embarrassed, the fact that I'm supposed to be your mother in the future doesn't mean I am not a woman, and cannot see a downright handsome face in front of me." she said before she could think.

"You know, sometimes I just feel like you can read minds," he said looking at the floor and luckily, because Lily's mouth opened in horror; she didn't notice she was responding to his thoughts.

"Uh…well, let's just say I can read people quite well." she said lamely but Harry seemed to have bought it.

"Right, well, let's go to the dormitory, I want to sleep. It was a long night," yawned Harry, standing and stretching.

"But what about classes?" she asked as they went.

"It is Saturday today, remember?" he said in amusement.

"Right." she said, mentally smacking herself.

When they reached the common room, Lily asked, "How are we going to track Peter?" she said quietly.

"Don't worry about it. I'm not supposed to tell you about it but I have a map of Hogwarts. It shows the castle and the movement in it. The map can't lie so that little rat can't hide even in his Animagi form," he said without thinking and suddenly looked at Lily with fear.

Oh damn, she doesn't know they are Animagus!

"It's okay Harry, no need to look so horrified, I know they are Animagus, James told me." She said, quite amused at the relived expression on Harry's face.

That was close…I need to keep my mouth shut more often he thought.

Lily heard him of course and silently laughed, "What's so funny?" he asked.

"Oh nothing" she said "Well, goodnight Harry" she said and went up the stairs to her dormitory.

Harry reached his dormitory and saw James looking at the wall a very sad and determined look on his face.

"James, are you okay?" Harry asked in worry, sitting on his bed and watching James.

James turned to look at him. How am I supposed to tell him I gave up on Lily?

"Yeah, I'm fine." James said gloomily, crossing his arms over his chest.

"I talked to Lily," said Harry in a would-be casual voice.

"Good," said James, "Did you guys sort things out?"

"Yes we did in a matter of a fact," said Harry.

"Good." He repeated.

"Did you know we have a fan club?" James looked at him in surprise.

"You're kidding, right?" he asked in sort of awe.

"No. I swear, Lily told me," said Harry with a small smile.

"Is she a member?" James asked immediately. Harry laughed.

"You know, that's exactly what I asked. No wonder people always telling me I'm like you." James and Harry laughed as Ron entered the room.

"What's so funny if I may ask?" Ron said, raising his eyebrows at their unusual behaviour after Lily's slap on their faces.

"Nothing." said Harry and James together and they were attacked by another fit of laughter.

"You two are mental." said Ron rolling his eyes.

"Thanks Ron. I'm going to bed." said James and surprisingly, the moment his head touched the pillow, he was asleep.

Lily was a different story; after she reached the dormitory, Hermione apologised to her again, and after reassuring it's okay, Lily went to sleep.

However, she didn't get any; she was tossing and turning in her bed trying to get some sleep. She kept rolling in her mind the events of the last hours.

She couldn't believe she was stupid enough to say this especially after she began to like James.

See? I told you, you like him, said the annoying voice in her voice.

Shut up.

She sighed, when did life became so difficult? And with that thought, she fell asleep.

A few days later, Lily had a dream.

Days passed, Lily and James weren't talking to each other. It drove Harry batty and they knew it. Harry found himself spending more time with Ginny, just so he could avoid the uneasiness. One night, after a particularly awkward evening in the common room, Lily had a dream.

DREAM

She was standing in a dim-lighted room, which looked like an amphitheatre. In the middle of the room, an old archway was standing proud with a veil hung on it. The room was full of commotion.

She was holding someone and suddenly heard a yell.

"Come on, you can do better than that!" She looked towards the old archway and saw someone that looked like Sirius only he looked a lot thinner and not healthy.

He was battling with a female Death Eater that looked suspiciously like Bellatrix Black, Sirius's cousin.

A jet of red light was shot from Bellatrix's wand and hit Sirius square on the chest. She felt her heart beating faster.

She had released the person she was holding and pulled her wand out. She saw Sirius's body fall into the veil and disappear.

She heard Bellatrix's triumph scream and felt her lips moving.

"SIRIUS!" she bellowed "SIRIUS!"

She felt herself being grabbed around the chest and struggled against the person that was holding her. She felt her lips moving again.

"Get him, save him; he's only just gone through!"

"-It's too late, Harry" the person who grabbed her said. His voice was trembling and quiet.

"We can still reach him-" she moved to get out of the strong grip.

"There's nothing you can do Harry…nothing…he's gone."

"He hasn't gone!" she yelled and a feeling of emptiness and grief filled her "SIRIUS! SIRIUS!"

"He can't come back Harry. He can't come back, because he's d—"

"HE – IS – NOT – DEAD!" she screamed as loud as she could "SIRIUS!"

END DREAM

Lily was tossing, turning, yelling and crying just like the boy who was just a few rooms away. And Hermione was the only one to understand what was happening to her.

Her roommates seemed surprised as the yells Harry would made sometimes were now coming from Lily.

The yells from the boy's dormitories stopped so everybody were going back to sleep. Lily and Hermione weren't though. Lily was staying in the bed near Hermione so she could hear her breathing.

"Lily?" she whispered. Lily opened her eyes weakly and shot a questioning look to Hermione.

"Did you see it all?" tears formed in Lily's eyes and she nodded.

"It was horrible," she said with a sob "I never saw anything so sad in my life. Sirius still had an amused look in his eyes and—"

Hermione got up and hugged Lily who continued to mumble "and Harry kept repeating that he's not dead. He was feeling so depressed Hermione. I'd die if I had all these horrible feelings." She said and sobbed harder into Hermione's nightgown.

"Shh…" Hermione tried to calm her "Are you tired?" Lily shook her head "Why don't you go to the common room, the fire is burning and you can think there." She said.

Lily nodded and stood up, "Thank you Hermione." she said with a hug. Hermione just gave her an encouraging look before crawling into her bed and hearing the door click as it shut.

Lily went to the common room. She didn't expect anyone to be there. She saw a messy black haired boy lying on the sofa. Silent tears were leaking from his eyes.

"Harry?" she said quietly. The boy looked up to her and she remembered something that Lavender told her "That was horrible," and indeed, Lily was scared.

A boy that always was a source of power and bravery was lying on a sofa and crying. A boy that always had a smile on his face was falling apart.

"Are you okay?" she asked and he nodded.

"It's nothing," he said and wiped his tears, "Really, don't worry about it."

"I'm sorry." she said quietly he shook his head.

"What for? You didn't do anything wrong."

"No. I'm sorry you had to live with bloody Petunia and all of the things you went through." She said tears now forming in her eyes in what seemed to be the thousand time this month.

"And I'm sorry you had to lose Sirius and-" she said tearfully.

Harry froze "How do you know all that stuff? How do you know about Sirius?" he asked stiffly, his soft demeanour dissolving.

"The girls told me and I looked up in the library about Sirius. I'm sorry." Harry came up and embraced her.

"It was none of your fault, do you hear me? Don't you dare blame yourself because you didn't do a thing. You weren't there, you didn't do anything." he whispered harshly.

They stood embraced for a couple of minutes before Lily talked again, "James hates me doesn't he?"

Harry stayed silent. He didn't know what to say to her because James avoided the issue of Lily at all costs and refused even to look at her.

After a few minutes of silence, Harry noticed Lily's breath was slower. He looked at her and saw she was sleeping. He lifted her to the sofa and summoned her blanket.

Before he came up the stairs, he kissed Lily's forehead.

He climbed the stairs to his dormitory before he heard a little squeak. Harry stopped dead. He knew that squeak. He lit his wand and looked around. No one was there.

He shrugged and climbed into bed before he heard that squeak again. James mumbled in his sleep something that sounded like, "shut up Wormtail."

Something clicked in Harry's mind and his eyes widened. He quickly shot out of bed and searched his trunk for the Marauder's Map.

"I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good." he whispered and looked at the part of the map that was the boy's dormitories. And indeed, inside something that looked like the corner of the room, a label called "Peter Pettigrew" was not moving.

Harry's breaths quickened and his blood was boiling rapidly. He lit his wand in a more powerful lightning charm and searched in the corner of the room for any signs of the rat.

And there he was; at the very corner of the room, a filthy fat rat was lying, squeaking from time to time.

Harry's temper rose. His face was heating up and he had to fight very hard not to squash the little rat under his leg until he died.

James stirred. He heard footsteps then a little squeak.

"Gained some weight didn't you Wormtail? Your master feeding you good?" A voice murmured in the dark.

"Harry? What's going on?" James said sleepily.

Harry frowned. He didn't know he woke James up. "Wormtail is here." He said shortly.

James's eyes widened and he snatched his wand and glasses from the nightstand, "That little rat!" He stood and walked to the corner.

He looked at Peter. He looked almost the same as he did in his time. "What have you done Wormtail?" he murmured and then, as if electricity shot ran through him, he yelled.

"Stupefy!" A beam of hot red light shot out of his wand and stunned Wormtail. The yell woke the other boys in the dormitory.

"What's going on?"

"Who yelled?"

"Someone get a professor please!" said Harry, still watching the rat. Neville walked sleepily out of the dorm.

"What's wrong Harry," asked Ron, "Is that?" He asked slowly as he saw what Harry and James were glaring at.

"Wormtail? Yeah." said James in contempt.

"What is wrong, Mr Potter?" said a stern voice from the door.

James turned around but Harry didn't move an inch. "A little rat paid us a little visit professor." Said Harry slowly and venomously. Professor McGonagall took a step back from the poison in Harry's voice.

"A rat? You mean…" she trailed off.

"Yes. That rat. He is stunned though." Professor McGonagall strode into the room and summoned the rat from the floor.

"Thank you for the information, Mr Potter, I would now suggest that you go-" she said.

"There is no way in the world I'm going to sleep now professor," Harry said, raising his voice, "This piece of vermin is the reason both of my parent are dead. He is the reason my godfather is dead. How do you expect me to go to sleep when he is right here?" Harry was yelling at this point.

Professor McGonagall face was changing at the words. She was just stunned at first but soon her face turned white and her lips were pursed.

"Mr Potter, please lower your voice it is four o'clock in the morning!" she snapped "You may stay awake for all I care Mr Potter but the rest of you is going back to sleep." She said and watched until each and every one of her students were tucked in bed.

James however remained still. Professor McGonagall glared at him and pointed to the bed.

James smirked, "I'm also Mr Potter professor." he said. Harry stifled a chuckle, the professor's lips pursed even more, and she huffed in indignation and left.

"Nice one." said Harry.

"Thanks," said James, "Are we going to follow her or what?" he asked.

"W-What?" Harry stammered.

"Follow McGonagall…you have the cloak and the map right?" Harry nodded "Let's go then!"

Harry summoned the map and the invisibility cloak and they walked out of the common room.

"Is that you, Harry?" asked the fat lady, "Just like your father in his times…" Harry and James chuckled.

"I'm solemnly swear I'm up to no good," James whispered.

But Harry noticed something, the dot which was supposed to be labelled as "James Potter" was labeled as "Prongs" and on the top of the paper there was a message.

"Up to no good again Prongs?"

Harry let out an admiring breath "What?" asked James.

"How did you get that to label 'Prongs'?" he asked.

"Oh," he said, "Moony figured how to trick this spell a bit." James said with a sly grin.

"Didn't know professor Lupin had that in him." said Harry.

"And I didn't know Peter is a filthy traitor." said James and there was an awakened silence.

"What's the password to Dumbledore's office?" asked Harry, "it usually shows passwords."

"It doesn't to Dumbledore's office though, only with password." James said.

"I want the password to Dumbledore's office." said James quietly to the map. Curly green words blossomed at the top of the page.

'Password?' it said.

"Dumbledore lost his marbles." said James and Harry stifled a loud laugh.

The title changed into the password 'Exploding Bon-Bons'. Harry whispered the password and the gargoyle stepped aside.

Harry and James stepped outside of Dumbledore's office and they heard Professor McGonagall's voice.

"So what should we do? Call the ministry or keep him here?"

"I think maybe you should call Remus first, I'm sure he'd like a few words. Ah, and Ms Isadora, as well." Dumbledore said.

"Very well, what do we say to the boys?"

There was a pause, "Maybe it's for the best if they won't know what's going on." He suggested. There was a moment of silent and they heard the professor hissing.

"Are you out of your MIND, Albus? Harry Potter just gave me lecture why he shouldn't go to bed and his father has one of the worst tempers I've ever seen in my life. I'm not going to let them blow the steam on me again, Albus. Last time we kept information from the boy, his godfather died, or do you not remember that?" McGonagall all but yelled.

Harry and James were shocked. They have never heard McGonagall crossing Dumbledore, let alone being hesitant in yelling at her students.

"Be that as it may, Peter is the cause of those deaths and we cannot know how Harry and James will react to him."

There was silence "I'll go fetch Remus and Amy," she said, "How many days is it until full moon?" she asked suddenly.

"Two days." said Dumbledore. They heard McGonagall's steps and they had to squash themselves to the wall so she won't bump into them.

She was murmuring words like "Madness", "Out of his mind", "I will not let them blow the steam on me again". After she left, Harry and James fell into silent laughter. It stopped however, a few minutes later when they heard Remus, Amy and McGonagall's voices.

"But who found him?" asked Remus's voice.

"Harry and James," said McGonagall, "I've never seen such fury on such a young face for a long time, I can tell you that."

They walked up the stairs and James and Harry squashed themselves to the wall again. When Remus walked by them, he suddenly stopped and sniffed.

Harry saw James's eyes widened in fear and then he heard Remus's voice taking in just above a whisper: "Prongs, Harry, go to sleep please, we can handle it." he whispered angrily.

"No." Harry whispered back but Remus did not know whether Harry or James said it.

"Go!" he said more fiercely and this time, Amy turned to see what this whole whispering behind her was.

Remus felt a kick in his shin, "Ow!" he yelped quietly, "What did you do that for, Prongs?"

"Prongs?" said Amy, "Is James here?" she asked.

"Yes," said Remus and got another kick, "Damn, that hurt. He won't go." but to his surprise Amy laughed quietly.

"Let's go before McGonagall see what's holding us back." she said and winked to the general direction of James and Harry.

Remus surprisingly obeyed. "You'll hear from me again, Prongs." said Remus in obvious annoyance.

They closed the door to Dumbledore's office.

"Damn, I forgot. It IS two days before the full moon, his senses are sharpening." James said seriously, but then silenced again as voices began to talk loudly in Dumbledore's office.

"I don't know Dumbledore, to tell you the truth, I have little faith in the ministry at the moment. I am not sure what they can do to Peter. What if they'll kill him before we can clear Sirius's name?"

"I agree with Remus, I don't care what they are going to do to the rat but I know I want to clear Sirius's name."

There was a pause. "Headmaster, may I suggest something?" asked Professor McGonagall "Maybe we should owl the ministry, tell them we have him, even send a few Aurors here, after Black's name will be cleared we'll let him go."

There was a murmur of agreement.

"Very well, you are dismissed. I'll keep Mr Pettigrew in a very safe box I have." Dumbledore said everybody tuned to the door and James and Harry ran to Gryffindor tower, not bothering to check the map.

"Holly Hippogriffs," said Harry breathily to the fat lady.

"It is very late Mr Potter, don't do this again.", she said and giggled as James gave her a wave.

They climbed through the portrait hole and collapsed on the couches. There, only half a minute later, they fell asleep. Not even bothering to toss their glasses aside.

In the morning, Lily woke up extremely early. She had another one of these dream. Only this time she watched a memory of Sirius and Remus explaining the story of the marauders in the Shrieking Shake.

A memory, who she figured later, belonged to Hermione.

When Lily woke up she was very surprised to find herself sleeping on the sofa in the common room, but after the memories flooded her, she sighed.

After a quick shower, she went down the stairs to find to her surprise two extremely alike faces of James and Harry Potter sleeping soundly on the sofa she just slept in.

Quite a few people were already standing there, watching and making guesses about who is who.

The people in the common room watched her as she came to one of the teenagers and brushed his hair away from his forehead.

A redhead boy was walking in the corridors from the great hall.

Suddenly, a figure behind him talked. She couldn't quite make the words,

the boy turned, startled, the woman continued to speak and the boy went pale.

Just as it began, it stopped. The figure's head was rolling on her chest before she jumped and talked to the boy casually.

Lily jumped away from the boy. She has just seen a premonition, she was sure of that because the boy she touched wasn't the boy in her dream.

"Is there something wrong?", asked the boy whom she was standing next to. She raised her head and saw it was Harry.

"No," she croaked, "Everything's just fine." Harry gave her a strange look before looking at his watch.

"It's almost time for breakfast. I wonder what happened to Wormtail.", he looked up and saw all the people looking at him.

"Did I do something?", he whispered to Lily.

"Did you just say Wormtail?" asked one of the boys that Harry recognised as a sixth year. "As in Wormtail from the infamous marauders?"

"Yep," he said, "How do you know about them?"

"Are you kidding?" said a third year, "They are famous for their pranks. All of the people in first year hear about them. They are the pride of the house."

"I didn't get any information about them until my third year, and that was by accident," said Harry dryly, "Anyway, I'm sure James will be glad to hear it, he's Prongs."

Many gasps were heard "Someone talking about me?" asked James, pretending to yawn and stretch.

"Are you really Prongs?" asked a first year in undisguised awe.

"Yeah," James said, who obviously heard the entire conversation, "So we're famous huh?"

"Who are the others?" asked the sixth year.

Harry silenced James who was just about to answer.

"We will tell you one, the other two we will tell you in a few weeks, after the truth will be out." Harry said.

Many confused faces met him. "Well, I can tell you that Moony is Professor Lupin.", he said smiling.

All of the fifth years up were gasping. Maybe it's fate, but at this moment, Remus entered the common room.

He looked into the faces of his gasping students. Then, like a blast, everybody started to talk.

"Are you really Moony?"

"Who are the other Marauders?"

"Why did you keep this from us?"

By now, many of the students conjured parchment and quill and asked him to sign on them. Remus was red with embarrassment and did not know where did this come from.

He looked up into the amused face of Harry and the delighted face of James. Harry shrugged at him and James grinned.

"Right, enough of this," he said, "Harry, James, the headmaster wants to talk to the both of you." Harry and James immediately got up.

"Please go take some shower Prongs, you stink." Remus smiled at the scowling face of James.

James and Harry went up the stairs and came back fifteen minutes later to see that the crowd grew and Lily was gone. Harry noticed she was talking to Hermione, glancing at the stammering Remus and giggling.

After Remus shook Harry from his sweet dreamland, he took both Harry and James to the headmaster's office. "Should I say the password or do you already know it?"

James gave him an innocent look while Harry said, "Exploding Bon-Bons." and the gargoyle jumped open.

"Ah, just in time I see, Mr Potter. Both of you," said Dumbledore as they sat down a few minutes later.

"What happened to Pettigrew, sir?" asked Harry.

"A very interesting question, Mr Potter, but I know that you already know the answer to that," said Dumbledore, smiling.

Both Harry and James went scarlet. "Sorry sir," murmured James.

"Curiosity is not a crime, Mr Potter, but be aware of the things curiosity can lead to, after all, curiosity did kill the cat," said Dumbledore wisely.

"But it wasn't the cat's fault that he ran into a gang of bully-cats, he was just passing by." joked James.

Everybody laughed. "Nicely said, Mr Potter, now, let's get down to business. I am sure that both of you has some things to say to Mr Pettigrew. He is now in a special room inside my office. His wand was taken and he is bounded so he cannot attack."

This statement made James look down. He could not believe that one of his best friends, who helped him at need, who helped Remus with his transformations, is the same man who was responsible to the death of himself and Lily.

Lily

He killed Lily

My Lily

"I'll go first." said Harry. Apparently, the conversation continued and Harry now stepped into a secret room underneath Dumbledore's desk.

Harry slid for a few seconds on a long and very wide tunnel until he reached a circular room. And there, in the middle of the room, Peter Pettigrew sat bounded to a chair by golden chains, very much like Harry saw in one of the trials in Dumbledore's Pensieve in his fourth year.

"Wormtail." Harry said.

"Harry," he said in his squeaky voice, "Harry, I had to do it. The Dark Lord would've killed me-"

"Voldemort did not make you bring Bertha Jorkins to him. You did it on your own free will." Harry said coldly his eyes shooting daggers at Pettigrew.

"B-But H-Harry, s-she underst-tood who I am…she would've turned me down to the Ministry," he stuttered.

"So you should've let her! An innocent man was sitting in Azkaban twelve years because of you. An innocent man ran away from prison because of you. AN INNOCENT MAN WAS ON A RUN FROM THE MINISTRY BECAUSE OF YOU!" Harry yelled.

"Sirius would've killed me." he squeaked.

"So you should've died!" Harry roared, just as Sirius did four years ago "You should've died like the people who died because of you! Because of you, I have no parents, BECAUSE OF YOU I AM AN ORPHAN! BECAUSE OF YOUR DAMN FAT ASS, I HAVE NO ONE! NO ONE!" Harry bellowed.

"And you know what, Pettigrew? A lot of lives will be ruined because of you. You helped Voldemort back; you made a mistake that will cost for a lot of goddamn lives!"

"It's all your fault," he whispered, "My whole life was ruined because of you. And you didn't even have a damn good reason to do it! Not one! Everybody trusted you! With Remus's transformation, with the Animagi, with the order, with their life, my life!" he said.

"And you turned them all down. You turned them all down, and for what? For a pathetic excuse of a human being?"

Pettigrew whimpered and Harry drew courage from it. "Well, you know what Pettigrew? YOU are a pathetic excuse for a human being!" Harry said and took off, running up the tunnel and came out of Dumbledore's office, seething.

"How did it go?" asked Remus.

"Very well. I think I made my point clear, but I don't think other people who will show him how much suffer he caused will do any harm. Maybe emotional but he deserves it." He said and came out of the office.

"Did he realise we heard all he said from here?" asked Remus

"No" said Dumbledore "James, do you want to come down there now?" James nodded and went underneath Dumbledore's desk.

He took a deep breath and slid down.

He opened his eyes to meet a 37 years old Peter Pettigrew.

Peter looked up and his eyes widened. "James." he whispered.

A/N: Thank you guys for the increasing amount of reviews! It really means a lot to me! We passed the 100 bridge! I figured a new way to update the story a lot faster - I just print the chapter I already wrote and fix the problems on the paper! I will just have to correct it later! But it will be a lovt faster since I do that at night - when my English sense is very strong :)

Jinxeh- If you think so...And, yes I love Britney! Speaking of which, she is pregnant and this is official. No estudio español sino que todavía sé un pedacito.

TwoFourThree- Hi. Nice to know I'm not the only Israeli here :)את מהפורום של תפוז? מפורום פאנפיקים או מפורופ הארי פוטר? אם לא, איך הגעת לפה?

The all mighty and powerfulM- Yes I have, I had a diffrent nick: James and Lily 4eva. But deleted me :(

NKB- Thanks for the comment, I will think about it :)

annie- Just a question, why don't you register? You review to a lot of people and begin a user will really help you organise your stories.

Monai- See my answer to The all mighty and powerfulM.

Mrs.Poynter and Mrs.Judd, Nightwing 509, Ace Ryn Knight, amrawo, Ancient's Daughter, Steelo, Marguerida, Lily-900121, Dranzen, Jasmine-enimsaJ

Once again thank you! I found myself doing a lot of smilies to people here, which is very odd since I feel really down. I wrote in three languages too! lol. Anyway, thanks.

Lily