"You... Don't want me to leave?" Asked Tatsuha slowly.
"No. Stay with me. I like you. So does Kumagoro!" A large part of my mind screamed: Go away! You're just like the rest! You only want me for my body! You don't love me! You'll use me! Leave me alone! But another small part thought He hasn't forced me into anything. He hasn't tried to hurt me. I'm the one who forced him ito this. I forced him to come with me today. It's all my fault. I shouldn't blame him for anything
"Ryu...ichi"
"Yes?" I looked up at him.
"After I left earlier today. I realized that Kumagoro was gone."
Tatsuha POV
"Kumagoro-chan!" Screeched Ryuichi. "Is he okay?" He squirmed, trying to get out of my lap. I held on tightly, not letting him go anywhere for fear that'd he'd hurt himself when he got up.
"Ryu! I found him already, okay? He's fine. I went and picked him up from the record store as soon as I realized where he was." He stilled, and looked up at me, eyes shining. He must be really happy that I went and got Kumagoro! Or something... I thought as he smiled at me.
"You called me Ryu!" He said wonderingly.
Oops... It's one thing to have your god tell not to call him by his last thing, it's a whole 'nother to call him by your secret nickname, out loud
"Ummm..." Should I deny it"
"Tatsuha?" He broke into my reverie.
"Hmm"
"Why do you like me? Answer me honestly." His genki smile had turned into an earnest and serious stare.
"Do I have to tell you everything?" I asked, hoping that I didn't have to.
His look hardened into a glare and he asked "What do you think"
I sighed, and shifted so that he was sitting on the couch next to me. I leaned back and started my explanation.
"I saw you at the concert. I was nervous and it was kind of comforting to have someone nice to me there. You were mysterious. That appealed to me. I had absolutely no clue who you were, and you seemed cool. You seemed even cooler when you saved me from Tatchi. I was confused, and you were comforting. When I woke up at Yuki's, I had only slight intentions at pursuing you. Just to thank you for what you did." I looked at my hands. "Then Shu told me who you were"
"What did you think?" He interrupted.
"I didn't want to bother you. You were a rock star, and I was just some overobsessed fan. I didn't even deserve to know you. I wanted to forget that I had even met you so that I didn't cause you trouble, I guess. After all I'm just..." A 16 Year old that has a crush on a famous pop star... "I'm a fan. Just an overobsessed fan." I smiled. "The first time I saw you, the strange and helpful mysterious guy, I fell in love. But I've always loved you Ryu." I looked up at him. HE had tears in his eyes. "When you came over to Yuki's to see if I was okay, you weren't the same Ryuichi Sakuma that I had always worshipped. You were cute, adorable, and childish. For the third time, I fell in love with you.You wanted me to call you by your first name. I wouldn't because I didn't feel deserving. I said that I needed to become your friend first to cover for the real reason, and that it would be a dream come true for me. I couldn't lose that chance. That day, ireally got to know you. And I liked you for who you were, not your body No matter how hot it really is, or how I grew up thinking you were like. You and only you. At the record store," I blushed. "You were acting so cutely. You were excited about your albums, that I couldn't help myself. I only followed you to see if you wee okay. But when you shouted to leave you alone, and ran off, I knew I was rejected. I called Shu to see what to do, and he told me your address so that I could make sure that you were okay and got home safely. After I got there, I left to find Kumagoro, because I knew that you'd be heartbroken without him." That's got to be the longest speach that I've ever made. "I can understand if you don't like me for some reason or other"
"Look at me." He commanded and grabbed my chin to turn my face. He blushed slightly. "I like you too Tatsuha." Then he kissed me.
End of chappie.
Please don't hate me for making it this short. I know, I promised to try and make it longer, but no such luck. until the next chappie! Jaa ne!