He watches her
A Short Tess Fic

He watches her. I watch him but he watches her.

Why? Why doesn't he see me? Why doesn't he look at me with that shinning light and devotion in his eyes?

Why doesn't he love me like that? He is supposed to love me like that. Why doesn't he see me?

I know what your thinking, your sitting there all high and mighty rolling your eyes at me calling me a home wrecker and a bitch. You think I'm this evil horrible person who tried to break them up. It wasn't my purpose really, it just happened. I wasn't trying to hurt either of them. I did it all because it is my destiny, I've been told my entire life who I am, I can't just go against that. I did it because I loved him.

He still watches her, I love him, and he watches her.

You're thinking that I deserve what I get right? Don't lie; you hate me just like everyone else. What you don't understand is that I remember him, he doesn't remember me, but I remember him. And he still watches her.

She walked away from him, I didn't do that, and she made that decision on her own. You think I warped her that I'm somehow stronger than I appear, but I'm not.

There is only so much one hybrid can take.

I know he loves her, and I know he will always love her.

Now you're wondering why I would want someone who doesn't love me, if he wants her.

I told you – I love him it's that simple – I remember him. He'll remember me someday and he'll apologize and say even though she will always hold a place in his heart (I'd be a fool to think she wouldn't) that he loves me.

You think I'm weak? You think I'm stronger than this, that I have no human emotions. You're wrong. I'm just better at hiding it.

I know he doesn't see me, I watch him watch her.

Sometimes I get so frustrated and I want to leave, forget Destiny. Then I remember and I stay. I really mean her no harm, and I'm sorry she got caught up in all this.

At first I hated her, but she's not so bad. I don't want to see anyone hurting.

You're thinking 'Yeah right, you're a heartless bitch' Well think what you want.

He's my destiny. I love him.

He doesn't see me, but he will.

Until then, he watches her.

I watch him but he watches her.