A/N: another chapter I don't own the characters but I do own the story and this chap doesn't make a lot of sense it's not supposes to I kinda wanna show Craig's descent into madness as it were.

She loves me I know she does. The mantra has played in my distorted brain for awhile now trying to convince my overly suspicious mind that Manny would love me until hell rained down on us. After all I had put her through all the pain and heart break when I needed her the most there she was strong backed and ready to stand next to me but I guess I just went to far pushed until she had no choice but to fall from grace. My psychosis is taking over for the thinking part of my brain though and I want to make her pay make her crumble like she has me without knowing and I start to formulate plans and schemes to get her to make her pay. This can't possibly be my fault. I couldn't possibly have caused her to stop loving me. I can she it in her eyes that she doesn't love me anymore. I will never let her go never let her go on with her life. I need her more then anyone else she is what keeps me from hurting myself and people around me if she leaves then I won't know how to be. I can't do this without her and even if I could I wouldn't want to. She will leave and be happy and I will stay her and rot. I don't think so if I can't be happy no one can, especially her. She the cause of all of this if she had just loved me the way I deserved the way I needed to be loved then I wouldn't be sitting here planning her emotional demise. This is all her doing cause it wasn't me I am sick I don't know what I do to people I can't help it. I wonder if there is someone else pulling her heart string since I am no longer the puppet master I wonder if he knows about her sick, crazy boyfriend at home the one that will destroy him and her beyond repair if that's what' s going on. What gives her the right to try and find happiness? When I need her?

I wander the streets alone tonight trying to work out my plan to hurt her, to leave her broken. I wander upon a deserted street that I don't think I had ever been on I. I turn and there I am staring up at Manny's house of all the places to lead myself it's here with her only a few feet away. I want hurt her for doing this to me for not loving me in all the ways I deserved in all the ways I had loved Ashley. As I walk closer to her yard I hear a bike down the street and I watch it get closer and being to slow and I notice Sean is on the bike. He stop a look of complete shock on his face "h-e-e-y Craig" he stutters "what are you doing here it's late?" he questions. I smile a slow easy smile" oh you know gad to see my girl before bed" I tell him. I don't want things looking bad "what about you what are you doing out?" I ask him "oh dude I couldn't sleep so I took the bike out for a drive" he answers with ease. I knew something wasn't right but I didn't know what it was. He looked angry but not just angry but homicidal. Before I can ask though he turns the bike back on and says, "well I let you get to Manny. I should get home anyway " with that he's gone as quickly as he appears. I throw rocks at Manny's window until she comes to it. She climbs down to me and hugs me gently I go in for a kiss it's nice but she hesitate. Her kisses just aren't the same. I look at her hurt in my eyes and whisper "why don't you love me anymore" shock fills her eyes followed closely by fear "Craig I don't know what you're talking about you know I love you." This makes me angry that she can just lie to me like that blood red spots fill my vision and all I see is my rage the object of my objection. I no longer she the girl who stuck by me or the girl who gave up so much to be with me I see a lying cheating good for nothing bitch. I see a target.

"Liar" I spit in her face "filthy liar" I scream again. "I am crazy not stupid I know you and I know you're lying to me Bitch" I angrily snarl at her. "Craig that's not how it is I love you" she whimpers sounding like a kicked puppy "shut up" I scream as I grab her by her arm. I push her as hard as I can against the house "ok Bitch you love me and you will be with me forever there's no way out of it now. You're mine always I hear about you touching another guy about you even breathing on anyone who isn't me I kill him and make you wish you were dead" I threaten.

All the color drains from her face and she beings soft gentle sobs "baby don't be like that " she tells me as she covers my face in feather soft kisses. The angry haze clears and I can see again I comfort her and kiss her one last time then send her to bed as I walk off towards home.

I won't give her up she loves me. Either she'll love me forever or she'll pay dearly either way I win