I don't own degrassi but if I did you would all be invited to my wedding to Daniel Clarke
Manny's point of view
He's not answering my calls. Maybe he's still angry with me. He always seems to be angry with me. I know I shouldn't have told him I loved him it tasted like acrid smoke on my lips pushing it's way out clouding the air then drifting away only leaving poison as a reminder that it was ever there. Craig is the worst kind of poison. I don't love him most of the time I don't even like him. I seem to lose all my sense when his around and all that's left is this over whelming need to save him. To help him feel better that I forget that I have my own feelings and they'll never be for him. Sean is my light in the dark, that warm comfort just before I fall asleep. He is the sunshine against my eyes when I wake up. Craig is the dark dream that interrupts my sleep. He is the alarm clock awaking me from my happiness and I am not entirely sure how to shut it off. That's why I am calling him to end the disturbance. I think it would be rude to end it with his answering machine.
I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach like worms crawling in and out of feeling of doubt this sense of dread has settled it's self over my day. Any moment I am excepting the sky to fall in around me the water to turn to blood and happening of apocalyptic proportions to occur atleast something less scary to happen but it doesn't. I just kind drift from moment to moment waiting for this bad thing to happen or Craig to call or Sean who I miss like an amputee misses it lost limb.
My thoughts drift to Sean as they often do. I see his blue green eyes smiling at me. I see the colors of happiness swirling around those hypnotizing eyes. For a moment all thought of Craig and sadness and bad things float from my mind and all that remains is him and his smile his eyes his breath on my cheek his voice in my ear all of it so real it's like he's in my room with me. He's always in my head so why not my room too. He is all I had and I won't lose him. I know if I do then I lose the only part of me that matters. I want a quick break-up with Craig. No fighting because if we start fighting his natural argumentative nature will come out and I will never get what I came for a clean break from him.
So I sit in wait restlessness gnawing at my body. Waiting for freedom. I am also waiting for my happiness to call. I know it's dangerous to place all your happiness on someone but it's not something I can control. When I am with Sean the planets align and the sun shines flowers blow birds sings children share candy nothing can penetrate this shield of utter continent that settles in all the right places and all her problems don't seem important or even worthy of her attention.
She distracted from her happy thoughts by the ring tone of her phone. She looks at her screen and doesn't recognize the number. "Hello" she answers tentatively
"Manny, it's Jimmy I think I royal screwed up and I am so very sorry I thought I was doing the right thing." He hurriedly replied. My heart dropped to my toes. I think it actually stopped beating. I automatically knew what he had done and what that bad feeling in my stomach was all about.
"What happened Jimmy" I asked. Although I already knew his answer I guess I just needed confirmation because not asking would stop my biggest fear from being reality.
"I want to apologize again but I kinda called Craig and told him what I saw at that party. He's my friend I though t he should know. I never thought he would take it this far or hurt anyone over a girl he doesn't even love" His voice wavered and died out
"You what! How could you? You have killed him jimmy are you happy because not only have you killed him you've killed me too. A double homicide with one phone call. Ted Bundy could learn a lot from you" The anger at him and the fright of knowing what was about to happen or already happened clouded my thought as well as my vision. I quickly searched through my call list until I found Paige's number.
Her phone rang until she answered. I could keep the panic from my voice and when I spoke it kind of came out as one big word. "Paige, Jimmy told Craig he's going after Sean help me please!"
"Manny, Hun calm down I'll be there in a second and we'll go to Sean" she replied fright edged her voice too. She sounded as scared as I felt because we both knew what he is capable of and we know no good can come of this situation.
I rushed on to my front lawn tears completely obstructing my eyesight. My entire body quivered and shook and I could think or breathe or even stand I had collapsed on my grass. I was so very frightened. I was more frightened then if Craig was coming after me because I knew how to handle him but Sean would let his temper get the best of him and cause Craig to do irrational crazy things. I was so desperate for some sort of update or help that I called Craig's phone again.
I heard the click of someone answering. "Your Boyfriend's gonna die! You little lying, cheating bitch. Then your Next" he erupted in the phone. Then the line went dead. I started hysterically bawling. The last thing I saw before my world went dark was Paige rushing towards me.
I know your expecting the showdown between Craig and Sean but I can't figure out how it will end so I wrote this so I can figure it out. Th final result will be up shortly I promise and if I do kill Sean I will continue the story so you know what happened after wards