Thoughts
Theresa woke up in the arms of Ethan and panic began to over take her. She got up out of bed as easily as possible and went down stairs and called Fox. "Fox I have to talk to you as soon as possible. When you get this go over to the hospital and get up with me there. By the way I love you." She then hung up the phone and went to the shower and got in. She didn't know but Ethan had come into the bathroom and was watching her with content. As Theresa finished bathing she opened the shower stall and stepped out the shower and was startled by Ethan , who was standing there with a smile on his face. She automatically jumped and screamed and said.
"Ethan you scared me half to death, I didn't know you were in here." She looked at her feet, suprised that she was a little embrassed that he had seen her naked.
"Oh I am really sorry, I should have let myself be known." He was looking at little embrassed himself.
"Oh , its ok. I didn't mean it in a bad way. I just meant that I wasn't expecting you at all."
"I understand." For some reason there was some weirdness between them, even after their little affair they had just had.
"You know Ethan, even though I would really like to continue this little conversation, I think that it might be better if I had cloths on, you know." Theresa let out a small laugh, thinking about her bulging belly , that was now becomming apparent. Ethan took that for as sign that he needed to leave, so she could get herslef covered. So he simply turned and walked out the door. After Ethan left she continued to get ready to go to the hospital, to check on Little Ethan. She really hoped that his fever had gone away and that he was doing better. So she finished what she was doing and headed back down stairs and into the kitchen. Ethan was there reading the newspaper. She bent down a little and pulled the paper down so she could see his face. She then waved a hand in front of his face, he seemed to be in another land. "Earth to Ethan." Ethan jerked his head up.
"Oh sorry about that Theresa, I was thinking about Little Ethan. I wasn't paying any attention. Oh also, I don't know what happaned eariler, I think it was just the fact that I had wanted you for so long, I mean since that night. I don't know what came over me. I think that I need to get my head straight, but don't get me wrong I don't regret it, but I am married. We need to keep that in mind. Maby we should lay low for a while and leave it as frinds for a while." Relief washed over her, at the time she was only wanting comfort and love from someone and Ethan was the one that was there and he baited her. She thought that she loved him dearly, but she was now not so sure. After she woke up her mind had went to Fox and she was not sure why. She had cared deeply for Fox when they were together, but that was a long while ago. Her head was so confused , along with her badly beaten heart. Was she ready for this, hell she is here a week and already slept with Ethan. He was good, but there was something lacking, something she needed to find. She knew Ethan loved her and he would stick by here, but she didn't think that he would try to sleep with her again. So the only thing that she knew to do at the moment was think about all this later and go on to the hospital.
"OK Ethan that is fine, but I really need to get over to the hospital. I will talk to you later if you want."
"Ok Theresa." Then out the door she went. She was gone to see her son. Soon Fox would be there and would all feel a little better.
