Chandler woke up and saw how far away Monica was from him. He couldn't really sleep he thought about him and Monica.. their relationship most of the night. He was so used to waking up right next to her. He was used to holding her and kissing her head in the morning. But she was all the way on the other side of the bed. Chandler moved closer to Monica and put his hand on her bare arm making her turn over and look at him. "Morning." He whispered with a smile.

"Morning." She whispered back. She looked really tired.

"Sorry I woke you up."

"It's ok."

"Can we talk today?"

She nodded. "Yea. I think we have to."

He took her hand and kissed it.

Monica pulled her hand away and just stared at him.

"Are we gonna make it?" Chandler asked sitting up.

Monica sighed and looked up at him. "No."

Chandler sighed and closed his eyes. "Why not?"

"What do you think?"

"I think we can work at it."

"Can we really work it out?"

"What happened? 2 weeks ago we were happy. We were in love nothing could come between us."

"2 weeks ago we were fighting."

"But we made up."

"Did you meet someone else or what?"

"I was at Joey's party."

"What does that have to do with anything?"

"Something happened that changed the way I looked at you completely."

"Ross told me... I tried to call you.. I didn't see you there.."

"I saw you."

"You did?"

Monica nodded. "You were saying things about me... You were saying that I was pretty.. and that I'm a bitch and I yell... and I'm a bad kisser and you were talking about some Elizabeth girl you met before me who's beautiful and a great kisser..."

"Oh no." Chandler said banging his head against the headboard. "I didn't mean any of that.. baby you knew I was drunk.. didn't you?"

"Yea I knew... but it's all true."

"No. The only true thing is that you're pretty.. that's not true because your beautiful. You're gorgeous. You're perfect. Baby I love you... You're the best kisser and I love you.. "

"You're lying." She said sitting up.

"No I'm not. "

"Chandler I love you... I love you so much. I'm so scared of losing you. But I don't want you to stay in a marriage that you don't want to be in."

"I do want to stay in this marriage. I love you. You're the only one for me Monica... come on.. we can do this. We're going through a rough time.. we can do this." Chandler said taking Monica's hands and kissing them. "I love you. Come on.. we have to work things out. Monica please.. please this is our marriage. We have to try."

"We tried!"

"No we didn't."

"Chandler you also said that you were stuck with me.. I don't want you to be stuck with me."

"Monica I want to be with you. I love you so much. I can't stand not being your husband." He kissed the side of her cheek. He stared at her and pecked her on the lips. He pecked her again waiting for a reaction.

She looked into his eyes and kissed him back. She wrapped her arms around Chandler's neck and kissed him but quickly stopped.

"What?"

"I can't do this." Monica said falling back on the bed.

"Why?"

"I can't stop wondering if the kiss is bad."

"Monica it was fine until you stopped."

"I just.. I can't."

"Monica.."

"Chandler you really.. just tell me the truth."

"I love yo.."

"The truth. Chandler I really want you to think... I want you to think really hard. I don't want an I love you baby of course I wanna stay married. I want an honest answer. Do you love me enough to stay married? Or do you wanna stay married because it's comfortable and less scary. You don't have to answer me now... I have to be at work in about 2 hours. So... I'll see ya later." Monica got out of bed and walked to the bathroom.

"Oh their children are going to be gorgeous!" An older woman behind Chandler said as she grabbed the magazine off the rack.

Chandler sighed as he grabbed a magazine off the magazine rack as he waited in the long line. There was a picture of Monica and Chandler which was taken a couple months ago at some charity event which was held on a yacht. In big white letters was 'Baby on board." The rumor was far from true.

"They would make beautiful children." A friend of her said as they flipped through the magazine.

"That Chandler Bing is one handsome guy."

"Yes he is. If he weren't married I'd be all over him."

"Oh I know. Aww how sweet he gave her a necklace to show his love and support."

"That is so sweet I wish my husband did that for me. "

"I'm so excited for them."

Chandler kept listening to their conversation as the cashier rang up his soda and chips.

"Aww he runs out for midnight cravings. That is so sweet."

"16.37" The cashier said as Chandler came back to reality.

"What?"

"16.37 sir."

Chandler smiled and took out $20 and handed it to the guy. He grabbed his bag and his change and left. He had been thinking about what Monica had said earlier. He knew he loved her... but enough to stay married? He had talked to Ross about being married to Rachel. Ross and Rachel got married a few months after Chandler proposed to Rachel. Ross said that his love for Rachel grew. He loved her even more every day he saw her. For some reason it had surprised Chandler to hear that. He wasn't sure if his love stopped growing. They were apart for long periods of time. Both of them were really busy people. During their 3rd year of marriage Chandler was in Europe filming and producing a movie while Monica was in America doing her movies. His phone began to ring. "Hello?"

"Hey Chandler."

"Hey Joey what's up?"

"What are you doing?"

"I'm about to get into my car." Chandler said opening his door and putting the bag on the seat next to him. "What's up?"

"So you and Monica are doing better right?"

"No."

"What do you mean? I'm looking at a picture of you guys together it says it was from last night. It says that you guys went out to dinner. You look ok.. unless you're fighting again."

"We're not fighting... but we're not... doing any better. Monica wants me to think about whether I love her enough to stay married.. and she's really making me think about this.."

"Well then you guys are going to be ok because you do love her."

"I was talking to Ross and... and... Hey I'll call you later."

"Ok. Bye"

Chandler closed his phone and threw it on the seat next to him. He drove to a set and went through security. After all of that he got out of his car and grabbed his cell phone. He walked over inside and smiled as he watched Monica film her scene. She was beautiful. So talented. Just perfect. He did love her.

"Cut!" The director screamed. "That was great you guys. Monica you have one more scene and we're done for the day."

"Ok." Monica smiled. "I'm gonna grab something to eat."

"Ok. Be back in 2 hours."

"Ok." Monica nodded and looked at Chandler. She gave him a small wave and wrapped her arms around him

Chandler stood still a little confused by the hug. He put an arm around her waist and kissed the top of her head. Maybe she had forgotten about everything.

"Come on sweetie." She smiled and took his hand to her trailer. She kissed his hand and was very loving to him all the way over to the trailer. As soon as she closed the door she let go of Chandler's hand. "What are you doing here?"

"What was all of that?"

"I have to pretend like everything's ok.."

"Why?"

"Because everyone thinks we're so happy..."

"Oh.."

"So have you thought about it?"

"Yea I have." Chandler nodded.

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