"And.." Monica said obviously a little nervous.

"Well I wanna know how you feel first."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you still love me? Do you wanna stay married?"

"Of course I still love you. And I do want to stay married... But either way.. I'll always love you."

"Monica I don't want our marriage to end. I... I don't..." He sighed and took her hand. "I do love you."

"But..."

"I don't know if... I love you as much as... I should."

Monica sighed and looked down and then back up again.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I know." Monica said giving him a half smile and hugged him.

He wrapped his arms tightly around her and kissed the top of her head. "So what do we do?"

"I don't know." She whispered trying so hard not to cry.

"Ok... so... I umm... I'll call you." Chandler smiled as he kissed the top of Monica's head.

"Ok.. " She nodded. "So you're gonna stay with Joey?"

He nodded. "Yea."

"Ok." She smiled. "Are you gonna.. wear your wedding ring ?"

"Why not? We're not officially over or anything. And I like it. Are you?"

"Yea I am." Monica looked down feeling the tears wanting to fall down her cheeks.

"Ok. You better not take it off." Chandler said trying to make a joke that wasn't very funny. He took her hand. "Cheer up." He said tilting her head up with his finger. "I thought you were ok with all this" he looked into her eyes.

"I am.." She forced a smile. "It's just.. so hard.. It's really.. really hard.."

"You know I love you."

"I love you too." She pulled him into a big hug.

He held her tight and wondered if he was doing the right thing. He felt her tears seeping through his shirt. He held her tighter and kissed her.

She pulled away and looked up at him.

They looked at each other for what seemed like forever. "Are we doing the right thing Mon?"

She nodded. "You need to see where you're at.. I know you love me.. but.. "

"I'll call you everyday." He grinned grabbed his bag and turned towards the door. He stopped and turned back around at Monica who was already tearing up. "Are you going to be ok?"

"Yea."

"Positive."

"Positive."

"What are you doing tonight?"

"I don't know.."

"You want to hang out?"

Monica laughed. "You have a flight to catch in about 2 hours."

"Who cares?"

Monica smiled and walked over to him and kissed his cheek. "Have fun.. I'll talk to you later."

"Stop crying." He said wiping the tears off her face. "You're too beautiful to cry. You're gonna make me cry." He kissed the top of her forehead, opened the door and winked at her. "Bye beautiful."

"Bye." She smiled and closed the door.

Chandler walked over to a black car and smiled at the driver as he got in. "Thank you." Chandler nodded and threw his bag in. He watched Monica through the clear door. She was crying as she watched him. He rolled down the window and waved. He saw her wave back and smiled. She blew him a kiss and he caught it and blew one back. The driver began to pull away. Chandler waved and mouthed 'I love you' making her smile. He waved until he could no longer see her. He missed her. He missed her a lot. They had filed for separation the day before. The news was to come out the following morning.

"Oh great." Joey shook his head as they got out of the restaurant.

"Why the hell are these stupid paparazzi always following me?" Chandler pulled his cap lower. "How many pictures do they need? They got like a million yesterday."

"Don't worry Chandler." A blonde girl named Sasha said wrapping her arm around him and put her head on his arm. "They'll get their shots until the pictures aren't worth that much."

"Whatever." Chandler sighed and got into the car. Sasha was right behind him and put her hand on his back as he got in. "I hate them!"

"We all do." Joey said putting his arm around Sasha and kissing her head. Sasha was an up and coming model. She was tall and gorgeous. She had just started seeing Joey.

Monica walked onto the set and sat down on a couch right in front of a coffee table.

"Gellar."

"Lyman." She smiled at her costar. Who walked in front of her and sat down next to her. His name was Jonathan Lyman and he was a pretty famous actor. They were really good friends and had been for a couple years. He had dark brown hair and green eyes. He was playing her husband in her movie. She picked up a magazine and smiled at him.

"Action!" The director called out.

Monica was stared at the cover of the magazine. It was candid picture of Chandler with some other girl with her arm around his. She read her name Sasha Clark. Chandler had talked about her a few times after he came back from New York. He had moved on.

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