Chapter 4: Lost Love
Bastila glanced over Revan shoulder and then looked at Revan raising her eyebrow. "He's still staring at me, isn't he?" Revan asked. "Yes he is", Bastila said giggling. Revan glared at Bastila, "this is all your fault you know", she told Bastila. Trying not to laugh Jahani said, "I think it is safe to say that when you two forged a bond with each other, Bastila may have inherited your sneakiness Revan".
Bastila looked at Revan, "you know it was bound to happen sooner or later", Bastila said, "so you might as well go over there take him away and tell him your sorry for leaving. Revan snorted, "I'm not apologizing for that", she said, "I had a good reason for leaving him behind. Bastila shrugged, "well at least go make it up to the poor man", Bastila said.
Revan looked at Bastila surprised. "I thought the council forbade Jedi to love, she asked. "Perhaps, but they no longer exist", Bastila commented, "and besides it's not like you ever listen anyway". Revan laughed. "That's true", she said. She turned and looked back at Carth. He flashed her a hopeful smile. "Okay", she said, "I'll be back for the meeting in a couple hour".
Revan walked over to Carth. "May I speak to you alone?" she asked him. He nodded, "yes", Carth said, "I'd like that". Revan led him out the doors to a private sleeping chamber and closed the doors. Then she crossed the room to look out the windows.
Sighing she turned to face the man she loved. "I'm not going to say I'm sorry for leaving", she said, "nor and I going to say sorry for not telling you where I was going". She walked towards him, and stopped when she was standing just inches from him. "I will tell you I am sorry for being too much of a coward to say goodbye in person", she said. "I am so sorry Carth", she whispered, "I loved you so much and didn't want you to get hurt".
He looked into her eyes sadly. "You loved me", he said, "do you still love me Revan"? Revan moved closer to him and put her arms around his neck. "Of course I still love you Carth", she replied. "After all," she said smiling, "you are the most handsome admiral in the galaxy". Laughing he kissed her. "I missed you gorgeous", he said. She kissed his cheek. "I missed you to Onasi", she whispered in his ear.