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BD#1: Do I have to say this again?

BD#2: yes

BD#1: but it's boring

BD#2: yes

BD#1: hello! Anyone there?

BD#2: yes

BD#1: I'm serious!

BD#2: Yes

BD#1: dammit, fine! We do not own Rurouni Kenshin neither will we ever own any anime…

BD#2: (had just got off the phone) Hey Mon, you said something just then?

16 July

Dear Diary,

He was such a charmer, his cute face and his charming smile makes him look so handsome… I have a crush on him, but still I can't forget Aoshi-sama though. Oh dear, what am I to do? Is this a crush? Or is it love? I do hope I can decide, you see, I'm strange, I couldn't even decide of my own future… Does he really feel the same way, I don't even know…

Oh Kami-sama, help me, my heart's torn in two pieces.

Soujirou is so nice, almost everything about him is the opposite of Aoshi-sama, he's only few years older too, the only thing that's the same is their good looks, oh Kami-sama, will I ever be able to decide?

I can't tell Omasu, she'd be shocked; I've been acting strange these days. I was in such a rush that love couldn't be decided. The feelings so unpredictable, rushing through my veins is love, to both figures, both figures that make my heart skip a beat…

Should I leave him? Or should I give up on Aoshi-sama? I can't believe how fast I change my mind, a girl's mind is really unpredictable…

Goodness, please can't I decide? My mind is blurry and I cant think clearly. Everywhere I look there's Soujirou, but then there was still Aoshi-sama somewhere in the corner of my heart…

I don't want to be disappointed of my decision, I need guidance but yet, I still don't know if I really love him, maybe it was just an illusion, maybe I actually feel nothing towards him but I can't help it… Let fate and destiny decide?

It's such a stupid question, I loved the days I've spent here with him but I still cant forget Aoshi-sama, what am I to say if I see him again? Me, the girl who used to go crazy over him had fallen for someone else?

That is one quick decision I made, I was such a fool, but yet, I didn't think over before making the decision. For so long I've been longing for love and warmth form Aoshi-sama, then he came along, soothing me but now my heart is unsure whether who should I choose? A figure so important but seems to feel nothing towards me? Or should I choose the one right beside me, who was always smiling?

I cant decide, both of them is stuck in my heart, at long last I've got the love and warmth I've been longing for, from someone else, who I might love just as much…

Oh Kami-sama, help me, what am I to do?

Misao-

BD#2: ahh…. Young love…

BD#1: Sorry for the ugly a.k.a. boring chapter, as I said, I had writer's block, sad but true…

BD#2: and due to that, chapter 9 and chapter 10 will have to wait a little longer…

BD#1: sorry… It's the teacher's fault too, he made us do a short story, and we've been so busy, maybe I'll upload the 9th and 10th chapter next week… Sorry for the delay…

BD#2: Anyway, thanks for reading our story here…. Reviews are greatly expected and appreciated…