Tim and Calleigh lay in bed that night not saying a word to eachother. Tim didn't know what to do. He couldn't believe that Madison wasn't his. I guess somewhere in the back of his mind he knew that there could be a possbilty that she wasn't his but he just never wanted to believe it. He loved that little girl more then anything and then to find out this was just to much.
Calleigh turned so she was facing Tim's back and she put a comforting hand on his shaking shoulder. "Tim, honey." said Calleigh in a shacking voice.
"Just leave me alone Cal." said Tim trying to muffle his sobs.
"Honey, it's going to be ok."
"No. Its not. That little girl she...I have always loved her as my own." said Tim sitting up and wiping a few tears away.
"I know that Timmy. And don't you think for one second that your not a great father, because you are Tim. And your..." Calleigh took Tim's hand and placed it on her slightly swollen belly. "Going to be a great father to this little one." finished Calleigh.
Tim sighed. "Cal, i'm sorry."
"For what?" started Calleigh. "Tim sweetie you didn't do anything wrong."
"I reacted...badly." said Tim turning to face Calleigh. "I shouldn't have left like that. I'm sorry."
"Apology accepted." said Calleigh smiling brightly. "Were gonna get her back Tim. I promise."
"I know we are I just want her back now!"
Calleigh moved to where she was sitting on Tim's lap and kissed him deeply.
"Oh why'd you have to go and do that." said Tim as him and Calleigh soon got into a passionate embrace.
"Tim..." moaned Calleigh.
"Wait...I, I can't do this." stated Tim sitting up.
"Since when." said Calleigh sittign up on her elbows. "Oh honey did you forget how? Well her let me show you." said Calleigh sudectuvley as she sat up and went to go kiss Tim again.
"Cal, stop. I can't do this when that newbie is downstairs."
"And why not?" asked Calleigh pretending to be offended.
"Well, Cal i hate to tell you this but you tend to scream from time to time."
Calleigh smacked Tim playfully. "Oh shut up. I do not."
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"So Maddy how long do you think it will take for your dad to come and save you?" asked Emma also known as the secretary.
Madison didn't say anything. So Emma got into her face causing Jason to get angry.
"Hey, you don't yell at my daughter."
"Sorry." said Emma and backed away.
"You know Maddy me and your mom could be happy."
"My mom doesn't love you." was all Maddy said.
"But she could." Jason started. "Under the right circumstances."
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Calleigh walked into the writting lab (I have no clue what its called so i called it the writing lab but you know Cynthis the one who works on the money and hand writting and stuff) and found the lab tech looking at the notes that came with the packages.
"Hey what did you find?"
"Well the two notes are definatley from the same person."
"Is that all?" asked Calleigh.
"I'm sorry."
Calleigh sighed heavily. "It seems like everyday that goes by we get further and further away."
Cynthia put a comforting hand on Calleigh shoulder. "How's Tim doing?"
"Oh, well you know Tim." started Calleigh. "He's suffering. He feels like its his fault. I think he still can't believe that Maddy's not his."
"How are you feeling about that?"
"Well Jason raped me, but that doesn't change how I feel about my daughter."
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Tim stood in front of his locker looking at the family photo's of him, Calleigh and Madison that were taped onto his locker and sighed. He took the picture of Madison's first birthday off and pocketed it. "I'm sorry." said Tim as he at down on the bech. "I'm so sorry."
"Speed..."
Tim looked up. "Hey H."
"How you doin?" asked Horatio as he sat down next Speed in the bench.
Speed chuckled sarcastically. "Yeah H i'm fine. If you call being awake at all hours of the night, constantly afraid that your wife's going to be kidnapped again or if she going to lose our unborn child from grief. H I am trying to be so strong. For Calleigh, and I, I just...after her I have no energy to be strong for me. I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares that he's hurting her or or she's screaming for me and I can't finid her. I just I can't take it any more." Speed sighed.
"Speed you don't have to try and be strong for anyone. What your going through Calleigh's going through it to. You'll get her back Speed."
"Yeah and how do you figure. We got no leads. We know who has her but we can't find them. And I just found out that the little girl I raised for the past 7 years, the little girl that I loved as my own isn't really mine."
"Speed Maddy knows that you love her. And that you and Calleigh are doing everything that you can to find her." Horatio reached out and put his hand on Speed's shoulder. "She's a smart girl. She's Calleigh's daughter she's not going to take crap from anyone. And she's been raised by a man who doesn't take no for answer. You'll find her. I promise."
"Thanks H."
TBC...
I'm kinda experencing writers block so bare with me.
