OKAY ANYWAY……..JUST WAITING PASSING BY FOR THE FOURTH SEASON, AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN THAT'S GONNA BE……..WELL UM I KNOW THAT NEXT SEASON WILL BE ABOUT RAVEN BECAUSE I READ A LOT ON THE INTERNET, IF YOU VISIT LIKE OTHER SITES OF TEEN TITANS YOU'LL KNOW MUCH, MUCH MORE THEN YOU ALREADY DO, AND NO THIS STORY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH A BABY TO BE BORN INSIDE, OR IT WOULD BE CALLED A BABY TO BE BORN INSIDE III, AND IF YOU'RE CONFUSE JUST READ THIS CHAPTER AND YOU'LL UNDERSTAND I HOPE, ANYWAY I DO READ SOME OF YOUR GUYS STORIES I JUST DON'T REVIEW MUCH BECAUSE SOMETIMES I JUST HAVE NOTHING TO SAY, OR I DON'T HAVE TIME TO REVIEW, JUST READ…..BECAUSE WELL I AM IN 8TH GRADE, I DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME TO DO STUFF LIKE I NORMALLY DO, I HAVE A REPORT HERE AND A PRESENTATION HERE AND OVER THERE, WHERE IT'S SCIENCE, I HAVE TO STUDY FOR A TEST. OKAY YOU'RE BORING PEOPLE GOTHICA, JUST COOL DOWN……..
"What, pregnant?" Beast Boy asked, he looked at Raven, she was looking at her hands. "Raven when? Who? How? Oh no wait don't answer that!"
"That's what I was trying to tell you Beast Boy, he made one more impose, he came into your room and well…….raped you (Rape means someone who forces you to have sex with them, or do it while you're asleep)…..he wanted to carry on his 'children' by what else? Making me a woman, giving me pain for nine months, and he'll have an child to continued his throne, since of course I won't do it." Raven said, looking at him with hurt eyes. "It wasn't my fault, I tried to stop him, but he was too strong, he was too strong."
"So what? Your dad had s-e-x with me?" Beast Boy said.
"It's 'sex' Beast Boy, don't be afraid to say it. But no, even though it was my father's choice and had control over me, he was doing it in my body. So you did 'do it' but with me, not my father." She said steady. "I'm really sorry Beast Boy, if you want to blame someone, blame my father. Go kill him, not me."
"Raven, I, well……" Raven took his hand.
"Just because you're the father doesn't mean you have to be part of it, you know you don't have too if you don't want." She said, Beast Boy smiled and put his hand on her face.
"But I want to, you're right, it isn't your fault, it's your father's. And we can try to get a miscarriage, I mean you shouldn't have to suffer." He said.
"Robin do you think you can make a miscarriage?" Raven said now facing Robin, who was shocked by the whole thing.
"Um….yeah, just give me a moment and we can probably get it dead." Robin said. Raven and Beast Boy looked at Robin, then looked at each other, they felt like murderers, they knew it wasn't even born yet but it was still life.
"Wait, make it dead? But we're the Teen Titans, our job is to save people, not kill them. Why should this child have to suffer for what Raven's father did?" Beast Boy said to Robin, Robin stopped typing; he faced them with a serious look.
"So then what are we going to do?" Robin asked there was silence in the room. "Well think it fast, or we may be too late for the miscarriage and we'll have to kill it by hand when it comes, and believe me that's harder then killing it now."
"How about we think it over, Robin, for now. And don't tell the others, let's keep this between us three." Raven said. Robin nodded.
"I'm going to leave you two alone." Robin said and walked out the door. Raven looked at Beast Boy.
"So um, you're having a baby, wow that's a lot (Chuckles)." Beast Boy said nervously.
"God, Beast Boy, even in the most serious cases you ALWAYS have to make a joke," Raven said very harshly. "I mean here I am sitting here with a demon in my stomach and you're the reason why I got here this far, and you have to make a joke. Can't you take anything serious!"
"Well, yes I can, but whenever I'm ever in a situation like this, I make joke to not only lighten up my mood, but others as well." Beast Boy said calmly. "That's why I always make jokes, to tell you the truth Rae, I'm scared to death. About you, about this kid, about………."
"About me?" Raven asked with a sudden interest, but staying her ground. She sat up a bit and looked into his eyes. "What about me?"
"What?"
"You said you were scared to death about me." She said.
"Well what I meant was, well I'm scared that, well nine months with a baby in your stomach, that might hurt, well it will hurt, and the part of giving labor. Even if we do get that miscarriage it probably will hurt you too (I don't know if that's true), and I can't help it but see you get hurt." Beast Boy said.
"Why? I've always been mean to you, making fun of you, of your jokes, sometimes for no reason (I know that's not proper to say, but 'no' sounds better then 'not any') what so ever. I mean you should hate me. And saying that Terra is evil I mean………"
"Rae, please don't ever say…….."
"Say what?" She asked.
"Please don't ever say that name again, for any reason." Beast Boy said being a little serious.
"Okay." Raven said quietly. She lied in her bed, facing the other way.
"Well I mean, you are a really good friend, and I know why you be mean and stuff." Beast Boy said. "It's like with me and the jokes, you can't show emotion."
"Where did you hear that from!" Raven said shooting out of the bed and facing him, her heart was beating fast.
"Star-starfire told me. She told me about when you and her were trap in the other's body, and how you couldn't show emotion as much as her. She told me all about growing up in Azarco, Azstir, Azary, Az……….."
"Azarath!" Raven shouted.
"Right that, and I've already met your father. So, growing up with showing not any emotions, and having a 20ft demon for a father, yeah I expected you to be madder at me. But I guess you're a real nice person, if you didn't have that kind of power." Beast Boy said, Raven couldn't believe her ears, Beast Boy said she was a nice person. NICE!
"That must have took a lot of courage to say that to me." Raven said softly. "Everybody's afraid to even look at me." She said now looking down. "That's why I always was meaner to you, if I show happiness…….."
"………Right, right, something would have explode, and if you laughed or anything like that I would have explode." Beast Boy said, finishing her sentence. "Starfire told me EVERYTHING."
"So um…..that's why I was so mean to you, if I just back off even a little bit, you probably would be where I am right now. In order to treat you like a friend, I have to treat you like my enemy." She said. Beast Boy smiled, and then frown he leaned in.
"Rae, why did you keep this information from us, I mean we would not be so negative of you if you just told us?" Beast Boy said.
"Well, if you guys knew what my power does, and how it is set off you probably wouldn't even consider me to join the team, I mean I'm a walking bomb, one thing I do wrong then BOOM, something explodes, you saw how powerful my powers were when I got scared, I mean Robin knows I have these powers, he just doesn't know I can kill him, and any of you just with a thought. Please don't tell anyone. I mean my whole…….."
"Raven, your secret is safe with me." Beast Boy said, Raven had a little smile.
SO UM, STILL WILL THEY KEEP THE BABY, I DON'T KNOW I HAVEN'T WROTE THAT YET SO DON'T ASK ME, SO UM I'M GETTING MY BRACES TIGHTEN, OH GOD THIS IS GONNA BE A LONNNNNGGG TWO YEARS……AND I HAVE TO HAVE A RETAINER, I HATE THIS, I HATE THE DOG, I HATE SOME BOYS AT SCHOOL, I HATE A GIRL, I HATE THESE BRACES, I HATE OUR COUNTRY ATTACKING INNOCENT LIVES WITH THIS WAR, I HATE THE FACT THAT I'M GONNA HAVE TURKEY AT THANKSGIVING, I DON'T WANT TO EAT IT, BUT I HAVE TOO, OR I WILL DIE, NO LITERALLY, I CAN'T HAVE ANY OTHER FOOD UNLESS I HAVE MEAT, AND I WANT TO BE A VEGETARIAN, TRUST ME WITH ALL THE MEAT I EAT, YOU WOULD WANT TO BE ONE TOO. THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING IS TEEN TITANS FOURTH SEASON COMING, POWERPUFF GIRLS LIFE, WATCHING AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE AND HOME MOVIES, AND THIS COOL CART MY FRIEND'S BROTHER STOLE AND IT IS LIKE A CAR.