ANYWAY WHATEVER………..WHAT I MEANT WITH THE 'CELEBRATING HANUKKAH, CHRISTMAS AND HOMEWORK……' I DIDN'T MEAN I CELEBRATED HOMEWORK, I WAS IN A HURRY SO I JUST DIDN'T FINISHED MY SENTENCE, WHAT I MEANT WAS 'I AM CELEBRATING HANUKKAH AND CHRISTMAS AND ALSO I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK WHICH IS A LOT', THAT'S WHAT I MEANT, YOU SHOULD HAVE PROBABLY GUESS THAT, LOOK I DON'T HAVE A PUBLISHER OR EDITOR OR EVEN A PROOF READER, BECAUSE MY BROTHER IS 10 AND IS A BOY AND WHY WOULD I ASK MY MOTHER AND DAD TO READ THIS, THAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING THEY'LL SAY, (REPLACING MY NAME) 'GOTHICA13 YOU SHOULDN'T WRITE ABOUT SEX AND………..' WELL YOU GET THE PICTURE, I READ IT MYSELF AND SOMETIMES I MISS MY MISTAKES UNTIL I SEE IT ON THE INTERNET AND THEN I REALIZED 'OH CRAP, I SHOULD HAVE SAW THAT.' SO YEAH ANYWAY………

Beast Boy looked at her, he thought for a moment. "Swim? In the water?" Raven nodded. "But we don't have swimsuits on."

"We can use our bra's and underwear." Raven said. "Well my bra." She added. A moment later they both got undress, and were swimming in the water, well Beast Boy was swimming, Raven was just meditating in the water.

"Raven you can meditate anytime, right now you're in a pool, a pool! Well really a lake, but still, use this time up, at least go in the deep end." He said.

"I can't." She said.

"Why not?

"Do I need a reason, you know me better, Beast Boy, I can't, because I'm Raven." She said without blinking.

"Come on, a little water never hurt, or at least more." Beast Boy said, he tried to go near her, but he got hit with Raven's powers.

"I can't."

"Why not!"

"Because I can't swim." She said softly.

"Sure you do." Beast Boy said in a not believable way.

"What, I can't. I know HOW to swim, but I just can't. Remember, when I said 'I'll just stay here and drown', because I couldn't swim. I really never learn to swim, I know how, you kick your feet and stuff, but I wasn't taught how," Raven said.

"I have too seen you swim before!"

"No, you haven't." She said. "What you saw was me drowning, but I was holding my breath until one of you got me out of the water. Works every time."

"You can hold your breath that long? It was 6 minutes before Starfire haded to get you out of there." Beast Boy said. "You can hold your breath but you can't swim. Why, why can't you swim?"

"Because that would require me to (Mumbling)."

"What?" He asked. Raven just ignored his question.

"Oh, shut up!" Raven said, and went back to meditating. Beast Boy then just swam some more and play a game he pretended to drown. From the corner of Raven's eye she saw Beast Boy having a hard time breathing, then she realized it, and with total laziness (I am being sarcastic) Raven just used her powers to float Beast Boy to the ground, and when it seemed like he was dead, she got up and listen to his heart. He some how made it not work.

So as she grew with great fear, she knew the only thing left for him to survive, was mouth-to-mouth CPR. She didn't want too at first, but then he looked like he really was dead so she opened his mouth slowly, and didn't know what she was doing she just took a big breath and exhaled it in Beast Boy's mouth. She didn't want to do it again so she really breathed in his mouth.

He didn't move, so she had no choice but to do it again, she did the same thing before but this time touched his lips. Ironically, he had woken up, and breathed, with a great deal of shock on his face.

"Did you just do what I think you did?" Beast Boy asked.

"No." Raven lied. "You woken up and that's it."

"But……"

"You woken up (She said slowly) and that's it. Okay, if something did happen you would be dead now. Okay." She said and walk up to get dress. "Let's go home, it's late."

When they got home, they saw the Titans not home yet so Raven just went to her room and Beast Boy……watched.

The Titans were gone for a very long time, and it was getting that point where, well it was time to go to bed. But Beast Boy didn't feel like it, he always battled Cyborg at a game of………a game…..or play his Gameboy Advance, his black Gameboy Advance (Interesting I got that for Christmas, how ironic) playing Donkey Kong Country 2 (Again ironic I also got that for Christmas too) before going to bed.

But Cy wasn't here and well he is stuck on the sixth boss (Or is it fifth) so he decided to watch TV. He watched it for a while, then 'That's '70 Show' came on. It was an episode where Eric, the skinny dude, had finally had sex with Donna, the hot redhead, during Donna's parents Re-wedding.

"Wow, Eric finally scored with the redhead." Beast Boy said. "Oh, the theme song is on……… 'Hanging out, down the street, the same old thing…..'" Beast Boy started to sing, and he got up on the couch. " 'That we did last week, not a thing to do………'" Beast Boy took off his shirt and swung it around, that is when Raven walk in to see what all the noise was. "But TALK to you, we're all alright, we're alright……..HELLO WISCONSIN!'" Beast Boy then slide his knees on the floor and put up the three finger rock 'n roll hand.

"What. In. The. Hell are you doing?" Raven asked by the doorway. Beast Boy put his shirt back on and pretended nothing happened.

"N-nothing." He said.

"Remind me if I ever have this baby, not to give it to you when a sitcom is on." Raven said. "God I hate what our child is going to be like."

"Weird." Beast Boy said watching TV again.

"What?"

"Weird how you just said, 'Our child', it just sounds……I don't know unusual." He said.

"It does not." But really Raven widen her eyes as she said it again softly. "Wow." She mouth. "Where are the, you know, other's?"

"There out somewhere, I think they're getting pizza." Beast Boy said. Raven walk down and sat on the couch, way across from Beast Boy, watching TV with him. Beast Boy looked over, then noticed that Raven was there. "Uh, Raven is there something on your mind?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well it's 11:00 p.m. and you're sitting here watching a '70's sitcom with me. I mean are you dying or something?" Raven couldn't take it any longer, she let her eyes do the talking, it glitter.

"I'm scared." She said with a deep calm but about ready to cry.

Beast Boy scooted a little closer to her. "What are you scared of?"

"Having this baby, you know the birthing part, the not fighting for a while part, it's this whole mess and the only thing I'm really afraid of is (Thinking for a moment), n-never mind." She said.

"Well Raven it's natural for mothers to be scared, and sometimes life gives you crap, it's just a test to see if you can handle the pressure to, you know, move on to your next life when you die, wherever that is." He said.

"Well do you really want to know why I can't swim?" She said.

"Yes."

"Well when I was born, I wasn't really popular."

"Well of course, your father was a demon." He said.

"Yeah well, sometimes people would come into our home and kidnap me. Well, I of course survive all of their tricks, cause I have power. But this one lady was really old, and she knew my weakness, so she was very kind to me and everything. I almost started to love her, and when she knew that I did she took me one night and I trusted her, she threw me in the deepest ocean she could find. I woke up and realized I was drowning, but I discovered that I can hold my breath for a really, really, really long time. I didn't want to swim, because I was afraid that lady was waiting on the other side. It didn't take until the next morning for someone to find me wash up on the beach surface, and that's why I can't swim, also eight years later my mother was bury at sea, so I was scared of the ocean, scared to see if I could see my mothers body. And that's why I can't swim." Raven explained.

"So your one weakness was love? I don't understand." Beast Boy said.

"Well, I loved her, I thought she was a friend so when she kidnap me I didn't think twice to use my powers, I was betrayed. And she wasn't the last." Raven said.

"Well you know Raven……..um……we could eat something……no…….you know Robin is insane with this Slade………..Starfire, now she is off on her own planet, no that sucks………I think Cyborg is gay…………" Beast Boy said making rumors about his friends.

"Okay, you don't have to make up a story." She said, time past by. "Okay go back to that 'Cyborg is gay' one because I think that one is false so it's a story." She said, Beast Boy just made up stuff to cheer Raven up, like Starfire knows the tooth fairy, what if Robin dates Kitten again, and what if Cyborg and Bumblebee start dating.

"But Cyborg would be wearing, him. And Bumblebee would be wearing her (Growls)." Beast Boy said.

"Oh God, you are such a pervert." Raven said with a little smile.

"Hey you laughed."

"No I didn't."

"Yes you did."

"No I didn't."

"Yes you did!"

"No I didn't! And it wasn't a laugh it was smile…….." Raven covered her mouth for adding that one. Beast Boy just laughed, he looked at the clock.

"Hey do you know that it's 1:30 in the morning and the team isn't back yet?"

I KNOW I SAID THAT ROBIN IS GOING INSANE, BUT JUST THINK ABOUT IT THAT 'HAUNTED' EPISODE, THAT WAS THE SCARIEST THING, AND TRUST ME RAVEN IS REALLY CREEPY, SO SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ROBIN HE NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION ASAP! ANYWAY THE REST I MADE UP. SO I GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED AND MORE! WELL THE ONLY THING MORE IS A GAMEBOY ADVANCE WHICH I REALLY DIDN'T ASK FOR BUT WHO CARES, IT'S COOL IT'S A LIKE FLIP CELLPHONE COOL……..BUT I HAD SCHOOL, SUCKS, BUT GAME, COOL……………