WELL YEAH, ANYWAY REMEMBER ABOUT MY FRIEND WHO'S 15 AND PREGNANT, WELL I GOT MY FACTS WRONG, SHE GOT PREGNANT RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL ENDED SO AS IT TURNS OUT SHE JUST HAD THE BABY LAST WEEK! IT'S A BOY AND HIS NAME IS RYAN……..SHE WANTS TO BRING IT IN CLASS TO SHOW EVERYBODY, I WANT TO INTERVIEW HER, TO SEE HOW HARD IT IS TO TAKE CARE OF A BABY, SO THAT WAY THIS STORY CAN BE KIND OF TRUE, MY OTHER FRIEND IS GOING TO ASK HER, I JUST WANT TO KNOW HER PAIN, THE PAIN OF WAKING UP EVERY NIGHT, AND JUST TO BE THERE AND SHE DIDN'T PUT IT UP FOR ADOPTION….THAT MUST BE TOUGH………..
It was late in the night, Raven was tossing and turning, Beast Boy was sleeping right next to her and Violet was curled up in her little crib. Raven was asleep, but tried to wake up, sweating so much she would be mistaken for exercising. Her eyes dazed out, they kept closing really tightly and then loosening up.
Nothing was wrong; dreams can't hurt you, right? Wrong. What Raven was dreaming about could not be seen by mortal eyes, fire everywhere, people choking on dust and blood, and children singing while dying 'Raven is the soul keeper, Raven is the Grim Reaper, dying once, dying twice, our souls have been sacrifice.' The song went through Raven's head over and over, and when all that was left was dying children they changed the words. 'Raven please save our souls, please don't send us to a hellhole, dying third, dying fourth, I know whatis yourkind of door.' (Evil)
As Raven, in the dream, just stood there and let each mortal die one at a time she just couldn't help wonder, what would have happened if Violet and Beast Boy lived……..but before she could know whatthat meantshe woke up.
"Huh?" She asked herself why that dream happened. All she remembered was those songs and the question, what would have happened if Violet and Beast Boy lived? "Why are they going to die?" She asked herself.
"What?" Beast Boy said waking up.
"Nothing honey, go back to sleep." Raven said. Beast Boy went back to sleep, so Raven thought she should try it. But as she tried to dream more and more, the dreams got worst and woke up in a panic.
It was morning, Raven woke up with sweat all over, Violet was not in her crib and Beast Boy wasn't in bed, she started to panic, put on her robe and ran to the kitchen/living room. She took a deep breath when she saw Beast Boy in the kitchen feeding Violet.
"Tried?" Beast Boy asked Raven. Raven didn't answer. "I just let you sleep." Raven got out her herbal tea, walked up to Beast Boy and gave him mouth-to-mouth and walked to her room, happy the fact that her fiancé was still alive, for now.
"Damn, I need to get a girl." Cyborg said to himself, as him and the others watched Raven walked off. "I want to get kissed like that."
"Yeah, well," Beast Boy said. "Get in line." He said continuing feeding Violet.
Raven was in her room meditating and thinking.
"The wedding is in a week, why am I having these dreams?" She asked herself. It was true, three weeks had gone by quickly and all Raven had to do was pick up her wedding dress. Everything was set, Starfire was going to be the Maid of Honor, and Robin was going to be the best man, although Robin and Cyborg had a fight over that. There was hitting involve, punching and even threatening to be the Groom so Beast Boy would make him be the best man. But in the end, Robin won, and Cyborg was going to be the best man for Robin's wedding, and Beast Boy was going to be the best man for Cyborg's wedding. So Cyborg was the person who was going to give Raven away.
Beast Boy walked in on her. "Oh I didn't know you were meditating, I'll leave you alone………"
"Stay." She demanded in a calm voice. Beast Boy stayed. "Sit." She commanded again, he sat, she signed. "Beast Boy, do you love me?" Raven asked, she looked at him knowing what the answer was.
Beast Boy felt like someone just asked him what's 2+2 or in his case 1+1. "Uh……….yeahhhhh…….." He said like it was a 'duh' question.
"Do you love me enough to sacrifice your own life for me?" She asked, this time she turned around so she didn't see his expression.
"Of course I would Raven, I'm not heartless……..is this what this isabout………."
"No." She calmly stated. She looked like she was about to cry. "Well, instead when I'm about to die and you sacrifice your life for mine, don't. If I die, I die, you can't save me with your own life in danger…….."
"What? Raven, why can't I, can't I saved the girl I love?" Beast Boy said, he went up to her to hug her but she just pushed him away. "What's going on Raven?"
"Just don't! Just don't! Just don't! Just don't! When I'm being hung from an airplane, and I get dropped, don't jump out without any protection. Let me fall, and let me die. If I am being chase by lions, and if you save me the lions would kill you instead, don't. Let them chase me and let me die." Raven said. "If you're in danger, I will sacrifice my own life to save you." Raven sat on the bed with teardrops.
"Raven what? Why? Why can't I?" Beast Boy asked. "Do you want to die or something?"
"YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHOSE THE DEMON HERE! OKAY, I AM! SO WHEN I'M IN DANGER LET ME DIE! LET ME GET KILLED BEFORE YOU DO!" Raven screamed loudly. "If you die, I will just lose it. I can't afford to kill the world just because you die. I would be that girl in the future, who's suppose to be me, and have destroyed the world." She said.
"Listen, you're not that girl. That girl does not exist. The Raven I know won't lose it because a guy that she liked died!" Beast Boy said.
Raven went over to him. "But that's the thing, you're not a guy I like, you're a guy I love." Beast Boy hugged her. "That's the problem with me, I'm half demon, I'm half evil, whole demons can control their powers, half demons are more dangerous because they have no control, they have to learn how to use it, because the other half is like human, so humans can't control anything. Violet won't have that problem though; she doesn't have an evil father trying to get her. So she's safe, though I'm not."
"It's going to be okay, if anything ever happens to you, I can't stop myself from saving you, and if I get killed in the process, so be it. If you really, truly love me, you won't be that girl or your father, because I know you better then that, when Robin was missing you stood calm, and Robin came back. When Starfire was getting married, you respected her choice, and she came back. When Cyborg broke his car, you told him his baby was still there, he made a new one. And when I was in the verb of liking Terra, and you knew she was evil, you didn't say anything so I wouldn't think you're jealous, although you did rub it in when you were right." Beast Boy stated. Raven chuckled a bit.
"And you," Raven said. "Panic, but told Starfire to back off whenever she went on my case, lost it, though made a stupid joke to cheer me up to make fun of you, did nothing, then did nothing, and got mad but cared, now I don't like that part." Raven said.
"See, you're going to be fine if I die, please, please do it for me. Why did you bring this up?" Beast Boy asked, the dreams past through Raven's eyes.
"No reason, it just scared me." Raven said. As Beast Boy left the room, Raven felt her hair as she was scratching her head. She felt a bump in the middle, actually three bumps, she scrolled on them to see what was the sign they had on. She knew this sign very well, and that's why her hair was the style it was. 666, she felt on her head, which was graved on her skull when she was born.
Knowing that it was still there, she didn't bother to try to scratch it off, again. She knew that when she tried to scratch it off, preventing her friends from finding it, it just made her powers set off. That number was the reason why her powers react to her emotions.
"The wedding is in a week, try to stay calm." She said to herself. "We need to tell Beast Boy, you know we do." Seemed like she was having a fight with her emotions. "What kind of mother is Violet going to have………….(Gasp)…….Violet." Raven whispered. She ran out into the hall and in the kitchen. She grabbed Violet and ran back to her room. The Titans didn't ask.
Raven set Violet down, looking at her, her green skin, purple eyes, purple hair, and black charka on her forehead. Raven took her hands and gently ran through her hair. She crossed over her head until she found what she feared; opening the space, she saw the demonical number that feared her soul, 666.
OKAY, YEAH, I'M TIRED, I SAW 'ROSEMARY'S BABY', THAT WAS CREEPY, ANYWAY YEAH OKAY WELL YOU KNOW THE DRILL………..