Sob- I think I will be wrapping this story up shortly so I think I may write a sequel all in favor scream aye!
Ch 19
William sat outside near the rose bushes thinking of what he had just witnessed.
Had it really all come down to this? Had he really let her lead him on like that? He tried to catch his breath and found it hard to breathe all together.
" William! William please!" Anita d you, so is the baby his?" He asked.
" No this is your child." She insisted.
" Well whatever you say you can raise his child with him. I knew you would never be mine." He said.
He began to walk away towards the mansion. She tried to follow when he turned around.
" No. You stay out here." Then he walked back to their room.
" You can't do this to me! To our baby!" She screamed.
William closed will not come with me."
" What?" she asked
" You and Bordon you think you're so smart. I can't believe you did that to me Anita. I loved you, so is the baby his?" He asked.
" No this is your child." She insisted.
" Well whatever you say you can raise his child with him. I knew you would never be mine." He said.
He began to walk away towards the mansion. She tried to follow when he turned around.
" No. You stay out here." Then he walked back to their room.
" You can't do this to me! To our baby!" She screamed.
William closed his eyes at her plea. But regardless he kept his proud stride. Anita sat on the bench and cried. She must have been alone for ten minutes when she felt a hand on her shoulder.
" Anita I 'm sorry I didn't mean to do that." Bordon said.
" Get away from me! You've ruined enough!" She shrieked.
" I know I have." He said
" No, it just got worse." She said trying to control herself.
" I know I shouldn't have kissed you." He said.
" William left!" she wept.
" Anita – I-I never wanted it to go this far." He stuttered.
" Well it did." She got up and walked down to the bank of the river as James sat feeling horrible once more.
" Why me?" She asked.
Taking a deep breath she looked back to Middleton place and all of the hardships it held for her and dove in. Holding her breath she slowly sank to the bottom.
' This is my simple solution' she thought.