I would like to begin this chapter with a song.

Ahem. Tohma is crazy

Crazy crazy crazy

Tohma is crazy

Crazy Crazier than me Gasp!

Tohma is crazy

Crazy crazy crazy

Tohma is crazy

He's clinically insane

OHHHHHHHHH

Tohma is craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. . .

He kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiills peopllllllllllllllllllllllllle. . .

He is craAAAAAAAAAAAzzzzaaaayyyyy. . .

He virtually has NO LIFE!

Oh, Tohma is crazy

Crazy Crazy Crazy

Tohma is craaaaaaazay,

Crazy Crazjer than me HEY!

He is so crazy

He pushes people

In front of fast cars

Tohma is crazy

So crazy he's clinicaLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY INSANE!

So, anybody but me find it obvious I just got done with book #8? Um. . .now that we've extablished that indeed, it twas NOT Yuki who actually killed that one other Yuki, but Tohma did it, and Yuki just chooses to take the blame for it. Um. . .(Nyah, crap. . .) Let me just let this one little fact slip. That little fact just ruined my entire story plot. What the fuck. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! So, I had to think of an entirely new plot. Oh, and this might also be why the last chapter didn't get very far, not to mention it was prolly confusing. Sorry! ()!

In the blue days that I go through,

You're like the only gold that I see

Gleaming as a spectacular award

For the nothing that I did

How did I acquire you?

Or,

Am I just a pathetic nothing

And you're the god in all this

I can't wait to hear your opinion

But,

You're the gold in all my dark blue

My deep, malign blue that consumes me

And you're the shining star I see in

My complete path to my death

I have to keep walking this horrible path

But when I look up,

When I look up,

You're the shining star,

The glimmer of hope that I see

Lying upon the horizon line. . .

Shuichi Shindou stood in front of the door that would lead to some sort of realization that could change his life forever. The door was blue, a deep sort of sickly blue that pierced into Shuichi's painful heart. Death blue, and it was dripping down into heart and soul.

He stood there, staring with eyes glazed over at the top of the prickly door, almost expecting something to happen. The sobs and pleas coming from the other side did not seem to phase Shuichi.

I'm impulsive.

I hurt myself on a whim.

This is where I've stood

For the past few hours

The past few hours

That have been my life

My heart wrenches deep inside

Wishing it would all subside

Silently seep away

Far away from me

But I'm impulsive.

Horrendously impulsive.

And no one can save me

Save me from myself. . .