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WARNING: It is (shuojo-ai) story. If you still want to read, I'll appreciate more.
Thanks for the reviewers.
to Andy6: oh, thanks again, well I think it is what really happens... because the mind really transfered within THE WORLD I guess... but it may depends among other people, if Alex said it's different, well because I firstly think it is the same, so I won't take it different, thanks once again. Please continue reviewing.
WRITTEN: December 22th 2004
LOG 2
They come to the meadow. The area which Tsukasa and Subaru often met before. Still gazing the peacefully meadow, Tsukasa sits on the grass.
"Subaru..." Tsukasa turns her head to Subaru.
"Please, sit beside me... is that okay?" she continues.
Subaru nodds and she sits beside Tsukasa, then leans toward her, closing her eyes.
Tsukasa smiles, and they keep being in silent for a while.
"It's just... like the old time, right?" Subaru talks, her eyes still closed.
"Yes... I hope this won't fade away..." Tsukasa replies.
They still don't dare to break the situation with their question yet, however... as thay realize it has to be told, Tsukasa starts...
"Subaru... do you... care about me?" Tsukasa talks, turning her head to Subaru.
Subaru lets her eyes open, as she replies," Yes, from the first time we meet... I do really care about you."
"Subaru... I... I really cannot understand..." Tsukasa sighs.
"Why? What do you mean?" Subaru asks again.
Tsukasa cannot continue, she just afraid... afraid that her talk will bring up the gap between her and Subaru... she just keeps silent for a moment... her heart's beats can be heard by both her and Subaru.
After she sets her mind, she turns to Subaru, and she takes Subaru in her arms, making they faces each other... her face flushes red(in real world) as she wants to spill out her voice.
"Subaru... I... I love you..." Tsukasa says in certain tone.
Hearing that, Subaru gasps as she understands the situation. "I... I..." Subaru cannot talk as she wants to.
"I know it's ridiculous for me to say that... but, I really want you to know..." Tsukasa continues, still flushing so red as her arms gets more shivering.
Even Subaru cannot replies... she thinks that she also... likes Tsukasa... or maybe she really loves her... but, it is just...
"I know, we are both girls in real world... that's what I've been struggling until even now..." Tsukasa says again.
Freezing for so long, Subaru cannpt make up her minds... she knows this gonna happens one of the days from the first time she loves 'Tsukasa' that she thinks is a boy... but, now as she knows the reality, she just cannot... "I... I don't know," she finally talks.
Then, Subaru places off Tsukasa's arms from her, and she stands up, her face still in confusion, and she is about to run off...
"Subaru!!" Tsukasa stands and she cathes up Subaru, hugs her from behind.
"No, Subaru... please, don't leave me..."
Tears flow from the corner od the both girls in the real world. The love really is cruel... if they may not love each others, why fate makes they meet for the first time...
Subaru breaks the hug as she gates out, logging off from THE WORLD.
Tsukasa looks at her with sorrowful eyes, then she just shivers deep with pain from her heart, as she logs out from THE WORLD too.
continued...
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Yeah, romance is not gonna be happy forever, right? "If the cannot love each others, why fate makes they meet from the fisrt time?" it is something very cruel, even for me. Twice I meet someone that I love, but I cannot... rather said I may not love them (I'm a boy and thay're girls), so this fic contains some of my reality, I think.