Feelings

Sorry I was never there for you

When you were down or when you were blue

I never seemed to care much about my son when you were around

And with him I am having much fun

You know how I am, that I could never show my true feelings

I just want to let you know that I really do love you

As you know it was hard for me to admit

But in the end all you needed was just someone to hold you

I love you and nothing will ever change that

Now you're gone and I'm full of grief

Grief that I lost you that I can never get you back

Sorry for the way I treated you

Sorry for the way I ignored you

Sorry for the way I never listened to what you had to say

If I would have listened to you

You might still be here with me

Why did you do it?

Why did you risk your life to save me?

When it should have been the other way around

I should have listened I should have listened

Our son's doing fine, I'm taking good care of him

He asks me from time to time where did mom go, and she is coming back isn't she?

I tell him that she's just gone for a while and she'll be back

It's hard to tell a young boy that his mom is on vacation and she's coming back when really she's on a long vacation never to come back

I wish I would've express my feelings more to you before you left

You know how stubborn how I am, that I could never admit my true feelings for you

There's no way I get you back, I've given up all hope

You still had more of your life to live seeing your son grow up to become a handsome and intelligent young man before you passed on

I'll tell him how much you miss him and how you wish you could have been there for him through the good times and the bad

I'll tell him when the time is right though because now just isn't right

He's having so much fun and I'd really hate to ruin it by telling him that his mother passed away whom he loved so much

I didn't really know how to say it, that I loved my son, not even to you

Now I can't because you're not here to see or hear

I told him he could write you letters, even though you won't get them

But it was good for him to imagine just until the right time to tell him that you really you're gone

Every night I weep because you're not here to cuddle with me

I miss you, please come back, I'm sorry

Author's Note: Just in case you're a little confused. This is from Vegeta's POV about Bulma.