Hey guys - i know i haven't been around in a long while but things are starting to slow down and look up now for me so i may have more time for writing. Here is somthing i've been working on hope you like! and i'm working on the rest of the fics. Hope you like: )

Part 1 - I don't want to be hurt anymore

She felt through her semi sleeping state his arms wrap around her and been pulled closer to him, turning over she was now facing him. She mover her arms so that she hand her hands – one rested on his chest and the other on the side of his face. "Morning baby" She smiled sleepily. "It's half one…afternoon" He explained as he lent forward and kissed her softly. "Mm…Err babe…why is my head…killing me?" She asked
"Oh well baby a bottle of vodka, and a case of beer will do that to you" He explained with a smile as he moved his hand down over her back and pulled her close kissing her lovingly again. "Wow I did a lot last night?" She asked
"Mm yeah you did…we both did! How about I make you a nice lunch before I head of to work?" He asked sitting up. Paige shook her head, "Later, how about you and me spend some time together?" she pulled him onto her and kissed him passionately, he complied and moved so he was sitting over her now kissing her as she lay there. She growled as his mobile ringing broke them apart… "Leave it" She said as she rubbed his chest.
"I'd love to but…" He started,
"I get it…could be work!" She finished for him
"Sorry baby" He said as he kissed her again with depth before getting out of the bed and picking up his jeans from the floor near the door. Paige lay back on the bed and closed her eyes… trying to control the ringing pain that was attacking her…only me to blame! She thought. It was then when she hared him answer she listened.

"Hello…Hi…oh yeah she smashed it up last night, here talk to her now she's right here" He walked over to her and passed the phone in her hand, she put it to her ear, "Paige" She mumbled
"Hi Paige…shouldn't he be at work?" Phoebe laughed
"Yeah…should be" she smiled
"So you and he are real serious I take it"
"Well – as it gets with me – yeah" She smiled, it was as she watched him getting dressed – into the black jeans and the tight white sleeveless vest that she longed to kiss him – she loved that guy… "Yeah it is serious" She finished.
"Well you and me…we need to have a girly night in and catch up" Phoebe smiled,
"Okay – let's put my life and how much you know on hold and tell me why you sound so stressed?" Paige had picked it up and was hoping Phoebe would bring it up but she never. "I'm not stressed"
"Nice try… who's there with you?" Paige asked
"Right now no one – I'm at work… will you drop by?"
"Phoebe's what's wrong?" Paige really needed to know – Phoebe was never this distant.
"I'll – tell you in person…not…like this. Come meet me…please?" Phoebe was begging now. "You know I will dude – look I have major hang over here but I'll be there soon"
"Thank you… and let your man get to work" She scolded lightly
"What can I say... can't keep him away" Paige laughed, "See you soon…love you"
"Love you too Paige...see you soon"

Paige cut of the phone and closed her eyes – it was then she felt him lie next to her and kiss her neck "How's … sis?" He asked between kisses. She put an arm around his waist, and answered his question, "Not sure…but something isn't right" She explained, worry was evident. He stopped kissing her and moved so he was now inches away from her face looking into her eyes… "Well maybe you should go see what's up" He advised, knowing although she, like him wanted to stay like this forever, Phoebe needed her. And when her sisters needed her Paige was ready to get to them any time to make sure they were okay.
"Thank you for understanding…" She smiled lovingly as their lips met and she kissed him softly – and lengthy kiss.
"On second thoughts…" He smiled
"Hey Phoebe told me to make you go to work" Paige warned
"But how can I do that when – when I have a girlfriend like you?"
"Baby you need to go to work – and I need to see my sister"
"I know" He sighed with a smiled in defeat, then he rolled over her so he was next to her on the bed, "Did I tell you that I'm not feeling too good?" HE asked pitifully
"Nice try…" She laughed, leaning over she gave him one last kiss- "GO!" She then said sternly.

Paige walked through the office of Bay mirror heading straight over to Phoebe's private side office – she noticed all the blinds were shut and thought that to be odd. She knocked once and walked in. "Phoebe?" she asked, "Crap Phoebe…you look like hell" Paige said as she shut the door behind her –
"Thanks…thanks a bunch" She growled
"My pleasure…sorry I would have been here sooner but coffee was needed to make sure that I was under the limit and able to drive! And besides Rich was a little touchy feely this morning"
"You loved it!" Phoebe scolded with a smile
Paige took a seat on the sofa in the room, "True as it may be … I'm a little scared…it's getting serious…"
"AND?" Phoebe asked
"And… and I don't do serious I mess up SERIOUS! Is it stupid that I'm scared I'll lose him?" She asked
"Not at all – but there is nothing to worry about" Phoebe reassured her, "I've seen you two together…your inseparable Paige"
"I…I do love him Phoebe" Paige said softly thinking about that morning and how hard it was to pull apart from each other, "But…"
"Oh no not the LOVE BUT thing…"
"But…how do I know he's not playing me?" She asked looking to her older sister for guidance. "Okay…" Phoebe said as she walked over to the sofa and sat next to Paige, "Look…Paige I know that the last few guys you let yourself get close to ...ed up your trust pretty bad but…Rich…isn't like them. You know that yourself…because you wouldn't have let him get that close to you okay…you know yourself, when you look into his eyes…your happy…happier than you have been in a while…TRUE?" Phoebe asked. "Yeah true! But Phoebe I don't want to be hurt anymore…"
"Who does?" Phoebe asked
"Yeah…I know not something we want but Phoebe I lost my oldest sister… I lost guys I've loved…I can not let him get close and then loose him"
"Paige you have not lost Prue…"
"I lost her years ago… you know that…I lost her to Jack. This scar that runs from my eye to neck is proof of that"
"Paige it's kind of why I called you…" Phoebe was glad Paige had made an opening; she had been dreading all night telling Paige this.
"What's happened? What's he done?"
Phoebe took Paige's hand, "He…he got her pregnant. Prue and he are having a baby"

Paige was in a state of shock…for five years she had hated him for taking away her sister, her mother…and now he was having a baby with her. Paige needed to think…think about all of this…

Standing up she walked towards the doorway… "PAIGE" Phoebe called, "look talk to me…tell me how you feel just…don't go"
Paige did stop, "Why didn't she tell me?" her words, cracked and broken
Phoebe stood up, "She…didn't think you'd be happy for her…"
"Damn right I'm not…" Paige pulled the door open
"Paige promise your not going to drink" Phoebe said to her
"You know what he did to me Phoebe…you know…how can I be happy?" She shouted as she walked out slamming the door.

TBC...

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