A/N: I am truly sorry it took me so long to update. End of the year exams were brutal. My boyfriend dumped me again, and this time it's final. I miss him, but I plan to put a lot of effort into this story to help me get my mind off of him. I'll be posting another chapter probably this week. After that I have to write more story. Just be warned: the cast of characters in my stories will just get weirder and weirder.
Disclaimer: This story contains slash - male/male. If you don't like it, please don't read. This story and most of the characters belong to a certain Ms. Rowling.
January 6th – 11:31 p.m.
Ok, now I'm starting to get pissed off. I've been watching Lena since 5 o'clock. I know that Mother was hurt, but still, she could help me out. I'm hurt too. My nose is swollen and purple. My good looks! They're damaged forever!
The thoughts of Potter in the shower are still burned into my mind. I'm starting to enjoy them though. I'm ashamed to do anything in front of Lena. I definitely need a cold shower.
January 7th – 12:17 a.m.
I leave for Hogwarts today, and dammit I haven't even packed yet. Lena is still crying and the noise is driving me insane. I've already fed her twice, what more can she ask for? I'm sure as hell not changing her diaper. Daisy can do that. I swear, more than once I've wanted to shove my pillow over the ball of screaming cloth on my bed.
Same Day – 2:02 a.m.
Still have Lena. I packed everything into my trunk, minus this journal and my green cloak. I ran down to the kitchen and got Lula, another one of our "humble servants" to change Lena. She did and now Lena is sleeping. Luna also helped heal my nose. It's no longer swollen but is still a bit bruised. Oh well, it goes well with my eye.
4:10 a.m.
I must have dosed off, because when I woke up Mother was holding Lena and sitting beside of me. She stroked my forehead, lightly kissed me, and left the room. Four hours till I leave the hell hole. I'll miss Mother and Lady Lena.
11:35 a.m. – Hogwarts Express
Mother waved me off, god only knows where father was. I'm now sitting in the prefect compartment on the train, listening to that Gryffindor chaser Bell go on and on about how our prefect duties will be even more important after the holidays . Blah, blah, blah. I heard all this at the beginning of the year. The only thing entertaining is watching the Mudblood slap Weasley whenever he tries to get to close.
I dread returning to Hogwarts. I wish I could just stay on this train forever and die. I'm embarrassed to see Potter. I'm afraid certain things might get excited if I see him. Gah. I only pray that doesn't happen.
Most of my school work is still going smoothly. The only class I'm having trouble with is Defense Against the Dark Arts. I swear Professor Lovegood is in love with me. Potions is awful because Severus keeps trying to give me advice on my future. I have no desire to be a potions master. Yuck. Imagine what the fumes would do to my lovely hair. They would ruin the shine. I really need to go to Hogsmeade to buy some hair gel.
Please read and review! And I want to give a shout-out to Lillian! I miss you Lily!