Okay, I'm back again! I have two glorious weeks all to myself. So I'll be updating faster as soon as I get some things out of the way. The good news is you have this chapter to keep you going… the bad news is, I just found out that I need oral surgery and my back curve is messed. (Nothing that can't be fixed though… hopefully… hah.)
Never mind that though. You have a story to read! Yey! (Now THAT'S optimism for you.)
Character- Ingo
Setting- After Lon Lon Ranch was taken over, Ingo was made its owner. This was too much of a position of power for him not to be corrupted. This entry doesn't really have a setting as it is Ingo's thoughts alone that have been written.
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If You Can't Beat 'em, Join 'em
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How could it have gone this far?
I never really meant it to.
I didn't really want Talon out.
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Did I?
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Now I'm the head of the Ranch.
Isn't that what I wanted?
What I've always wanted?
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Of course it is!
I'm being stupid.
That lazy cow deserved it.
He did nothing.
Nothing!
I did everything.
From the moment I was employed here, this ranch belonged to me.
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And now it's mine.
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And that's what I want.
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Definitely.
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But…
Ooooh.
I know I'm doing the wrong thing…
But… Ganondorf's just so powerful.
If I had refused…
He would have killed me.
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That's it.
It was Talon's own fault.
He and his daughter wouldn't accept that Ganondorf was their King.
I did.
And look at the rewards I've received.
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If they had any sense in them…
They would have seen what I was doing as right and followed.
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But they didn't.
So the ranch is mine.
Fair and square.
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Right?
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I did have to…
Well, cheat a bit.
Just to make Talon look bad for the King.
But he deserved it!
I know he did!
This ranch should have been mine.
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Could it have been anyway?
Did I need Ganondorf?
Oooh!
I should just stop thinking about it.
It's not doing any good at all.
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I couldn't have done it by myself.
I never can.
Ganondorf would have killed me.
He would have killed us all.
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I couldn't stand up to him.
No one could.
And now…
Now I don't think anyone will.
And if I'm the only one who realizes that he controls all…
And that joining is the right decision…
Then I alone deserve this ranch.
It is mine.
It is MINE!
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I wish I could have power like Ganondorf does.
I wish I could be strong.
Then I could stand up for myself.
Then I could have gotten this ranch by myself.
Without any help.
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But without him…
Without Ganondorf…
I am nothing.
And…
And I know that what I'm doing…
It's not right.
But it needs to be.
I can't fight it.
I'll never be able to.
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I just need someone to watch over me.
And with me on Ganondorf's side…
I have that.
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If everyone could just…
Let go.
If they could see that they suffer needlessly…
I'm sure they'd do the same thing that I did.
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I'm sure that they'll all see soon.
They'll join his side too.
The side I'm on.
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That's right.
I'm doing the right thing.
I…
I know I am.
In order to live…
You must subject to him.
Like I did.
Like they should.
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It may be wrong…
But if it keeps me alive…
I'll take it.
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How'd you guys like that one? My last two entries have been pretty short, I know, but I can't think of anything else of great significance to include without it being boring and dull. So I have, short exciting chapters! Yey! More is coming soon. Really soon. Like… in a day or two soon… so keep a look out.
P.S.- Harry Potter #4 nearly has a complete main cast! Names are out now… but most of them seem to be unknowns because I can't get pictures of people playing Krum, Cedric or Cho. However, I've seen Mad Eye, Rita Skeeter and Voldemort! They have a new director too! (I suck at remembering names of actors though… but I know Voldemort is Ralph Fiennes and the guy who plays Mad Eye was in Troy… Benndon/ Brandon something, I think is his name. The woman who plays Rita used to play Queen Elizabeth in a comedy with Rowan Atkinson. She would shout 'Nursy!!!" all the time. Meh… I'm useless. I only know a whole bunch of rubbish.)
BUT I'M EXCITED ANYWAY! November 18th, 2005 is so far away. And if this movie is anything like the third… I'm might just die.
Ahem. Now that the Harry Potter ramble has finished, I'd like you all to know that as a reward for reading this and not getting bored… you are able to use the review option below. If you have a request, I am also open to them! But I have a few ideas of my own coming on too. Now remaining on my 'To Do List', I have POV's for Din, Nayru and Link's Mother. As well as a song fic. Other idea's I have are PoV's of Ruto (Mentioned in earlier chapters) Link (Speaking to Mido, then finally cracking under his burden. Much yelling and coolness!) and one from Saria, (Talking to Link before the adventure/game begins.) All very interesting. All very good. Hope you'll review. Bye for now!