So… Here I am… this is the second last entry I'll so before I start up the 'Grand Finale Pieces'. I've already written some of the 'Grand Finale Pieces' and they are pretty good. I'm spending a bit more time on them… so I hope it shows. Anyway…
I'm sorry again for the long wait. Sigh. It's been a pretty busy month really. We're renovating everything in sight… so… yeah… I've had no time at all.
Well… Here's the next chapter anyway. I'm writing it in the half hour I have free before I go to school.
Character- Din
Setting- After Ganondorf had taken over, Din finally realizes that maybe he wasn't the best choice after all. (This will be an entry entirely of thoughts.)
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Forgiveness?
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What have I done?
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I can hardly believe that all this spawned from one decision I made.
And all the people who pray and put their trust in me…
I have let them down.
I have let them down by choosing this for them.
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If I had only known…
If I had only known that it would turn out like this.
I would never do this on purpose.
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How could I have been so foolish?
How could I have ever thought that Ganondorf would be great?
How could I have not seen this?
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My mind was clouded by power.
I craved it.
I now see the devastating consequences that follow power.
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And now I look at Hyrule…
I do not see a wasteland of disfigurement…
I see worse…
I see what I have done.
What I have caused
How I have let my people suffer.
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I never meant for this.
Never meant for this…
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I should have listened.
Nayru and Farore were correct.
They knew all along that it would be wrong.
Why did I not heed their words?
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I am stubborn.
I admit that.
And I crave power.
… Two things that link Ganondorf and I together.
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I only wish that I could go back in time.
To change what I have done.
To alter this despicable place.
To make it perfect once again.
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But I cannot.
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All my hope is resting on one boy.
… Farore's boy…
All hope is on him.
He is the one who shall find and unite the ones who can fix this nightmare…
My nightmare.
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I never thought it would come to this.
I never knew.
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And no one in this land will ever be able to understand the guilt that I feel.
No one.
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I am a Goddess.
Thought to be perfect by my subjects…
If only they knew that it was I.
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Would they forgive me?
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Will I ever forgive myself?
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All it was was one quick choice…
That led so much more.
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Okay… so it is a little short. Okay, yeah, fine… It's one of my shortest entries. But… what else could I have added without repeating myself over and over? And I didn't want to go off topic. And I have an essay paragraph to write right now.
Well… I'll update sometime this weekend. Have a happy week.
I hope you enjoyed.
Darunia is up next!