Hey, Hola, Konnichiwa, Ni Hao and many other Hello's! I am Soooooo Sorry from the bottom of my Heart I haven't updated. I'm just currently addicted to drawing, playing my piano and other stuff. Plus, I've been sick. Well….the fluff is here!!! Hooray!! I also saw the movie "The Village" I didn't like it. Not even scary...but that's just my opinion.

Disclaimer: I don't and never will in my entire life own Kingdom Hearts…and the song used here is by BoA called "Every Breath You Take" I don't own that either, I just got the translation

Bold italics: Song

Italics: Thoughts

Thanks to my friend for helping me with this chapter and giving me ideas! Thank you Kono-chan!!

Chapter 5

Kairi's P.O.V.

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Tidus scratched his head and gave me a sigh. I simply turned my head towards the sky and sighed as well.

"Four years is really long, but it isn't that long for him to change completely." Tidus said.

Selphie nodded in agreement. I just sighed in response.

"I think you need to follow him Kairi. You're the only one he seems open to, and besides it's getting late." Selphie smiled.

"Guess so" I smiled a bit. "Okay, see you later guys, have a safe trip home"

Selphie smiled and they all headed home. Leaving me alone…with Sora.

I strolled behind Sora's footprints left marked in the sand. Heading my way to the other side, I got lost deep in thought.

What would I say? What if he yells at me? What if I tell him I love him? What then?

Listening to waves crash in harmony, I saw a glimpse of Sora. Kicking the sand, carelessly. He picked up a small rock, stroking it with one hand and gave a strong throw.

He wasn't that far. I wanted to lock my arms around him, ask him what's wrong. Then just face whatever his reaction may be. I started to take one step forward, but I froze when I heard Sora yell.

"Damn it to hell!" He threw another rock at the ocean. "GO TO FUCKING HELL!"

I would rather you leave me and go far away

Erase every memory, to the last

What am I doing? This might not be the right time to ask him anything, but, why is he acting like this? It hurts me to see him like this. I don't know who he is anymore.

I tear fell from my eyes. I closed my eyes

This isn't Sora at all

Maybe he's not Sora

I don't know what to do anymore

I just can't find the courage to ask him

"What are you doing here?" I heard his voice and opened my eyes. I let out a gasp, but did have enough courage to turn around and walk away, instead I just wrapped my arms around him.

A sadder thing than the pain of being unable to yearn for you

Is that even if you come close to me…

I have to be patient and not say those words

"Sora…" I whispered gently. I felt like he never changed, though a voice in my head started to think negative thoughts…

No matter how warm his embrace is, he still has those cold blue eyes giving that shiver down your spine. Focus Kairi, you can't fall for an easy trick like this

"You're going to catch a cold out here." He said. I could hear his heartbeat pumping in harmony.

Don't' fall for it, Kairi

"Sora...." I asked him shakily. I felt so safe in his arms, like nobody could ever harm me. How I wish he could hold me like this forever. No, don't get tempted. I let him go and looked up at him and but my lip slightly.

Because I miss you even when you're next to me

Because I couldn't send you my feelings of wanting to catch you from leaving

"S-Sora…w-what happened to you?"

He backed away slightly, a result of his hidden anger. His dark gleaming eyes, looking directly at my gaze. I only stood there, feeling weak and helpless to my confused feelings.

My heart cries, even though I said that I forgot you

"Kai! Nothing's wrong! Why are you being so suspicious?!"

I felt hurt. I'm not being suspicious Sora, I just care about you. I want to say the same words in my head…but my lip won't let a single word escape.

"Don't you trust me Kairi?" His voice dropping slowly to a calm response. He cupped my chin, making me face his eyes. His eyes, if you look deep within them, it's almost as if its asking for an understanding. Those cerulean eyes. "Kairi, believe me…"

I felt guilty for asking this, but I couldn't help it, "How can I?"

He dropped his hands, releasing my chin and sighed.

For you, I was looking forward to our other relationships, but I can't look at you anymore

I want to love you

But it's not possible

"Is four years really that long?"

I nodded in response.

He started walking towards the shores. My eyes following his every moment.

"Honest, Kai." His hands in his pockets. "It's still me, you're goofy friend. The one who always had that cheesy smile on his face." He grinned. I wanted to giggle, but I held back.

I walked towards Sora and stood beside him, both hands on behind my back. My feet started to twist around the sand. Digging in it.

"Do you want me to prove it?" Sora whispered.

I felt myself blushing. For a second, I thought I heard the same gentle voice I used to hear in the past four years.

"Come on Kairi." He took my hand and tugged me forward.

Now, with bitter feelings toward me

Erase every image of me, to the last

"Where are we going?" I asked in utter shyness, but the crashing waves drowned my voice. I kept running, following Sora's strong strides. I didn't want to let go of his hand.

"Hey Kai, remember, when we were kids?" All those memories are coming back to me." He smiled.

"I remember." I simply said.

The stars shone brightly above us. We were back to the main part of the island. Sora led me to the shack, and we stopped on the bridge leading towards the paopu tree. This is where Sora received the keyblade, from what Riku said. The same place Riku disappeared. I felt a slight tug from my hand, a signal from Sora to go on.

Slowly, I smiled, with Sora's hands interlocked with mine. Nothing would happen. The sky become dark, just like the same day the storm struck Destiny Islands, the same day I lost him. This time, I'm not letting him go, no matter what. I gripped Sora's hand.

"Don't worry, I'm not letting you go either." His choice of words responded to my thoughts. I suddenly felt like I could trust him again.

"We'll go…" Sora said.

In what I thought would be a short time

In the time you were gone,

There was someone always next to me when I was struggling

"Together." I ended.

We headed towards the paopu island. Nothing really changed here, everything still stayed here. The coconut trees, scars carved in the tree's barks, a result of Sora and Riku's childhood fights. The most important thing, the paopu tree.

Sora loosened our grip and started to approach the tree.

"The last time I saw this tree, I was being attacked by one of those heartless." He got on the tree and started to search the leaves.

"This paopu tree hasn't grown a single fruit at all." I said. "Not even a new seed has been sprouting."

Sora jumped down from the tree, and kicked a small onto the ocean. "Dammit…" He said.

"Why do you want it for anyway?" I asked, even though I hopefully thought he was going to want to share it with me.

"Just wanted to check, that's all."

"Oh…" I felt disappointed, dropping excitement, and low hopes.

Because I thought you wouldn't be able to watch over me again

Because I can't wake the person who is resting beside me

"C'mon Kai, who am I kidding?" He said turning to face me. "It's for you, so we won't be disconnected. I want to have our destinies intertwined." He said caressing my face. I just looked down.

Sora smiled and brushed a strand of hair away from my face and he lifted my head. My cheeks were red, and he just let out a small laugh.

"So, I better get looking for a seed." He stood back up on the tree and began looking through the leaves. "Oh, hey, a seed!" Sora cried out. I beamed happily and gave Sora a joyful smile.

Sora grinned, but then I blinked and heard Sora say "Oh shit, I dropped it…" Then I saw him jump into the cold water.

"Sora Wait!" I ran to the edge, only managing to see a disappearing ripple from the waves.

I ran to the shack and reached the shores. "SORA!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. "SORA!"

He stayed to long. Could he have drowned…come on Kairi, don't think like that.

I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks. I yelled his name out again. An empty silence dwelling in response. I went into the water. My wet hair sticking to my face. My drenched clothes. My shivering hands. I felt like I was ready to fall.

I quickly got out of the water and turned around so I didn't face the ocean. I then felt something embrace me from behind. Cold air breathing through my neck.

For you, I was looking forward to our other relationships

But I can't look at you anymore

"Scared you, didn't I?" He grinned

I could've slapped him for making me panic, perfect for my fragile crying, but I didn't. I turned around to face him.

"I got the seed." He said revealing it, then putting it in his pocket.

I want to love you, but it's not possible

I looked into his eyes, and it felt as if my body moved by itself.

I wrapped my arms around Sora's neck and pressed my lips against his. Realizing what I was doing, I quickly broke the kiss. He stood there in shock. I bit my lip and looked to the side. I was about to walk away when he wrapped his arms around my waist and held me tighter. He lowered his head and put his lips on mine.

I closed my eyes. I was kissing the guy I loved, the one I have loved since I met him. I felt a tear roll down my cheek, but I knew it was because I was happy. I never thought after four years, he would still want to share the paopu fruit with me, or even kiss me. I got out of my thought when he gently broke our kiss.

I always wished the best for you,

That you wouldn't be hurt in a love that's more sad than a separation

"Wait Kairi…Are you…real?" Sora asked. His eyes looking at me under the night sky.

"Sora…" I said, I tightened my arms around him

"Are you?" He said firmly

"I'm real Sora." I whispered

For you, I was looking forward to our other relationships

"Kairi…just tell me to stop. I don't want to hurt you anymore…" He said looking away.

I looked at him worriedly, why was he saying this. Even though being alone without him for four years has hurt me, he was here with me now. Why would that hurt me…

"Sora, look at me." I said. He did. I said the words I wanted to say, the words that were locked in silence for a long time.

But I can't look at you anymore

"Sora…I love you." I whispered to him. His eyes still on me, he caressed my face and gave me a gentle kiss. He wrapped his arms tighter around me, pulling me closer. He broke it and gently kissed my forehead, "I love you too."

Sora looked at me with concerned eyes and felt my forehead

"Kairi, are you okay? You're burning up…"

I didn't even get a chance to answer him. Before I knew it, I saw everything blurry and I felt dizzy and fainted in Sora's arms.

I want to love you

Always by your side, but I can't stay…

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Juzlovnsora: Yes, the fluff is here. Hope you're happy with it. Yes I thought there was gonna be fluff in the last chapter too, but I left it like that cause, I wanted to. Evil…I know. Yup…how about this chapter? Still too short? I tried to make it long, but I'm still having trouble…as you can see. Yup! I joined you're site, in fact, I think I'm going to go visit it right now…Thanks for the review, hope you liked this chapter!

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Well that's chapter 5! Yay! Thanks to everyone who reviewed. I really appreciate it. Next chapter should be up soon, cause there is nothing to do here, in my boring home. So I shall start writing. Sora's scar will be explained in the next chapter, so please look forward to the next chappie! Okay…I feel I'm being to polite…So I shall just get to writing my next chapter. Please R&R. No flames please.

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