Disclaimer: I am running out of creative ways to say that these characters don't belong to me.

Story Talk: I know this is a really short chapter and you will all probably be mad, but I love you. I think I told you this is a really short fic. There are one or two more chapters left. I don't remember and the notebook I ended it in is upstairs.

Authoress Ramble: In our basement we have what used to be a toy room. Now my little sister is 12 and I am 16 so we don't really have a use for it. Well I have been sleeping down there because first my dad is going to put walls up and make it my room and two because I got a futon for my new room and I hate trying to sleep when my sister is yakking my ear of. That girl can talk. Anyway it has been raining like f-ing crazy so as usual our basement began to leak. My 'room' is the worst when it comes to leakage and since it has been raining for the past two or three days I am now kicked out. And I don't think I will be able to move back in until my room is finished. Which means I will get my own room when I come home to visit from college.

Chapter five.

Realization.

I don't know why I did most if the things I did that day, but now I am starting to see the things I refused to let myself believe.

FLASHBACK

Slowly I licked his tip and worked my way up. I was about to take his whole into my mouth when I heard the worst voices in the world, at that moment.

"Oh my gods. I think they are sharing the shower."

"No way Malfoy wouldn't."

"Fuck." I said as I stood up. I magically dressed myself and cleaned the toothpaste out of my hair. I then turned back to Draco.

"Get in the shower. I'll come up with an excuse. This never happened ok?" I turned to walk away, trying to ignore the hurt look that passed through his eyes. But I couldn't. I turned back and grabbed his hand. I pulled him into me and kissed him more passionately than I had all night. I don't know why, but I did and it felt right. I was kinda sad knowing that tomorrow he would be the same jackass he always had been.

When I pulled away from him the same sadness flashed through his eyes.

"I'm sorry." I said. I gave him one more soft kiss then I left.

As soon as I shut the door to the bathroom I heard Ginny squeal. She jumped off my bed and bounded toward me.

"Oh my gods you did it, didn't you?"

"No." I lied as I straightened the sheets on my bed. I hated it when people sat on my bed. It makes creases you know.

"No!" she exclaimed, completely shocked. "But the shower . . ."

"He got in the shower, I came in afterwards to clean up . Not in the shower."

"Wow I really thought you could do it." Ginny said.

"He must really be straight."

"And I didn't think my view of Malfoy could get any better." Ron said. I'd forgotten he was there with all the commotion Ginny had caused.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean if he was a fag he'd be about five times worse. Gods I hate fags."

"Why?" I asked.

"Well . . . it's unnatural . . . And well you know wrong."

"How can you say that?" I looked from him to Ginny. Ron looked uncertain and Ginny looked a bit scared. As though she knew that the subject was a bad one.

"Well . . .I . . . it's just wrong that's all." With that the shower went off.

"Let's get out." We went down stairs and rejoined the party. Ten minutes later Malfoy walked downstairs and promptly left. Pansy ran after him. However the girl returned dripping with tears some minutes later.

END FLASHBACK.

I didn't want to believe it before, even though I knew it was there. He didn't want me to leave. He felt what I did. He felt how I still do. And if the thing with Ron was sincere he still did too. I had to find him.