Falling into the Darkness

The Beginning

Well, this is my second story. It's all about Setsuna (Sailor Pluto) and her childhood. It's sort of an au. And I'm going to post an alternative to this one "In the Shadows" it's almost the same only in a different time period, it's going to be set in the Silver Millennium.

This one is set in present day California. Any questions, ask and I'll do my best to answer!

Warning: This is going to be a very dark story, graphic violence, sex, drugs alcohol use and death. Those weak of heart shouldn't read this. lol

Regarding my attitude toward old reviews that have criticized me. I accept TASTEFULL criticism. It makes me mad that people criticize my age or my plot, but I do accept criticism that will help my writing. But please don't send reviews that insult me because that is not mature. Be free to criticize if you must but stay within reason.

Thank you!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Sailor Moon, I'm just using it for my fan fic.

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Setsuna laid on her bed, naked, crying quietly and trembling. She was crying because or the searing pain on her abdomen and the blood on her sheets coming from between her legs that reminded her of what had happened.

Flashback

"No, Stop, Please stop!" She screamed and pleaded to the man, but he wouldn't stop.

He had a face full of hunger. He wanted this girl and wanted her now.

He ripped of her shirt and threw her on the bed while she still screamed for him to stop. He wouldn't stop, he just kept going. He jumped on top of her and kissed her hard and rough. It hurt her so much. He then started to trail kisses down her tiny body.

He removed her jeans and underwear. She screamed, harder this time and started to kick and try to free herself from his grasp. He was too strong. He grabbed a rope and tied her hand together so she wouldn't hit him, gagged her so she wouldn't scream anymore. he screamed into the piece of cloth covering her mouth. He finally stopped, and then started to undo his belt. She screamed for she knew what was going to happen next. Hot tears started to run down, burning her face. She was scared. She screamed but no one could hear her.

The pain in her was to much to handle, she couldn't scream and then, fell unconscious.

End of flashback

She wasn't sure what time it was. She checked her digital clock, she could barely see the glowing green numbers through her tears. It was 3:19 AM. She didn't remember anything of what he had done to her after she passed out but she was sure that he had taken advantage of her and she was no longer a virgin, she was sure of it because of the pain. She was seven years old and no longer a virgin, she understood how important her virginity was because she often heard her mom gossiping about the teenager who had gotten pregnant and had lost it, and her mom had sort of explained to her what it meant to lose it. And know she had lost her most prized possession, the one thing that represented her innocence, her purity, and it was all gone, all because of that pig, that filth, the vermin, that bastard that had raped her, that so coincidently happens to also be her stepfather.

Ever since her mom had brought him home, she sensed something about him. He would always be eying her, looking at her legs when she wore skirts or shorts, staring at her, she always felt uncomfortable around him. When her mother told her that he was going to start living with them, she actually became scared and would always insist of being with her mom because she felt insecure around him and didn't want to be left alone with him, but this weekend she couldn't go with her mom on the business trip. She was stuck with him. She decided to just stay in her room and maybe he wouldn't bother her, but she was wrong.

She could here moaning from the master bedroom, he was watching porn. She didn't understand what it was but continued to play with her Barbie's. Then he walked in, she could see the bulge in his pants, and he walked to her with a certain determination that she just sat there not knowing what to do. He picked her up and threw her on the bed, and raped her.

She wanted to say something to her mother, the police, anyone who would listen but was scared, ashamed of herself. She was scared her mom would blame her and not want her and would disown her. Is her mother didn't want her then she would have nowhere to go.

Her father was dead not there to protect her.

He walked into her room. How dare he come in here like that, as if nothing happened, so calmly, that jerk! she thought.

He walked up to her and grabbed her shoulders so hard that she winced at the pain. "If you ever tell anyone about this, I will kill your mom, and you'll be left with me, all alone" he spoke to her in a hateful tone, and threw her back down on the bed.

After seeing that he could get away with what he had just done, he continued to have his way with Setsuna. He always managed to convince her mom to leave Setsuna in his care, that he had to learn to take care of children if he was going to continue living with them. She happily obliged to him, and actually started working more now that she saw that her boyfriend was supporting her in taking care of her only child, the most precious thing in her life. So everyday after school he waited for her.

She hated being home. He was always there, waiting for her. Her mom always at work. She started to become involved with anything that would keep her away from home, school. She had many friends and was involved in the student body. She became obsessed with getting good grades and was always studding and quickly rose to be the top student in her class, so she also began to tutor other kids. She joined countless clubs just so that she could have a reason to be away from home as long as she could, but some days not even this would stop her from getting home early, she would walk home everyday, even though it was about 3 miles away from home. Not even this though would prevent him from having his way with her.

By the time she was ten she had already gotten her period. Her stepfather put her on the pill so that she wouldn't get pregnant. The doctor didn't suspect anything since in these times it seemed that the girls having sex seemed to be getting younger every second. She took the pill everyday whether she wanted to or not, her stepfather made her take them, for it would be an inconvenience for her to get pregnant.

She was growing up to be a beautiful woman, her breasts were larger and fuller. She was involved in sports so she had a great body, long, lean legs, firm stomach. She was slender, her skin was perfectly tanned, her lips full and blood red. Yet she was only eleven, and was forced to grow up.

She loved her summers for she spent her summer with one of her aunts. They always did things together. Her Aunt Serenity live at the beach, so she took up surfing. Her aunt was great, she was always there for her when she had problems, she was the only person she could trust, but she couldn't even tell her aunt anything that her stepfather did to her.

She was ashamed of it and blamed herself for letting him do these things to her. She was too young to understand that it wasn't her fault that he was such a pervert, a child molester.

Well, hope you like this story, it's going to be very dark, so be warned, a lot of graphic violence, sex, drugs and alcohol and what not. So be careful.

Love Josy (AKA. Moonlady9)

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