by:Avril Lavigne
song:Falling down
Sesshomaru's POV
Midiroku smiled and added, "The mind reading will disappear when you are a good 100 feet apart.You will be teleported to each other, when one person is in crisis. When you are teleported you can go back when the problem is solved." She left quietly knowing her work for now was done. Kagome bit her lip nervously unsure of what to do. Suddenly she was snapped from her thoughts when she could no longer read the mind of the cold hearted lord. She became angry, but went searching for Inuyasha and the others soon forgetting all about her perdicament with Sessomaru. She began to sing one of her favorite songs.
'If fears what makes us decide,
Our future journey,
I'm not along for the ride,
Cuz I'm still yearning,'
she was thinking and hard and agreed with the song she didn't want to go on with another journey she was young and just wanted to have fun. She wanted to live life on her own to laugh and learn from what she was and wonder who she was going to be. She decied she was going to take Shippo and do everything. She wanted to travel and she yearned to dance, to dance everywhere.
'To try and touch the sun,
My fingers burning,
Before you're old you are young,
Yeah I'm still learning'
She wanted to touch the sky to try and do things she thought were impossible. She wanted to fly, to live unworried of what
was going to happen to her dear friends to what was happening to anyone.she wanted to have a real smile on her face not the
fake ones so frequnelt used ot apease her friends, as to not worry them. she wanted to be a normal school girl who talked
about boys and such but she knew that was never going to happen. She had learned to much and now she yearned to learn more.
Living and taking everything in protect loved and fighting for what she believed in
'I am falling down,
Try and stop me,
It feels so good to hit the ground,'
It was good to reach and ultimate worry free stage in life to not worry if Naraku was right around the corner, to not worry
about getting stuck in a trap or anything eles. To just live life as normal people do it was do new to her that she could do
as she wished. It was okay that right now she had no porpose she was happy. she could have fallen and died but it wouldn't
have mattered in this moment Kagome was in a trance of pure bliss that could have made the meanest, cruelest person smile.
That's just what he did too. Sessomaru was at his desk making plans but at that instant he felt uncontrollably happy and in
an instant he knew why is was, "that damn girl" he scowled through his smile. The smile still spread in to and uncontrolable
grin that was extremely persisnt and with and intent of staying on his face.
'I'm standing out in the street,
The earth is moving,
I feel it under my feet,
And I'm still proving,
That I can stand my ground,'
He would be strong he would keep his mask of indifference he had no emotion or so he kept repeating to himself. He was the youngest lord ever and he needed to prove that he could handle his position but this happiness wasn't helping him!He needed it to stop and suddenly, it did. For a moment he wanted the happiness back, but knew he could never have it. He needed to be a respectful lord, not a smilely little boy, and that is what he was going to be with that silly woman child in his life (weather or not he liked it) or not.
'And my feet are there, haven't washed my hair
Too be lost before you are found,
Don't mean you are losing'
She was still smiling clean now after cleaning the cuts the knife had left her and the scar on her abdomen. She heard the song and began to dance in merryment laughing and singing the words.
"I am falling down,
Try and stop me,
It feels so good to hit the ground,"
She began spinning in circles until she did fall to the ground still laughing so happy to be alive and to be able to dance and move her joy radiated around her. That is how her son, Shippo had found her as soon as she saw him she tackled him and tickled him until he couldn't breathe. They layed down as she sang the last part of the song before drift into her dream world, to dream of a better place for her son.
'Some day I'll live in a house
Etc., etc., etc.
Don't you know that's not for now
and for now I'm falling
down...down...down...,'
And with that she closed her eyes and joined her angel in sleep.
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