A/N as many of you have figured out this is the end of remembering love but don't worry I plan on writing a sequel
Chapter 20- remembering love
Two days after the strip basketball Brooke and Peyton thought it would be a good idea to give Kim and Jon a member able experience so Brooke Peyton and Haley took Kim shopping to…bring back some souvenirs
"Thanks you guys we really didn't need to do this" Kim thanked for the tenth time that evening
"No problem we love shopping" Brooke specified
"Well thanks"
"Enough if you say thank you one more time I swear I'm going to hurt you" Haley said laughing
"Sorry"
"Oh lets stop here" Peyton said observing the sign above that read D.E.B.S
"This looks like a prom dress shop"
"Oh nonsense we just have to go to the back"
They each picked out an outfit Haley had a pink and green skirt with a white baby doll shirt Brooke had a simple pair of black pants with a sexy red halter and Peyton picked out a nice black shirt with a pair of sparkly jeans Kim picked out an out fit that was close to Haley's it was a pink and blue skirt with a black baby doll shirt.
When Haley and Kim got home they came home to all of the guys in the living room talking "hey guys what's up" Haley said putting her bags on the floor.
"Nothing much just talking" Lucas said laughing
"Oh cool what about" Kim said putting her bags next to Haley's
Haley went to sit down next to Jake to join the conversation and they spent the rest of the night reminiscing about situations they had been in or ridiculous things that they have seen before.
The next day after school Nathan went home and took Kim and Jon over to Brookes for a little while Haley went to the store. She was making a big going away dinner for just the four of them. She had prepared steak with baked potato and green beans. When she was ready to serve it she called Nathan and he brought them over and they sat down to a nice meal
"So Haley where did you order this from it's really good" Kim said smiling
"I didn't I made it" Haley said
"Really wow" Jon said
"Thanks I enjoy the compliments" Haley said sarcastically
"Haley this is great thank you" Jon thanked
"Your welcome" Haley said
"Yeah thanks hales this is really good" complimented Kim
"No problem you guys I just wanted to do something nice for you before you left I mean you were always there for me and Jon you always protected me" Haley said with true sincerity
"Nathan what's wrong why you aren't talking" Kim said
"Yeah what's up?" Haley wondered
"Nothing" Nathan lied
"Oh are you sad cease were leaving" Kim said smiling
"No"
"Jon do you know what's wrong with him" Haley commented
"Why would he know?" Nathan said angrily
"He wouldn't it's just that Jon's really good at reading people"
"Oh yeah cease Jon's perfect right"
"No that's not what I said" Haley said as Nathan got up from his seat and began to walk to the door. "What's your problem?" Haley said following him.
"Nothing I don't have a problem"
"Obviously you do look I don't know what your problem is but I wont have you in the house like this on there last night here" Haley said pointing to Kim and Jon's
"Fine" Nathan said opening the door walking out into the street.
"Fine" Haley said angrily she turned around to look at Jon and Kim when she did she paused and rolled her eyes "ugh" Haley stomped her foot and turned around "Nathan" she screamed chasing after him.
When she opened the door and walked out Kim stood up and walked to the back door "you going to Brookes again" Jon asked, Kim turned around
"Yeah aren't you" she said as if it were the most obvious thing, he followed close behind.
When they entered Brooke was watching TV on the couch "let me guess there fighting again"
"Yeah" Kim said sitting down next to her.
"Nathan wait" Haley said walking in the middle following Nathan
"What" Nathan said turning around
Haley walked closer to Nathan but not to close in fear of touching him "talk to me please"
"There's nothing to talk about" Nathan said
"Yes there is do you not like Jon or something"
"No"
"Than what is it, why are you so mad"
"Because you don't need me anymore, Haley"
"What are you talking about?"
"You don't need me when you came back you were fine on your own I just though you would need me when you were gone and now I realize that you don't"
"Nathan I will always need you but when I left it was just like Jon was always there I didn't mean to make you feel-" she began but was interrupted
"It's not that, it's just I thought you would need me to...and you don't"
"But Nathan I do need you"
"no you don't your doing fine all on your own you don't need my help" Nathan paused "and even if you did you would go to Jon before me"
"What no Nathan you know what I thought you were…never mind you know what think….I think you're jealous of Jon"
"What why would I be jealous of Jon"
"Because he was there when you weren't"
"What ever Haley I don't need to be here arguing with you"
"You know what….this has nothing to do with Jon does it" Haley said as it started to rain but neither really noticed
"Your right it's not about Jon it's about you"
"Well than lets go let's talk about me" Haley said opening her arms
"Ok let's do it" Nathan said Haley put her arms down "you hurt me Haley the lying and the cheating" Haley crossed her arms and turned around she started to walk away when he said it knowing she wasn't going to listen to his venting "I still love you" she turned around and stared at him "I do, I still do, I always have"
"I know" Haley said beginning to cry
"I will always need you Haley and I guess I thought you would always need me too it's just I thought we were perfect and when you left it was like my world just fell apart and then I got that letter and everything felt like it could only get worst and then you came back and I just don't know what to do anymore and-" Nathan was interrupted by Haley she was crying but it was hard to tell because of the rain
" NATHAN, shut up" Haley said running towards him she grabbed a hold of his shoulders and jumped into his arms there was nothing else to do than kiss him, so she did.
Back at Brookes house they were still sitting there watching TV when they heard a door slam next door and realized it was raining outside "do you think there done fighting" Jon asked
"I don't know lets wait a little while before we go back" Kim reassured
At the house the slam that was so load it was heard next door was Nathan and Haley kissing and in such a hurry to get upstairs that they didn't realize that no one else was in the house they made there way to Haley's room it was closer, they fell on the bed and right away without a word started to remove Nathan's shirt and enjoy the moment they were kissing lustfully once they removed Haley's shirt as well they were going mad crazy with passion until they got a thought in and could think about what they were actually doing "wait, wait" Haley said pushing Nathan up
"What, what's wrong" Nathan said shaking his head searching her eyes
"We, we can't I cant" Haley said trying to look sincere
"Why what's wrong"
"This isn't right it doesn't feel right Nathan"
"I love you" he said stroking her cheek
"I know and I love you but neither of us are ready for something this…we're not ready"
"Ok" Nathan got up grabbed his clothes
"Nathan" Haley said getting up on her elbows for support seeing the anger in his eyes as he turned around "don't be mad at me"
"I'm not" he lied
After about fifteen minutes of crying she heard a knock at the door it was Kim "hey sweaty how are you"
"Not so great" Haley said whipping away her tears
"oh baby" Kim said seeing Haley's tears there was nothing she could do other than lay behind Haley holding her stroking her hair "do you want to talk about it" she said with hope
"Mm m" Haley said shaking her head no
"It might make you feel better and it could help me help you" she said "huh do you wanna talk"
Haley took a deep breathe and sighed "I can't do it anymore Kim I just can't it's to much" Haley said sobbing
"Shh I know Haley baby" Kim sat there talking to Haley for almost the rest of night they had forgotten about the mess luckily enough Jon had cleaned up the mess and had gotten everything ready for the flight tomorrow.
The next day Nathan woke up and left his room he went to go wake Haley up so she could take Kim and Jon to the airport but when he opened the door and her room looked perfectly clean nothing was out of place he went downstairs he looked to his right and again everything was in place nothing was out of order he thought something was fishy so he went into the kitchen and it was sparkling like the never before they had cleaned up the whole place and nothing was left other than a note on the counter.
Dear Nathan
Nathan, we cleaned up for you I'm taking Kim and Jon to the airport and well I guess this a goodbye I've thought about it and this I mean us I can't do this it hurts to much I love you and I always will and I know that you love me but I need to move on I don't want to but I have to I can't have you anymore we're not ready for us to be together again. I wish we were I really do but last night wasn't love it was lust and I don't think your anymore ready for this than I am, so goodbye, Nathan have a great life.
Sending all of my love forever
Haley
Nathan put the piece of paper down and ran upstairs to the phone he dialed a very familiar number
"Hello"
"Hey Luke sorry if I interrupted anything but ummm she's leaving again Haley's leaving again"
"What why"
"I don't know" Nathan lied
"Ok well we're on our way"
"We're?"
"We're all at the river court we were gonna invite you but you were sleeping everyone's here we'll be there I a second"
"No go to the airport flight 89 to Michigan"
"Alright bye"
Haley was standing there in the gift shop waiting for her flight to board she had no idea what she was looking for all she was thinking of was if Nathan saw the letter by now and if this was the right thing to do he had said before that her leaving tore his world apart she thought if she left again it would do the same thing she was having second thoughts but knew it was for the best when she heard thoughs eight words "flight 89 for Michigan is about to board" she grabbed her things and didn't look back until she heard people yelling from behind she was in line waiting for her ticket to be registered.
"Haley wait"
Haley turned around to see five people running through a crowd screaming
"Haley wait"
she stopped to find all of them out of breathe Lucas, Brooke, Peyton, Tim and Jake all panting for breathe she couldn't help but smirk "what are you guys doing here"
"We came to try and stop you" Tim said bluntly Peyton elbowed him in the rib
"We came to say goodbye" Peyton said stepping closer to her so she could give her a hug Haley gladly accepted
"Well thanks guys but I'm not staying" Haley said starting to tear up she was really going to miss her new friends
"Why not why do you have to go like this" Lucas said
"Because I came back thinking everything was gonna be ok everything was gonna go back to normal and-"
"And what's so wrong with that you made new friends didn't you" Brooke said
"Yeah and I'm glad I did but I can't stay here I can't put him through this it's not fair to him and it's not fair to me"
Haley was now next in line Kim and Jon were waiting behind her when Kim spoke up
"Haley what happened last night"
"Nothing happened"
"Then why did you call mom and tell her you have to come back home"
"Because we're not ready and I can't stay here" Haley said now getting a little anger mixed in with her sadness.
"Why aren't you ready I mean it's not like you never done this before?"
"But maybe he's not ready to do it again and I know that for a fact"
"How, how do you know that he's not ready"
"Because everyone I love is standing here trying to convince me to stay except for him" Haley said that and realized a few people have cut in front of her and so she turned around and looked back "goodbye guys I love you and I'll call you when I get home" with that she turned around and began to walk she gave the woman her ticket but was stopped suddenly by the sweetest sound made to her ear.
"Haley wait" Nathan screamed running towards through the crowds "Haley!" all she could do now was turn around a tear streamed down her face "Haley don't go" Nathan said out of breathe. Haley looked back at Jon and Kim and they smiled Jon motioned to let her know he was getting on the plane
"Miss are you getting on this plane"
"Hold on one minute please" Haley looked at Nathan who just had a pleading face on 'am I gonna have to do this again' Haley thought
"Haley don't do this to me again" Nathan said shaking his head
"Nathan listen"
"No I already told you this last night and if I have to I'll do it again"
Haley motioned for Kim to come near her she gave her a necklace and said "give this to Gretchen" Kim nodded and she went to go on the plane when the lady at the desk asked her a question and Kim nodded no and on the plane she went "Nathan I-"
"No Haley when you left-"Nathan was interrupted by Haley
"Nathan just shut up" Haley said rolling her eyes and walked to him she put her hand on his check and kissed him they were so caught up in each other that they didn't realize anyone else was around them he picked her up by the waist and she wrapped her legs around him they stood there kissing for a while until Haley pulled away
"Wow" Haley breathed
"What" Nathan questioned
"It doesn't feel like I thought it would feel"
"What"
"Remembering love" Haley said with a smile.
They went home and lived the life they used to when things were oh so normal.
A/N thanks guys to all of my fellow readers and thanks to my co-writer Duckygirl and my betsest friend Dan well that's it until next time don't forget to look for my sequel 'Loves Reunion' in about a week and ummm I hope you guys liked my story I loved writing it and I loved getting all of the reviews I just love you guys so c ya I'm out.