Hey fans.. Is it getting hot in here! Whoa thatz cuz all u guyz r leavin..the fans? Hey don't go.. I'll updaaaaattttee!(!)Sorry people… I now I haven't been updating… skool… thx to y'all who have been reviwin. Devon, blue-buggy, hanyou 2 youkai, chemiah (dat how u spel) if not sory! 2 much goin on so much stuff crammed in my head… must make space for mor stuff…so I can think mor better..im lazy… im getting behind in everythin…skool..i do everythin last minute.(--;) plz tel me the namez of kagome's friendz if you now them then can u tel me who is who cuz I cant rite if I don't hav info…weeelll plz reed on n enjoy!

Kagome climbed out the well. She was in her own time again. She was back. She walked towards the house and went in silently. Not even one word of "I'm home!" escaped her mouth. She didn't want anyone to notice her, notice the tears running down her cheek. She wanted to be alone. By herself. She felt weak…depressed…mad at herself for some reason. Confusion whirled around inside her head as she slowly walked upstairs. She missed a step and tripped. Somebody heard her and came running.

"Hey sis, are you all right?" Sota asked his older sister.

"Owww…"That was all Kagome could manage to say.

"Where's Inuyasha?" questioned Sota.

"Don't say that name in front of my face!" she said, gathering all her strength.

"Did you two get in to another fight?" teased Sota.

Kagome ran. She wanted to escape, escape from whatever was going on around her… the anger inside her… the sadness… everything… everyone…the memory of Inuyasha.

Don't think of him now she thought. Forget…Forget…Forget…

Back at the feudal era Inuyasha was still stunned, his hand reaching towards the well shaking.

"Inuyasha…she's gone now."

"K-k-kagome…"

"Kagome is gone now Inuyasha, she wanted to go and it was for the best. Ye must understand that." Kaede told Inuyasha.

"Yes Inuyasha, even though it is depressing to let Kagome go, it was her decision."Miroku responded.

"I think it's a bad idea to go after her. You need to respect her feelings." said Sango as she nodded.

Inuyasha looked at her.

"Who says I'm going to go after her!"

"Don't you always go after her?" Shippou asked.

"Rrrrr… shut up! All of you just be quiet and leave me alone!"

"No need to sulk about it."

"It's you people who've been sulking!" And with that Inuyasha walked away.

Kagome stepped in to the bathtub. It felt so relaxing. In some ways at least. It was like everything was falling apart. Nothing was going to be the same anymore.

School… she would have trouble catching up.

It was true that she had become stronger but she felt weak.

The memory… it would be so hard to forget. Everyday she had to go past the well house some way or the other. Whether it was helping around the family shrine or going to school she would have a tempting feeling to go down the well and meet Inuyasha.

I wonder what he's doing right know. No, don't remember him. But… Inuyasha… I love you. I should have told you. I'm so stupid. How could I be so blind? I can't forget you. I'll only be trying and trying and trying. I can't forget but I have to, I need to. Everyday can't be sadness. Tomorrow, the day after that. I'll forget eventually about everything. The feudal era. The sacred jewel. All my friends. All the fighting. Kikyo. And even you Inuyasha.

Kagome felt like crying but no tears came out of her eyes. She couldn't cry. It was like she wasted all her tears the last few days. She wanted to cry, to forget, to escape this sadness. She remembered the time when they destroyed Naraku. Kikyo was there helping them destroy him. She was strong. If it weren't for her they couldn't have destroyed him.

Miroku had lost his wind tunnel.

It was strange when we noticed he didn't have a hole in his right hand. Kagome thought. I'm glad, he can live with Sango now. His children, they won't be cursed. Sango's brother is safe now. He's getting back his memory. The jewel shard on his back, it was removed. Naraku just lied to us that Kohaku would die if they removed it. He just wanted the jewel for himself.

Kagome remembered the sweetest memory. Her first kiss. She was scared at that time but happy. Inuyasha had turned to his full-demon form and tried to attack them all but Kagome was the only thing holding him back.

It wasn't Inuyasha's first kiss though. He shared that kiss someone else…her…Kikyo. Kagome was jealous although she would never admit it. She was jealous that Kikyo was Inuyasha's first love. Everything. They went to Horaijima together. They were always by eachother.

Forget about that. Just lay that memory aside.

There was that time when they persuaded Koga to give them the jewel shards. He got angry but they stole the shards from him. She remembered all those times. Everything that she could think of, even bad thoughts came to her head.

Why am I remembering these things? I'm supposed to be forgetting. But I'm doing the opposite…I need to forget.

Kagome stepped out of the tub and picked up her clothes when something fell out of the pocket…The sacred jewel…

How was it? Don't forget 2 review! It was long rite? Well at least longer than usual…I am ssoooooooo sooooooory 4 not updating. Gomen nasai (I'm very sorry) plz 4 give me. Wel thatz al n thx 4 encouraging me 2 rite.