Love Me When I'm Gone
A/N: Okay, so Taya stopped writing this fanfic... I'm going to try my best, but angst is NOT my strong point! I don't even know how the story was supposed to continue...;; But I'll try my best! :)
The Day It All Started
Kai's P.O.V.
I can't say I wasn't suprised when Ray called me that day. I've been hiding a lot of things from him. The pain, the suffering, all that I endured just to see his smiling face.
I was provoked...
abused...
tortured...
raped...
All because my grandfather couldn't accept that I was gay... And even worse in his eyes, that I was the uke in my relationship with Ray.
But it was all worth it...
For Ray...
I believe in Ray, and so I snuck out of my bedroom window like I always do and wait at the park for Ray.
I can see my breath and I watch the patterns swirling before me in the air before they disappear as I wait for him.
I see him in the distance, and a smile creeps up onto my face, and I try to hide it, as usual.
But something is different today. He isn't smiling. He's avoiding eye contact.
And his tone is cold and emotionless as he says, "I'm sorry Kai."
For what? What is he sorry for? Why should he be sorry?
"I can't see you anymore. I think it's better for both of us to stop seeing each other."
My world came crashing down that day... But he would never know.
Because the next day, he started dating Mariah.
TBC
Author's Note: PHEW Er... I don't think this turned out as well as planned... I need a bigger vocabulary... ;; I'm sorry for not thinking of this sooner! ToT The next chapter ideas are still not decided upon so I'm thinking of doing another series of flashbacks in Kai's P.O.V. to show the good times he had with Ray, how they got together, yata yata yata, which will all eventually lead to the first chapter! Woo! Complete circle! But I'm still not sure... I'll do it when I have time. The school keeps us so busy just cuz we're boarders X.x