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AN: Hi, this ismy first fic ever,I just wanted to tell you.SO, give it atry and enjoy
I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
It had been a wonderful day.
It was an early winter morning, sunny, but the darkening clouds above showed that It was going to rain pretty soon.
All the trees had lost all their leaves but it wasn't too cold outside jet.
It would have been a day to remember.
So you're leaving in the morning on the early train
I could say everything is alright
And I could pretend and say goodbyeWe both got out of the taxi.
He was beaming once again.
I wanted to faint, to be sick, anything, anything to spare me this.
Got your ticket, got your suitcase
Got your leaving smile
I could say that's the way it goes
And I could pretend and you won't know
That I was lying
flashback
"Trowa, I'll be leaving tomorrow at 8 o'clock."
end flashback
He had called as I just came through the door into our apartment.
'Cause I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
No, I won't stop loving you
Why should I?
I had stood still, not able to move or even breathe. My eyes had closed in pain.
can't be, no it just can't be´
I had opened my eyes again to have a proper view around our apartment.
I couldn't breathe.
I couldn't even gasp at the sight in front of me.
I felt like I was about to faint.
But I didn't.
My body didn't obey me any longer.
I heard my heart being crushed into bits and pieces.
We took a taxi to the station
Not a word was said
And I saw you walk across the road
For maybe the last time I don't know
All his things were gone.
Then he came out of the living room, beaming with joy. His nearly packed suitcase clearly visible on his bed.
"He called! He wants me to move in with him!"
I had known what it had meant.
Feeling humble, I heard a rumble
On the railway track
And when I hear that whistle blow
I'll walk away and you won't know
That I'll be crying
Now I stood here, at the station, watching his retreating back, straight as ever.
He never looked back.
He never had.
He never would.
Not to me.
'Cause I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
No, I won't stop loving you
Why should I?
He was eager to get onto the train, carrying his bags with restored energy.
He started to run, feeling he couldn't be fast enough.
He smashed people aside, apologizing lazily, as he always did.
Then he ran out of sight.
And left me to do as I pleased.
(Even try)I'll always be here by you side
(Why, why, why) I never wanted to say goodbye
(Why even try) I'm always here if you change
change your mind
Taking my heart with him.
Never to return.
I knew.
For certain.
So you're leaving in the morning on the early train
I could say everything is alright
And I could pretend and say goodbye
But that would be lying
I stood, not doing anything.
Not realizing it had started to rain.
Not realizing that the wet on my face was not only of the rain.
Not realizing that I was crying
Not realizing anything.
Only seeing the train.
Leaving the station.
Not caring where it set off to.
It was just leaving me.
He was leaving me.
Once again.
'Cause I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
No, I won't stop loving you
Why should I?
I fell to my knees.
My body limping as the pain rushed in.
Realization finally kicked in.
He was gone.
Truly gone.
For once and for all.
Forever.
'Cause I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
No, I won't stop loving you
Why should I?
I asked myself the only question I could grasp in the whirlpool that was my mind.
Why should I stop loving him?
The answer was quite simple.
It was ridiculous.
Heero loved Duo.
Heero saw me only as a friend.
Duo loved Heero.
Duo didn't even notice me.
There was no place for me.
Why should I?
Why should I?
Why should I even try?
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