I love you, but… (Aishiteru demo…)
Romance + General
Disclaimer:
I do not own any of the characters in this fic or anything that has to do with it just my ideas
'monologue'
"dialogue"
/hikari to yami/
yami to hikari
Warnings: Couples will be random. It's who they get paired up with for a chapter. Possible shonen-ai, but I don't know yet. It's however it comes out and however you choose to look at it. You can request certain couples and I'll try to put the most requested ones in.
Notes: Malik is the yami in this fic
Chapter one
Love Sick
-Love sick: adj. Languishing with love; expressing a lover's yearning
-Infatuate: v. To arouse an extravagant or foolish love in. (infatuated adj. infatuation n.)
-Stalk: v. to track (game) in a stealthy manner (stalker n. stalking adj.)
Miho POV
Ryou…The object of my adoration…
And the current cause of all my problems…
His name fits him he is good, he's a good person and he has good heart.
And I'm obsessing over him again, but he's like an angel every single part of him is perfect.
Even his opposites compliment each other. His white hair and his pale skin make his brown pools seem even darker. You can't help but get lost in them. So cliché, I know, but it's true.
Oh Ryou…when will I stop thinking about you?
Ryou POV
She's staring at you again hikari
/I know Bakura, please you're not making it any better/
I twist uncomfortably in my seat so that she can't see my face. Miho, she's a sweet girl, but I don't feel the same about her as she does me. I just don't we're not compatible all.
My problems are so much more serious than hers. I worry over stuff that matters and she's worried if she doesn't have a date to the movies.
I'm chasing my inner demons and she's chasing boys. Sadly, it's usually me. Not literally though, imagine me running down the street from my blue haired classmate. I would seem even more odd to the others than I already do.
I look over to Yugi. His life is so much more simple than mine is. He just doesn't understand.
None of them do.
Especially her…
"Bakura Ryou! " the teacher calls
"Here." I suddenly feel the need to escape. The window's too far then I would really seem crazy. I would only crack it a little bit, but I'm too far. However, two of my classmates aren't. Those two happening to be Seto Kaiba, the cold hearted CEO and Miho Nozaka. Neither are good ideas right now.
I turn to my right facing Honda.
"Honda…" I whisper. He doesn't reply. Yugi turns in his seat he heard me.
"What is it Bakura?" he asks.
The little runt, did I hear his name called!
/Hush, he can get Honda/
I wouldn't tell my yami this, but I couldn't have agreed more. Sometimes he really buggs me…
"Tell Jounouchi to tell Kaiba or Miho to open the window." His big eyes go blank.
"Huh?" he questions and a little loudly at that.
The teacher suddenly stops calling out names.
"Is there a problem Mr. Motou?" his big eyes go wide. He really is so innocent...
And small…
I ignore my Yami.
"Oh no, Bakura just wanted Honda's attention."
'He's so stupid sometimes…'
Have fun at detention tonight hikari!
My yami started to cackle.
'Great! Thanks a lot Yugi a LOT!'
"Well I'll see you both at detention tonight!" the teacher snaps and turns back to the chalkboard.
I looked up and caught Miho's eye she looks sad, but I dismissed it as seeing as how anything happens to me and she gets upset. You would think we were together…
Oh well, but we're not.
Miho POV
Poor Ryou…
It's all Yugi's fault he had to say something! Ugh! Now I can't ask Ryou to go with me to the park he has detention. I don't want to go home after school! That's boring I need to relax, at the park on the swings.
With Ryou…
Oh well…who can replace him?
Nobody!
I quickly scan my eyes around all the boys in the room.
Kaiba, definately no...
Jounouchi…..nah..
Ryou..ARGH! stupid Yugi!
Yugi..not gonna happen…
Honda…oh please no…
Ryou…waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
'It's not fair!'
I go to lean on my arm, but my elbow slips on a piece of paper and I clunk my head on the desk.
Everyone turns around…Including Ryou…not my day!
I catch Honda's eye while bowing my head in shame. He's smiling at me…
….oh please no…
His grin never fades as he writes something on a piece of paper and starts to roll it up. Maybe if I turn the other way he'll just disappear or something.
It's worth a try, but it's obviously not gonna work!
For once in my life I want the teacher to look up.
Look at me! Help! SENSEI!
I see something white in the corner of my eye and duck. It goes right over my head and lands on Kaiba's desk.
Whew…
Or not?
The paper crinkles so he picked it up obviously. I can just feel his cold eyes staring into my back. Going right through to my soul, chilling it and leaving me frozen.
Stop looking at me!
Ugh look at Honda he threw it!
Then I hear his dry voice, "Nozaka tell your boyfriend to make sure his little love letters get to the right person. I don't wanna even know what goes on between you two."
Honda whips around so fast. I'm caught in the middle of a staring contest between two angry guys. And they're both looking at me! I didn't even say anything!
'I'm still ice over here!'
The teacher looks up again. She's glaring at me too.
"What's this Nozaka, passing love notes?"
'Oh my- ARGGH!'
'No! He shot it at me!'
I glance over at Ryou and sure enough he's looking at me too. His warm brown eyes thaw me out.
Aaahhhh…..Relief…
I smile, he's so…so….
So him…so Ryou..so perfect!
My angel…..
Save me…
Ryou POV
Look at her hikari…she can't even sit straight with you in the room
'Sadly I know'
/No, she's not that clumsy…/
People change for love you know
/You would change for love Bakura/
Did I say we change for love or people!
/You're a person…/
No! that's different, but I wouldn't consider myself the same as you and your love-sick classmates if I had to. We does not exist in my vocabulary while I am talking about them!
He is a spirit though..He's my spirit and my spirit of the sennen ring.
I like that.
It makes me feel special, like I have a secret that only I know. Only me and Bakura can share it…It's stuff like that, that make people bond.
If you don't count Marik that is…Yugi, we're just not going to mention.
My yami and his yami, with secrets, and special bonding don't match.
I look over to the teacher.
"Miho Nozaka, you have detention tonight you and your boyfriend!"
Somebody in the class snickers.
Honda turns around in his seat and faces Jounouchi.
"Hey, Jou!" he whispers.
Or at least, sadly attempts to.
When you have detention already, why even bother?
Bakura muttered something about me saying 'we', but I didn't quite catch it. I'm not going to ask though.
I turn to see why Jounouchi hasn't answered yet.
He's sleep.
I should have known.
There's a little drool on his chin. It's drying on his cheek. So it would have been no point in asking him to tell Kaiba. He was sleep anyways. So in other words, I have detention for no reason at all it wasn't worth it.
'Great, just great!'
The bell rings and he jumps up, stretching for a good minute. His tongue hangs out of his mouth, but only for a second. Kaiba didn't miss it either.
"Mutt, keep your tongue in your mouth you're not in the car yet."
"Shuddap moneybags!" he snaps.
Kaiba smirks, grabs his briefcase and his prized laptop and walks out. Sometimes I wonder if he really works on that thing or just uses it so he doesn't have to pay attention.
Oh well, it's not my business. I'm acting like Yugi.
Hikari! Let's go!
Bakura didn't have to say it twice, I didn't want to stay in here any longer than I had to.
I grabbed my stuff and left.
Miho POV
I sit staring out the window. I know the bell rang, but it nice to just sit here. The flowers outside the school are so pretty. They compliment the trees, they're opposites. Like Ryou's eyes and his hair. Like Kaiba and Jou. Like love…and hate.
'Does he hate me?'
'I wonder what kind they are?'
'I can't even think straight!'
About the flowers…I'm not going to ask though. It would make me seem weird. Bad enough people think that I'm with Honda. Please spare me the humiliation…
I get up slowly and grab my papers off my desk. I'm not alone I feel someone's eyes on me. I turn around. It's only Anzu. Thank goodness!
"Miho…" she says, "Are you alright?"
I smile…that's a true friend.
I wish I could sit with her and her friends at lunch. She sits with Ryou, but she also sits with Honda. I don't mind the others, just him. He creeps me out sometimes. He doesn't mean any harm, but still.
I look out the window and he's standing in the middle of the flowers. Ugh that freak!
When he sees me looking he waves and picks a couple of the flowers. I turn away, he has to disappear sometime. If not from my life, at least from my sight.
"I'll see you at lunch Anzu," I say then leave.
She just smiles. That can mean anything. I smile when I don't have anything to say.
Just like when I'm having an instant message with someone. If I don't care or I'm not listening all I have to do when the little thing flashes is say yeah or lol. They'll never know. I love technology advances. You do that on the phone and they know you don't care.
See I'm not rude. So technology favors us people that don't want to hurt others' feelings.
I turn the corner and go right. I have to pee! Before I reach the bathroom I see a shadow lurking on my shoulder. Oh come on! Who is that!
'I'm ignoring you!'
'Go away!'
I think they left…good.
When I reach the door my hand goes out to push it open, but another hand gets there first.
"AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
Ryou POV
We were sitting at the lunch table and Honda comes walking up. There's this huge mark red mark on his left cheek. Looks like a hand.
Look at this idiot! Probably hitting on some girl!
/I doubt it…/
Bet you your lunch that it was exactly that!
I'm feeling a little daring.
/Your on/
I smile at Honda sweetly and pat the seat next to me. Before he can move, Pegasus, the administrator walks by. I honestly cannot understand why he works here. The man does nothing.
"Oh do tell where you go that horrible mark from on your cheek!" he exclaims.
'Ugh…'
Bakura just cackles.
"My one true love hit me."
No need for an explanation…I lost.
Mwahahahhhaaa pay up Hikari, go throw it out!
I sigh before moving. Jou's eyes grow big when he sees what I've just done.
"Are you crazy!" he screeches, "Dat was lunch!"
No need for an explanation, "I'm suddenly not hungry." I reply
"Well next time you give dat to me ok, Ryou buddy?" I just nod.
"I'll be sure to do that."
He turns to Honda.
"So, why'd she hit you?" he asks
"I don't understand!" he cried. Poor guy. Poor hopeless guy.
If he gets with her then she'll be off your back
/You don't say…/
I was more interested in what happened so I tuned my yami out, I had to know so I could fix it and get them together. So we could get them together.
Yugi's big eyes looked sad, "Where did you give them to her at? I didn't see her arrive?"
"Oh she was outside the bathroom."
Anzu's face turned red and she jumped up, "That's why you got smacked! You stalker! Poor Miho!" she turned and ran off to find said poor girl.
Honda was so confused, "Huh!"
That can't be any worse than her and you hikari…
/I know…but they are girls…/
I looked up and saw Kaiba walking over to our table, he was probably just passing, but I noticed that he always went out of his way to say something to get Jounouchi riled up.
Jounouchi decided to speak now, "Dat's funny when a girls obsessed wit a guy its just admirin' and infatuation, but when a guys obsessed wit a girl its stalkin'."
The look on Kaiba's face was pure shock. Well pure pretend shock.
"That's the smartest thing I've ever heard you say mutt…."
"Well get used to it moneybags, I'm not as stupid as ya think!"
Kaiba just smirked and walked away. Obviously he got what he wanted.
Yugi looked surprised too, "Wow Jou where'd you get that?" he asked.
"Oh off some movie!"
"Cool!" the smaller boy chirped.
And once again I heard Bakura mutter something about 'we'.
End of Chapter 1
Hey tell me what you think what you like and how I can improve this fic ok :)
>>what jounouchi said, a classmate said that one time lol
>>Preview for next chapter:
-Rival: n. one who strives to compete with another; one who equals or almost equals another (rivalry adj.)
-Game: n. a contest governed by specific rules; a way of entertaining one self; amusement; animals or birds hunted for sport or food
-Winning: adj. defeating others (captivating adj. victory n.)
>>wonder who that's about….that could be a whole bunch of different pairs…hmm…the whole show is about competition. HAHAHAHAHA! SUSPENCE! Hehehe…
4:14 am good night my bed's awaiting!
TAII