before i start i wont to say the comp. i'm on at the moment dosen't fav. microsoft word so i fav. to use WordPad which i'm not used to and no spellcheck...so yeah...here we go! oh and there will be a sex secene in this chapter if my comp dosen't mess up! well enjoy!

"wait!" he yelled.

"huh?" she turned around and walked back over to ryan.

"i wont do it for nothing..."he said pinning her up to the wall she was standing next to.

"oh realy..."she said messing with the buttons on his white work shirt.

"yeah..."he moved his hand to the button on her pants.

"not now..."she stoped his hand.

"why not?" he asked pressing his body against the shorter women.

"because i have to go and find the rest of the people."she looked up at him and into his eyes.

"so...it can wait..."he leand in to kiss her.

"no...it can't the session is in an hour...later...i promise..."she pulled back.

"fine." he pulled away from her in a huff.

"ryan...doon't be mad...please..."she looked at the man she had tried so hard not to fall for...but she did.

"i'm not..."he rubed her cheeck and kissed her on the forehead. 'what the hell did i do that for?' he asked himself, he had been confused about things lately.

"ok...i'll see you on the stage at 6:00 right? " she asked then walked away after seeing him nod in response... "you and cyril?" she turned back around.

"yes.." he waved for her to leave.

"ok..." she walked off.

6:46

(mukada's group session)

'damnit ryan!' she kicked herself for beliving him. almost everyone was there, even the aryans were there.

"shit sorry!" ryan said walking up on to the stage with his brother walking behind him.

"damn what took you so long?" she asked when he sat doen in the metal foled p chair next to her and his brother next to him.

"sorry..."he looked over at brooke and gave a smile.

"whatever..."she looked back over at fatyher mukada

"well we can began now..."he said sitting down.

"why are we here?" one of the people sitting in the circule asked.

"well i had asked sister pete who she thought didn't get along in the drug councling."he looked around to see the reactions...a few laughs...a few glares...and even a few that really didn't care.

7:30

"will i beseing you all this time next week?" father mukada asked dismising the inmates. he got a manly grunts for answers. he watched everyone leave except for brooke. she started to get up to leave but he stoppped her "Brooke..."

"what?" she asked walking over to him.

"i just wanted to say thank you for helping."he placed his hand on her shoulder.

"no problem..."she looked at thim nervously...this didn't seem like a simple friendly action.

"no realy...it means alot that you would just help me out no questions asked." he startedto run his hand up and down her arm, rom shoulder to elbow.

"it's no big deal..."her voice was a little shaky. 'what the hell is he doing?' she thuoght to herself.

"well your a good person then."he leand in and was a bout an inch from her face when ryan walked back in and upon the stage.

"brook?" he looked at her confused...he could tell she was scared and shacking.

"huh?"she quickly turned her face to look at him. her eyes were wide in shock.

"well thanks again..." father mukada said nervously and walked out of the area quickly.

"what the hell was that?" ryqan walked up to the shakin girl.

"i have no idea..." she shook her head and returned to her normal state. "he was saying thanks then...i don't know..."

"ok..." he looked at her.

"did you wont somethin'?" she asked.

"yeah..."he steped closer to her and grabed her hips and pulled her to him.

"and what might that be?" she joked pressing her body to his.

"i think you know..."he leaned in and brushed hi lips against hers softly...gently...lovingly.

"i don't belive i do..."she was half surprised by how weet and gentle he was being. normaly he'd just pinn her to the wall fuck her and go...but not this time he's actually making her swoon.

"oh really?" he started to move to the floor bringing her with him. "now do you know?" he asked his voice was a little shacky...like if he just ran around the cafiteria. he placced a knee one either side of her legs and balanced himself on his elbows looking down into brookes face.

"mabey a little..." she lifted up enough to kiss the man she had fallin in love with...she had tried so hard not to but she did...no matter what she told herself...she loved him. he deepend the kiss and layed her head back down with his hand behind her head. he started to move his free hand up and down her side under her shirt touching her soft skin...

"damn your soft!" he said looking down at her.

"umm...thanks?"she laughed. 'dork' she thought to herself then moved her hands up under his tanktop, she slipped it up over his head. she started to trace the outline of his abs with the tip of her fingure. "i love your body..."

"yeah?" he started to kiss her neck then run both hands under her shirt and up her stomach pulling of her shirt. he looked down at her. "god your gorguess" he let the words slipp out of his mouth. they were supposed to stay in his head.

"that's a first..."she said looking at ryan.

"i know..."he looked ashamed.

"what's wrong?"she reached up and cupped his face w/ her hands.

"nothing..."he leaned back down and kissed her deeply and passionetly.

"no what's wrong..."she pulled his face back up to look him in the eyes.

"i..."he stopped himself and looked away.

"what? please just tell me what's wrong..."she pleaded.

"i" he took a deep breath. "i don't know why this is so hard to say...i've said it a million times...but i think i love you..."he looked back down at her. 'yes i do...it's hard for me to say because i mean it.'

"ryan..."she looked at him for a momet then pulled him in for a deep passionet kiss. they ripped through the remaning cloths. "wait..."she pulled back.

"what?" he asked looking at her confused.

"condom?"she looked back up at him she could see the mixed emotions in his face...mainly lust.

"of corse..."he reached for his pants and pulled the package out, opend it and put it on. he smiled down at her. she pulled him into a kiss he possitioned himself over her and thrust deep into her.

"ryan!" she moaned. he thrust in and out...faster and faster. he let out a load moan when they both climaxed. he pulled out of her and collapsed beside her.

"it's almost lights out."he said reaching for thier clothes.

"yeah..."she sounded disapointed.

"what?" he stood up and pulled on his clothes.

"nothing..."she did the same.

"no what?" he pulled her close to him.

"well...i miss being able to just...i don't know..."she rested her head on his shoulder.

"i don't exactly like the fuck and run thing but it's what we have...but we can't do much else..."he hugged her.

"i know..."she hugged him back.

"come on..."he wraped his arm around her waist as they walked back to the pods.

okthat's all for now!again thanks for reviewing it helps so much!