I went to school today, with the stupid thing I had to write to Mr. Dodd. My mom said I had to write one or I would be grounded for two week, so I decided to do it, it was better then being stuck in the house with her all that time! When I gave it to him I wanted to tell him how I didn't mean it and he brought the whole thing on himself. But I didn't, and Miss. Robertson seemed pleased I'd actually done as I was told, seen as she wasn't on my back all day like usual, she left me alone.
Dave was here when I got back from school, stoned. He wanted a 'little word with me,' but I told him to wait until he wasn't high if he wanted to yell at me for something. It didn't work out too well, but I can't say I care. Mom didn't say anything for once, which surprised me, I think she is over the whole chair stunt. I hope she is anyway, as I haven't got the money to pay her back with.
I went out for a bit to get away from Dave, but there was nothing to do. No one was out, and Dave ended up stopping over in the end. I got in just before mom left, she decided to go out for a drink, so Dave thought he would stop over. Great. He is still downstairs watching some stupid movie on the TV, and he is still stoned. When I was downstairs he went to the bathroom twice to fix again. He normally doesn't have so much, especially not here, or at least I didn't think he did. He's probably owes someone money and is nervous, or he's involved in something. He is always stoned when something is going on that he can't handle.
Big tough guy, my ass. He can't even handle his problems without using drugs, that's how weak he is, like my mom with her cigs. They are both pathetic really, depending on something so bad, I'd never depend on anything the way those two do, its sickening to see them. Wasting their money to get a little more, I wouldn't dare. It disgusts me how low they go, and they clearly aren't bothered. They don't have any pride, which is what I can't stand about either of them.
Yes I know I'm ranting but today has been crap, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Jack.
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