Wednesday 21 July.

God am I tired! I went to school this morning straight from Jimmy's. I didn't want to go back home first, seen as the place has become the twighlight zone over the past few days. Anyway, it was sports day, and I ran in the 100 m sprint, the 200 m, 500 m and the 1500 m over the course of the day. I won the first three, but came third in the 1500, I was knackered by then though, as it was the last run. That's what I was telling Rob anyway, seen as he was gloating 'cos he won it. It seems he forgot that I won him in three out of the four!

I also went in for Greg in the shot put throw, but Stacey the stupid idiot dropped her shot put on my shoulder, so it was throbbing the rest of the day, and I have a nice blue bruise their now! I have to admit she did feel very guilty afterwards, and we took the piss out of her all day, so I think I'll not mention it again or she'll get upset or something, you know how they are. Overall the yellow team came second, the blue's won us by three points!! But I don't mind too much as Rob and Jimmy are in green and they came last, so at least we beat them!

When I got home I went straight upstairs to avoid my mom, I still can't believe what her and Dave were up to yesterday. After about an hour upstairs with Carol she came up to check on her and give her a bottle. As she did so she apologised, and said it probably wasn't the right thing to ask, its just that it would help a lot. I told her that if she needed some money that badly I'd get a job, but I was doing nothing like that with Dave.

She said that the only reason they even suggested it was because I'd make a lot more money doing that than working hard in a real job, seen as I'm 15 they will pay me rubbish. I told her I wasn't bothered, that's no reason to get involved in any of that.

Theirs no way I'd go near the stuff, just look at Nick. I can remember when he was bragging to us lot that he could get his hands on it, and we told him he was stupid he was but he wouldn't listen. He was going on about how he was only selling it he wasn't doing anything else, but the police didn't care about that when they locked him up two years ago. Theirs no way I'd make the same mistake he did.

Anyway, me and mom are okay now and she promised she'd not even bring it up again, and she'd tell Dave (who apparently is really mad I'm not doing it) not to mention it again either. But she didn't say she'd stop him from coming round stoned though, and its pretty much the same thing if you ask me.

After our little heart to heart she decided to go out so I said I'd look after our Cazzy, and she still hasn't spoken, I'm beginning to think that maybe she is to young to talk after all. I've spent about a week trying to get her to talk and its just not happening, so I might just leave it. At least she laughs and pulls faces, its better than nothing!

Jack.

Please review and let me know if you think its getting a bit repetitive, but bear in mind I was hungover when I wrote the latest, so I can always change it later!! Cheers!