Obsession part 2 – 'K.P'
Note Songs, sung and written by Avril herself, "Slipped Away" and "Take me away".
Note Hey guys, its me!!! Oh my god! I had to re-write this chapter! I am so happy its finished now and is up for you guys to read! Ok, the first time I typed it, I didn't add as much detail and suspense, so it got deleted from my computer with out me saving it the first time! It was horrible! But now I have re wrote everything and its 10 full pages! Whew! Read and Review!! By the way, 'Year 1904' should be updated soon!!!
"Hey," Drakken then said walking into his bedroom and saw Shego on top of her bed wrapped up into a ball as clear crystal tears ran down her face. Her hair was all messed up at the top and her face looked much paler. Shego had her chin resting on her knee caps and rubbed her nose every now and then.
"Honey are you alright?" Drakken asked seeing she was crying, "What's the matter?" He asked as her eyes became little slits and looked at him.
"Why haven't I seen anything in the mail lately?" Shego sniffed sitting up straight and acting like a real woman.
"Because there really isn't anything to show," Drakken said feeling like something should have. Shego then shot him another nasty look and leaned over to his side of the bed. She pulled the bottom comforter up on his side and reached her long pale slender arm underneath it. Drakken bit his lower lip nervously as she pulled out 5 white envelopes and flicked them towards the bottom of the bed. "Want to explain to me what they are?" Shego said trying to hold back her tears because she had a good feeling he was going to say what she didn't want to hear.
Drakken let out a major deep sigh and slowly walked over and picked them up and opened them, "Shit." He muttered quietly under his breath and Shego's eyes glared at him when she heard him say that.
"Were going poor aren't we?" She sniffed whipping away a new tear as Drakken sighed sadly and sat down on the bed. Rubbing his forehead he felt terrible. He was a man, he was a father of two children, it was his job that he and his wife would feed their hungry mouths and it was his job to keep his wife safe and happy. How could he forget about the OVER-DUE bills that he was suppose to pay!
"I'm sorry Shego, I have just been so terribly stressed lately, I mean with Marissa this unknown girl coming into our home, and our children's problems," "Did it just occur to you Drakken that every body's families have problems!?" Shego snapped, and then Drakken felt as if they were back in crime again, fighting with each other and getting no where.
"God no Shego! You think I'm clueless!?" He said now on his feet looking at her and she put her hands on her hips and gave him a disapproving smile and looked at him from head to toe.
"You might not like my answer." She said cocking her head to the side.
"God Shego!" Drakken said lightly throwing his hands up and turning around,
"Listen, I am sorry I know they should have been paid sooner,"
"And that's why there was that add on the computer wasn't there?!" Shego gasped now realizing the truth. Drakken then looked down and away and started to breath heavily. "You lied to me Drakken... you lied to me damit!" Shego screamed as she lifted her hand and it became a large flame and he looked at her and didn't even care.
"Why did you lie!? You said you didn't know what or how that add got on the computer! So, you didn't pay the bills and they have our home up for sale! Are you nuts?!" Shego cried and her body quivered. "Why didn't you just tell me about the bills when you got them? I would have talked to you, and we would have figured this out, everything would have been fine Drakken." Shego said tilting her head and seeing Drakken was trying to be strong, as she lowered her hand and her flames disappeared.
"I think I should go out for a while," Drakken thought as he quickly grabbed his coat from the chair in front of chair next to the bed and walked out the bedroom door.
"GOOD! GO; GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOUSE YOU SCUM BAG! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GONE OUT TO FIND YOU THAT NIGHT DEMENTOR KIDNAPED YOU! THE NIGHT WE FELL IN LOVE! NO ONE WANTS YOU WHEN YOU'RE A JERK AND YOU LIE TO YOUR FAMILY!" Shego screamed as she flew out after him and leaned over the banister and saw him angrily grabbed his car keys and slam the door shut.
Abby's eyes opened slowly and heard what Shego had said. She slowly got out of bed and walked down the hall seeing Shego crying. Abby came out of the darkness with a sad look upon her face and trying to comfort Shego as she gently pushed the poor old woman away and ran back into her room in tears. Ryan and Alison were in a deep sleep so they didn't hear anything which was good. Marissa was lying on her bed looking up at the ceiling and day dreaming, until she heard the screams and Drakken run out of the house and go into his car. Getting off the bed as fast as her skinny legs could possibly take her; she opened the window and looked out. Drakken had his head down and was fumbling with the silver keys and then turned them quickly and sped off out of the driveway and down the road.
'Poor Shego,' Marissa though, as she then wanted to smack herself, "POOR SHEGO!?" she said out loud and then slugged down on her bed and couldn't believe what she just thought to herself. Taking a very deep breath, she lay back down on her bed and crawled over and grabbed her journal. Flipping to a new fresh clean page she took a deep breath and knew it was time to express her feelings, everything she had been building up she knew she had to let them out.
Shego cried her eyes out. She didn't intend for that to happen or say that to Drakken. His heart was probably broken right now, and he was on the road probably driving like a mad man. Shego was just so frustrated, she didn't intend to take all that evil anger out on him, and even though she would every day when they were still partners in crime.
Dear Journal,
Its me, you know who. I wish I could say my real name, my birth name, the name father gave me when I first opened my eyes in my mommies arms and saw him. Well anyway, yes its me and Journal we really have to talk. I have been very depressed lately, especially after this morning. Ma told me to go into Alison, oh sweet little Alison's room last night and tell her how to use her powers for the first time. I felt this evil come over me, the kind Mom said Dad use to get when he was gaining power in hell. He is coming back soon, and Kylie P is getting in my way! I have to stop her and not let Shego find out my real identity plus... I feel like another part of my heart wants to become good. I feel so bad for Alison, I love those kids. Really I do! I mean, ok their dad, and was involved with killing my father! But, I have seen the way he has turned out; I mean I did get here from the past, aduh! But these children are nothing like I thought they would be. Alison is gentle and kind and takes the looks from her mother but traits from her father, lol. Ryan, looks like his father and takes the traits of his mom... and Drakkens dad. Yes I never met the man, but I saw him, mom showed him to me. That's how she showed me what I am supposed to do to this family! Ruin it! Oh journal I really do think I am going soft! I don't feel like the old Marissa (aka you know who) anymore! I miss writing my OLD name on things, I miss going to school, and as odd as this sounds, I MISS MY GRANDMA!!! I miss when she would cut me up with the friggen butcher knife, and I would run off to momma and she would remind me that I am immortal. Oh life if sweet on one end and harsh on the other. I really think Shego is suspecting something, I just know it. After today, I don't think she will trust me anymore... now I have to chose Journal, to stay evil and rule the world when my father returns or turn good and saves the lives of innocent people... I have to choose... and soon.
Marissa finished her journal entry for that evening and whipped the tear that she hadn't even notice form on her face, away. Smiling to herself badly, she looked at her hands. Hands of murder, her fathers hands, a murder, her mothers hands, a witch, bring them together they created the daughter of the spawns. Marissa let out a super deep breath and rested her head on the white pillow and gazed out her window into the night. Closing her heavy eyes a bit she looked past the trees and at the enormous white moon. A fading slowly gray and black cloud nearly covered the moon, and she swore she heard in a distance a wolf howl. She liked wolves and other dogs.
Drakken on the other hand was driving down the long black paved road away from his lair as fast as possible. He felt as if he wanted to cry and then he felt like he wanted to fly off the road. Shego's words to him as he left the house still rang in his head. 'Maybe she shouldn't have saved me, and let me die under his power,' Drakken thought feeling terrible and avoiding a large bus as it quickly zoomed by him. 'Maybe if she did never come for me, none of this would have happened, and my wife wouldn't be nuts. Its because of me I know she is wacky.' Drakken thought, and then had to stop the cry; he was going to explode if he didn't. Making a very sharp turn off the black wicked looking road, he slammed on the breaks on a sandy area and closed his eyes. His lips were tight and his hands gripped around the steering wheel as he threw his head back onto the head seat angrily.
"Damn you Drew, damn you." He muttered to himself releasing his fingers from the wheel and relaxed them because they hurt from the pressure he put on them. If he paid those stupid bills, their home wouldn't be up for sale, even though Drakken was going to the authorities the next day, today actually but with the whole Alison problem there was no time. He felt like a fool, a complete let down to his family, and Shego was right; he was becoming a scum bag.
Drakken sat in his car for nearly a half an hour, just thinking and not moving a muscle. Looking out beyond the car, was the sea, the dark beautiful sea with the shimmering moon over towering and floating its reflection on the water, that slowly ran up and down the banks of the shore. 'I'm going to take Ryan and Alison to the beach this weekend, for sure.' He thought to himself trying to forget about the upset and focus on more happy things. His beady black eyes then slowly darted over to the clock which was implanted in his car and it read 11:30 p.m. Drakken then let out a deep sigh, knowing that Shego was either twice as angry that he still wasn't home or that she was asleep.
Music. That was the only word that then rang inside his head. When ever Drakken was stressed out and needed some time believe it or not, he listened to some music and released his stress (( well, actually that's what I do! )). Turing on the radio he found nothing but boring midnight time talk shows about politics that were aired earlier in the day, and he then looked in the back of the car and stopped. Staring at the seat he felt weak in the knee's remembering the time Shego was drunk and so was he, but he only had one can of beer, but she threw him in the back, locked the doors and sexually made out to him. Shego treated him so well, blessing him with two beautiful children, a loving caring family and much more.
"I love you Shego." Drakken said to himself as he grabbed his long black cd case and realized Alison had left hers there. He then remember one day, she said he could borrow any of her cd's any time he wanted to and he didn't have to ask, and that made Drakken proud to know she trusted him. Seeing what she had, since his was very loud music and half was Shego's which was rock bands, like her son, Drakken popped in Avril Lavinge new Cd, and played 'Slipped Away'. This song was made for Drakken and Kylie, especially when he missed her. Resting his head on the head seat, he looked out at the large moon as the song started to play, he saw Kylies beautiful face towering over him and all the best memories he had with that girl...
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Na na la la la na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same no0o..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...
Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you
By the time the song was over Drakken had tears in his eyes. That song fit their personalities so very much. He enjoyed Avril's music; she fit his personality as well. Playing some other songs, he came upon the first one and noticed that this song was how Shego was feeling right this very second...
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
Chorus:
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
Chorus
I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)
Chorus
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
That song was also by Avril. Missing Kylie so much, he felt nuts. "I have to stop living in the past," He growled to himself as he started the car again and knew it was time to go home. Drakken knew deep down In his heart that Shego didn't mean those nasty words that hit him like bullets from a gun. "I forgive you," He said as he then smiled and drove faster because he wanted to be with his wife again.
Marissa sat on her bed, wanting this damn night to be over. Staring back out the window, she then felt something slowly rumble beneath her feet and noticed the bed was slightly shaking. Actually for once in her life, getting scared, she let out a little squeal and then saw that her brown raddy book bag which held all of her junk, was brightly glowing and she rushed to it.
"Mother?" She cried in belief and confusion as she pulled out her hand held mirror and looked deep into the shimmering silver glass. "Darling!" Her mother said as her face came back upon the mirror. The same woman with long blonde hair and the same evil eyes appeared in the mirror as last time.
"How have you been?!" Marissa said trying to contain her enthusiasm.
"Fine, Grandma is being a real loon lately, still thinks your grandfather is going to come back, but don't worry, he shall he with his son, your father of course." "Yessss." Marissa hissed and shivered with excitement.
"Have you gotten rid of the blonde bitch yet?" Her mother said giving her a look,
"Er... not yet mother, I mean, we only just talked last night!" Marissa sputtered.
"Time is running out! I have found a way that will start to shatter the connection between Kylie and Shego." The blonde hissed as Marissa's eyes got wide and a small evil smile crept upon her face.
"Her body, of bones and her soul is buried in the woods straight ahead of you." The mother said as Marissa looked out the window and at the rustling tree's and in a distance heard her name be called "Marissssssssssssssssssaaaaa"
"Break off a piece of her skull, the night you came into the future, where you are now, I am still in the past, I showed you where the little boy, Ryan was going into the woods and found that Skull. I also told you not to let it happen, so you must go into the woods, and break off a piece of her skull. Bring it back to me, and burry the rest... I shall see you back in the past my dear..." Her mother said as her voice faded away and a bit of smoke filled the room as Marissa dug the mirror back into the book bag and stood up.
"I guess being evil runs in the family," Marissa said laughing to herself as she through on a large pair of black boots and dressed all in black. She zipped up her hoodie and got a large metal flash light. 'I hope I find her.' She thought to herself as she then slightly opened her bedroom door and checked if the coast was clear. Taking a very deep breath, she with out a sound crept out to the backdoor and saw Shego's bedroom light on upstairs and felt bad. Shaking the thought out of her head she opened the back door and stepped out side. A large rush of cool air swept across her body and she shivered and rubbed her arms and legs inside her cloths. Looking out into the woods where her mother said Kylie's body was, her skull and bones, she quickly hurried off into the night.
Shego on the other hand, whipped the tears away from her eyes and went into the bathroom. She felt horrible about saying what she said to Drakken and brushed her hair a bit. Walking back into bed she turned off the lights and crawled under the covers.
'He has been so depressed lately.' Shego thought sadly turning to her side and started to drift off to sleep.
Marissa was scared as hell, because she didn't like being in the woods at night alone, but she had to do her job. Trying to keep her flash light as steady as possible, she kept her wondering eyes peeled for the initials that were engraved into a tree where her body laid, which said 'K.P'. Kylie Paris. Hearing the crunches beneath her of the leaves, she remembered when she was a baby with her dad and they would go for long walks in the park near her home...
A little girl, with long brown hair, which was rather wavy and pulled back into two braids hung behind her shoulders as she held onto her dad's hand happily. She wore a pair of overalls and had a white short sleeved t-shirt on underneath. Everything was so peaceful; she wished she never left this park of the park. Her father was a little taller then she was, and had a pair of jeans on and a dark sweater. "Daddy?" She asked looked up at the man, who smiled down to her, but squinted her eyes because of the strong sun,
"Yes sweetheart?" He asked.
"Where do birds go in the winter when it gets cold?" She asked curiously.
"They go to the south, and migrate,"
"But why don't humans do that as well?" Marissa asked as her father laughed and rubbed her little hand as they continued to walk, "Because honey, people have homes and work, and heat in our homes which we provide to keep us warm." He explained, "Oh." She said getting the point but still a little confused and then decided not to worry about it.
"Where do you want to go today Merry?" Her father asked kindly,
"Let's keep walking, I want to go play in the woods, will you come with me?" She asked tugging on his arm.
"Of course I will." He said as she let go of his hand and started to run towards the woods. Her father stood there watching her, and walked after her in a minute or two. He turned around and looked out at the beautiful water that gently crashed against the heavy rocks which lay on the beaches before him.
"C'mon dad!" Marissa then called to him waving her hands and he smiled and walked over to her. Picking her up in the air she giggled as he spun her around and held her close. "I love you so much." He said and kissed her head as if it was the last time she would ever be able to be with her father, "I love you to daddy, now c'mon, let's go chase butterflies!" She said trying to escape his grasp but he then kneeled down and held her hands.
"Honey..." He dad started, "I might not be able to see you for a while," He said sadly.
"What?!" Marissa said in shock even though she was very young and didn't understand.
"Someday, when you are old enough to understand, I will tell you everything. I promise!" He said and Marissa saw in her daddy's eyes, something she never saw before. It was fear, but strength at the same time.
"Where are you going?"
"I have to get something back that was taken from you grandfather when I young, don't worry, when everything and everyone is put in their place, I shall come back for you and your mother, who loves you very much, and you will be a princess!" He said as she gasped and a wide smile spread across her face, "A real princess?" She whispered in shock.
"Yes," Her father said picking her back up and kissing her as she giggled and then ran into the pretty meadow and he ran after her, laughing...
A tear had formed in the corner in Marissa's eyes, because just seeing her dad be happy in her mind made her smile with tears because he loved her and she loved him so much. "I am now half way to becoming an adult and I'm still not a princess!" Marissa growled getting her foot stuck in a bunch of vines as she stumbled onto the hard cold and leaf filled ground and cursed under her breath. Getting up and brushing her self off, she fixed her hair and then evilly looked for the carving in the tree. After a couple more moments of looking she gasped and saw ahead of her, engraved in a large oak tree, 'K.P' "There you are." She whispered as she ran over and took a breath looking down she nearly fainted. Half dug into the dark disturbed soil was a skull. Kneeling down, Marissa for once in her little life, felt so terribly sad because she had never seen a real skull and knew it was a child's. Kylie was Alison's age when she died, and haunting Shego, she still is. Trying to shake the sadness out of her, she knew she couldn't, even trying real hard. Picking up the skull gently, she felt something evil come into her and she screamed as she then bashed the skull fiercely against the tree where her initials were encarved into it. "You murder!" She roared and then dropped the skull in fear and slowly stumbled back. For she had felt like the murder, seeing their was a large piece of her skull missing, and it was in her hands. Breathing heavily, she dug a large hole and dropped the deformed skull of bone back into it, buried it up and ran back to the lair. Taking a deep breath, she finished what she had to do, and coming out of the woods she nearly wet her pants seeing Drakken was home. He drove up the drive way and got out of the car and walked up to the house. "My god." Marissa whispered in fear, feeling her heart pound heavily in her chest as she wanted to pass out.
Drakken took off his jacket sadly and kept his head high and took of his shoes and left them at the door. He walked quietly up to their bedroom and poked his head in and saw Shego was sleeping. Letting out a silent sigh, he quietly walked in and stood by the window. Seeing the glistening water out before him, he looked at the moon. Tonight, it was big, pearly and egg white. "Drew?" He then heard Shego groan as she slowly turned around in the bed and saw him standing by the window.
"I'm so sorry." She said reaching out her hands to him like a baby.
"I'm sorry too; I should have never lied to you." Drakken said walking over to the bed and crawling on it and then crawling on top of Shego, just like the night he did was he got her pregnant with his two beautiful children. "I love you so much." She said seeing his handsome face in the moonlight. "I love you to." He said back as she smiled and he leaned his head down and kissed her passionately. "Let's not fight anymore Drewbie." She said and he smiled and agreed, as he laid down next to her and kissed her as she kissed him back...Marissa, after almost 20 minutes finally got her courage back up and crept back into the dark house and hurried to her room and shut the door...
The next morning, Shego fluttered her eyes and looked around. "Drakken?" She whispered turning over and seeing no one was there. The sun was slowly flooding the room and the heat to go along with it. Shego smiled and closed her eyes, and stretched in her warm bed. Kicking the white covers off of her body, she got up and wrapped a robe around her body so she wasn't bare from head to toe. Blinking her eyes, she glanced at the clock and her eyes shot fully open. Running to the door, Drakken stood infront of it, and she screamed with surprise.
"What are you doing?" She asked laughing a bit as she stumbled back and he walked in.
"I was opening the door when you opened it for me," He chuckled and brought in a tray with hot fresh food.
"What's this?" she asked confused,
"Breakfast, for you! Now eat up, you had a tiring day yesterday... we all did." Drakken said sitting on the bed next to her as she smiled and kissed him and started to fill her face with eggs and bacon.
"No one ever makes me breakfast, well they never use to." She said winking at Drakken who blushed and smiled.
"Where are Alison and Ry?" She gulped,
"They got on their bus, don't worry everything and everyone is alright. Alison acted today as if nothing had ever happened and Ryan, well.. he,"
"What about him?" Shego said starting to chew slower and got worried.
"He got up on the table this morning and started to play rock music. I swear our son didn't come from us, I think he was switched at birth with a rock star's kid." Drakken laughed and Shego did as well.
"Mom is downstairs; reading her morning paper, still hasn't told me where she is taking me today." Drakken said curiously trying to think, but he gave up.
"It's a surprise isn't it?" Shego asked finishing her eggs and attacking the biscuit.
"That's what she said, but when dose my mom take me to places that I don't already know about these days?" Drakken chuckled as he stood up.
"Where you going?"
"I am going to check on our new puppies!"
"Oh wait for me!" Shego said happily flying after him as they quietly walked down the hall and slowly cracked open the door. Puddles was licking his new children's faces and Oreo was walking around. A couple of the puppies were still lying down with their eyes closed and when Puddles saw Drakken he squealed. Flying into his daddies arms he licked his face and then sniffed the food on Shego's.
"Oh," Shego laughed, "Good morning to you to Puddles." She laughed as they then left he door half way open and Shego walked downstairs and got a bowel full of dog food and fresh water and ran back up and gave it to their dogs.
"Morning dear." Abby said smiling happy with her warm friendly smile as Shego came back down and sat in the chair next to her.
"Hello Abby."
"Everything, err, ok last night?" She asked looking up at her son who seemed nervous.
"Everything turned out just fine." Shego said winking at him as Drakken got weak in the knees. Even though he was in love with Shego, deep down when she would get all romantic with him and seductive, he got nervous and weak in the knees as if it was his first time being touched by a girl before.
After Drakken having his coffee and reading the paper, Drakken and Abby decided to get ready to go on their little journey.
"Will you just please tell me where we are going mother!?" Drakken complained as she put his coat on him, like he was 5 again.
"No, now get in the car, I'm driving." Abby said gently pushing her son out the door before he could even kiss his lovely wife goodbye.
"Have fun you two, Ill be back later, probably by the time you get home." Shego said leaning on the side of the door sipping her coffee.
"Where are you going?" Drakken asked walking down the brick paved stairs to his car.
"Shopping, and going to see my brothers."
"Why, you just saw them yesterday?" Drakken asked as she looked around suspiciously and hurried after him.
"Do you remember a long while back when you had that formula which could change you into a child?" Shego whispered and Drakken nodded, "Well, also do you remember that day when you had to go into one of our walls in your office and came back out with that scroll? The one that i left a while back when my brother died?" She said and Drakken nodded again. "That's why I am going. I think its time that I find out what that scroll says, and maybe we could turn it into a museum or something?" Shego lied, knowing it had something to do with the history of the house.
"Good luck dear, Ill see you later!" Drakken said kissing her goodbye again as he hurried off to the car and Abby drove off. Shego watched until they were totally gone, and decided she would walk around the house to see if everything was ok.
Walking next to the woods she gazed in and smiled as she sipped more of her coffee and enjoyed the moment of peace and harmony. Trying and hopefully wanting to see if their were any deer... something else caught her eye that made a cold shiver run down her back. Gulping hard she kneeled down and slightly touched, the large footprint that was fresh in the lose soil which lead into the woods. The footprint looked familiar and noticed it was from a large boot! Shego never wore boots, Alison and Ryan didn't. 'Maybe it was Drakken?' She thought still a little uneasy following the path, seeing that it started from the porch and deep into the woods. Taking a deep breath, she would ask him when he came back. Starting to turn around, she heard heavily breathing behind her as she turned around a hand struck her shoulder and she dropped her coffee in fear on the grass...