I got up for the second time this morning, and it was almost afternoon. I went downstairs and mom asked where I had got to last night, so I told her. She didn't seem too interested, she was probably just checking I didn't get myself into trouble.
I got dressed and walked to Barnes place again, for another stupid session. When I went in he started asking me what had happened to my face, so I told him I got jumped. He seemed a little shocked, the wuss, I bet he's never been in a fight his entire life! He asked me what I did about it and I told him I did nothing, and he said that was good. Then I told him what I am planning on doing, and he didn't seem as pleased.
I wish I'd never told him that I'm gonna kill every one of them, as it set him off with loads of questions about violence. What does it achieve? Do two wrongs make a right? Blah blah blah. I told him that violence is the only way to get the message across, and more importantly, prove a point. Its probably the only real way to do anything right I guess.
After I told him that he started asking why I think that, I told him I just did, its just the way things work. Then he started asking me all questions, like if my mom or dad think that way. I had to laugh at that seen as I knew what he was thinking. Was I one of those little kids who get beat up by their parents. Not a chance! My mom wouldn't know how to swing a punch, and if she tried, she'd end up on the floor out cold! After I told him that he got the message, and said he'd see me next Monday. He really is weird, why would he think that about my mom, do I look like a wimp!?
When I got home I stayed in, watched some cartoons with Cazzy, which had her giggling all night. Zack didn't come round tonight, its about time he spent some time at his own place away from here, he's clinging to my mom like a leech!
I put Caz to bed quite late, and when I got back downstairs afterwards, I saw mom letting Jimmy in. I didn't really know what was going on, but he seemed pretty scared and upset. He just said that his dad had flipped so he wanted to know if he could stop here the night. My mom was all, 'course you can darling,' as nice as pie with him. We went upstairs and watched some T.V. He didn't tell me what had gone off and I didn't ask. I'm just beginning to wonder if he someone Barns thought I might be.
Jack.