I got up this morning and Jimmy was already up and ready to leave. He said he was going to go home and wouldn't be coming out later today. I didn't say anything. We went downstairs and he said thanks to my mom and left. I got Cazzy up and sorted her out before I went out.
I walked round the streets but didn't see anyone, until I saw Craig coming out of one of the shops. I know I was going to wait a while but I couldn't, it was the only real chance to get him, seen as he never goes out on his own. I was still debating whether to bother or not, but before I knew what I was doing I was beating the shit out of him. I messed his face up pretty bad and he didn't manage to get a shot in - that's all that matters. He was covered in blood before I finished, and I think I broke his nose. It was weird actually, as one minute I was debating whether to bother or not, and the next I had already done it. I must have lost it really bad, but its okay. I'm sure he got the message,
After the fight with Craig I went in and had a argument with Dave. As soon as I got in he started moaning at me, going on about this and that before bossing me around. In the end I got real annoyed so when he asked me to go to the shop I said he should get up off his fat ass and run round himself, seen as it would do him more good than me! He didn't like that and he shoved me into the wall, but when I shoved him back mom started going crazy at me! In the end I stormed upstairs and punched my fist through my closet door. I wish it had been his face instead.
I have to admit I lost my temper and got carried away for the second time today, and I scared Cazzy as she was in the room, I hadn't realised. She was crying but I managed to calm her down, but still feel a little guilty, I should have been more careful.
Zack came over later and the only good thing about that Dave left, and I'd rather have Zack in the house than Dave, seen as he leaves me alone, where as Dave picks a fight with me every chance he gets.
Jack.