Oh my god! I can't believe I've taken this long to post! I'm so sorry, to anyone who even still remembers this story, you might have to read the chapters again, I had to. My computer was broken, but that's no excuse so I apoligize. To recap, for those who are too lazy to re read, Summer broke up with Seth as he left for college, Seth came back on winter break to find Summer with another guy, and Seth ran to another girl.

k so here goes nothing

I don't know this girl's name.

I don't know this girl at all. All i know is that she's not Summer. And although I wish it was Summer, I wouldn't feel better until I got even with her.

If she can get over me, then I can get over her, or at least pretend to. And when I heard a little "ugh" and then heels walking towards me, I knew who it was.

I got up only to see Newport's finest.

"Hello Summer, have you met..."

"June." the girl cut in.

"June...hmm no sorry I haven't talked to any whore's recently." Summer replied coldly.

"I'm not a whore." She said quietly. I may not know her, but I could already tell by the way she wouldn't look Summer in the eyes when talking to her that she was shy. Which is how I was not too long ago talking to Summer. This girl was obviously desperate, but hey, so was I at one point.

Hell I'm still desperate now! I'm kissing random people that I meet in my neighborhood.

"Oh. So you then obviously know Seth here?"

"Yes, I do."

Summer, taken back, raised an eyebrow.

She wasn't the only confused one.

I mean, how could this girl know me? I had never even see her.

"You do?"

"I've been watching from afar since we were 10. Not in a creepy sort of way, but ever since that day when I met you, and you stood up for me in front of, well her." She said pointing to Summer. "..I've always, I don't know, had feelings for you."

Oh god. All those years pining for Summer, I had someone secretly pining for me. Talk about ironic.

As much as I understood what she felt, I couldn't be with June. She may have been in love with me, but I was in love too, and now I know what it's like to not be with Summer, and I don't want that.

But being rejected by Summer was the worst thing ever, so I knew that it would kill her if I did.

But I wanted Summer, and knowing I had someone watching me for all these years was kinda creepy. God how did Summer ever deal with that?

So I'm probably the biggest hypocrite ever.

"Sounds like someone I know." Summer said "But I guess he fell out of love with me, and started kissing random people."

"No. He never stopped loving you, but I don't blame him for kissing another girl, when you did break up with him. And then kiss random people."

"Well maybe I fell out of love with him, and needed to move on."

Ouch.

June looked confused. I said sorry to her, and then left before Summer could possibly break my heart again.

"Cohen! Cohen! Wait!" Summer yelled running after me.

"For what? You don't love me."

"You don't love me. Come on Cohen I'm such a bitch to you. You deserve be--"

"Do NOT say I deserve better Summer. Because I've been without you for a couple of months, and it has sucked. I've tried to look Summer, I really have, but I can't find better. You know why? Because there is no better. You and I belong together, why can't you see that?"

"Because I'm too blinded by the stupid things you do Cohen. Every time were together one of us ends up getting hurt."

"Yeah well when were away it hurts more. I like the pain I have with you. Because if I'm with you, we always can rid of the pain. Without you, theres no one to help me get better."

"Then find someone Cohen."

"I'm looking at her."