I woke up this morning when Cazzy decided to cry until she saw me get out of bed, I swear she does it on purpose. I took her downstairs to make some breakfast and we passed Zack asleep on the sofa fully dressed smelling of beer, looks like he had a late night again yesterday. I made Cazzy a bottle and we were playing with her train at the table when mom came downstairs looking a little poorly. I asked her what was wrong and she said she felt sick and that was all, it was nothing to worry about. I don't think I believe her but I'm not going to question her when she is in a mood, she will just give me some grief!
Mom asked met to call over to Dave's to pick up a video he borrowed the other day, so I went round. I walked down his shoddy little driveway and opened his door as usual, but when I walked into the house this man grabbed me and slammed me into the wall. I didn't have a clue who he was and he looked at me really nervous, demanding I tell him who I was. I asked him the same question before Dave came running in with another guy a little older than him and skinny looking who also seemed mad by my presence. Dave said to the guy holding me that I was no-one, just a friend. The other guy asked me again but I didn't tell them who I was, why should I?
Dave managed to persuade the two angry men I was nobody and the guy let go of me and told me to get lost. I didn't argue with that, Dave's sh!t is his sh!t and I'm not getting involved in it. Not when I have a pretty good idea what the three of them were doing, it was probably a deal or something to do with the drugs. I just can't believe that the idiot didn't lock the door!
When I went back home mom asked me why I didn't have the film and I told her that he was out. No point getting her involved, and it would have probably make things even worse for Dave. Not that I care - I just don't want to make somebody else's problems even worse if I can help it. Mom was pissed that I didn't have the film and Zack was grumpy as he was hung over and their combined moaning got the better of me. I went round for Jimmy's and he came out for a while.
It was really hot outside so we decided to go down to the beach. When we got there a few people were on the surf trying to ride it but it wasn't strong enough, so they just looked stupid splashing down into the water. Me and Jimmy said that next time the surf is rough enough we'll go down and show the posers how its done properly.
I might even see if Terri likes to surf, she seems like a active person and I bet she would like it. I hope she does as it would be something we have in common. I don't really know what to say to her next time I ring, what can I suggest we do? I don't really know much about what she likes and dislikes... maybe I'll just ask her what she wants to do, that might be easier! I think I will ring her tomorrow after my session with Dr. Barns, which I am dreading, given the last time we met I stormed out after that other man played on my last nerve! At least he won't be here this time.
Jack.