Please die
No light is light only by being no darkness
Title: Please die
Summary: Minerva McGonagall decides: She wants to feel again.
Rating: 13?
A/N: Lies was the first making me think about TRMM- and it just works so good.
Dedication: To Cassandra, because I have been a very bad pal and for twinny because a)she inflicted me with the TRMM-virus b)she had/has to bear with my spamming.
It might have been there
Once
This feeling
Not love
Not devotion
But belonging
Belonging at least to someone
The feeling of belonging to you, Tom
…
You destroyed it
Like you destroyed everything
Of me
…
Please die
So I may feel revenge
So I may fee happy
…
I want revenge
For what you've done to me
To this world
…
You broke your promises
And thus made me break mine
I don't feel bad because of it
Not anymore
…
You deserved it
To loose me
The only one you ever loved
…
I'm not raging
Not anymore
I only want revenge
For me
And the world
…
Please die
So I may feel revenge
So I may feel happy
…
I want happiness
For the world
And for me
I have lacked it for too long
Far too long
…
You stole it from me
No
You didn't ever let me receive it
To early I was in your hands
Gave myself into your hands
Without his approval
Gave myself into unhappiness
…
You never felt happiness yourself
Thus no-one else deserved it
But I'm demanding it now
From you
…
I'm not unhappy
Not anymore
But that's not enough
Not anymore
…
Please die
So I may feel revenge
So I may feel happy
…
For I have been a wreck
An ice queen
Never laughing
Never crying
…
Just like you
You made me a twin
Your twin
In emotionlessness
…
To many people hurt you
So you made them pay
The whole world
And you have used me
…
I played your game
And still do
I keep on accomplishing your plan
I keep on hurting him
By belonging to you
By being your twin
…
The twin of someone
Who might have deserved another life
But not anymore
…
Please die
So I can pity you
…
Please die
So I can belong to someone
Someone new
Maybe him
…
Please die
So I can feel
At least something
…
So I can feel…
End