Dave decided to make a little announcement this morning while we were having breakfast. They must have really enjoyed their 'special day' yesterday, with how they were acting. He said that he just wanted to say how happy he was being here, and how he felt like we were all a family. I almost spit my milk out over the table. What the hell was he talking about? He has been seeing my mum a couple of months, he somehow manages to start living here. But family? I don't think so.
Mom smiled then whispered for me to 'be nice' while Zack wasn't listening, before she went off to get dressed. Be nice? She has high expectations. After she was gone Zack decided to let me in on a 'little secret,' that he was going ring shopping one day in the week, he was going to propose to my mom. I think I turned grey when he said that. He asked me if I wanted to join him, I thanked him for the offer but said I was busy this week. We both knew I was lying but he didn't say anything.
Mom came back down and he made a big show of shushing Cazzy when she started crying for her bottle. My mom was watching with a smile on her face, as though he deserved a medal for what he was doing. Then Zack made his next statement, how he feels like a father to Cazzy. Before I could say anything to that mom chirped in, saying how she agreed with him that he was, because he is just 'so good with her.' I left the table, there is no way I was listening to that crap. If I stayed another second I would have exploded.
I felt like telling Zack not to get too comfortable. Its not like mom even knows who is Cazzys real dad is, so he should realise that soon enough he will be chucked out like the rest of them, once she gets bored. She always gets bored, Zack has simply bought into her act and he is too blind to realise. I guess in a way they do deserve each other, seen as they are both falling for each others acts. Now I only hope that mom gets bored of him before he decides to propose, or that could drag it on a little longer than necessary.
I left the house soon after that and went straight to Barns. I didn't want to go because I knew I was in a bad mood, but the alternative, listening to those two talk, wasn't exactly appealing either. When I got there he knew I was tense, I know he knew, I could see it in the way he looked. It was like he was backing off before we even started. Which was good of course, I didn't want to be hassled about what was up. He didn't ask, either, which made me feel even better out the session.
Instead he asked me a few normal questions then we went over some techniques. After half of the session he said that I had done well and that we could leave it until Thursday, there was no need to drag the session out. Thursdays session will probably be good too, if he is going to be passive all of the time!
I went straight to Jimmy's from Barns and we played on his new games console which was pretty cool, I don't know which game it was, but it was cool. I ended up stopping over at his, his mom didn't mind, and I sure as hell didn't want to go back home with what they were talking about. Jimmy's dad didn't come home, but I didn't ask what was happening. He didn't ask why I was hiding at his. We both know not to ask, I guess that's why we get on so well. I'm going to stay here until I'm sure Zack will have left for work tomorrow, I don't think I could face him without being a smart ass, which might not work in my favour.
I don't know if Terri texted me back, my phones at home. Ill just have to wait until tomorrow.
Jack.