Chapter 4
Dear Diary
Ami pushed the princess's door slightly to find she came in at the wrong time…Chibiusa stood on her bed practically tearing her pillow apart while feathers flew every which way. "Big…..stupid….meanie head…TSUMAKA" She muttered while shredding the silk pillow to pieces. "P-p-princess?" Ami stuttered as she stood there with some books. "huh" the muffled sound came as the princess turned to see Ami standing there. The pillow was grasped in between Chibiusa's teeth. "Hi…" She smiled sweetly and dropped the pillow from her mouth. Ami set the books down on Chibiusa's dresser and walked over to her. "Hey…" She started. "By chance, is anything wrong?" Ami finished as she sat down on the bed. Chibiusa flopped down after her. "Yea actually" She admitted. Ami smiled. "I don't know how I guessed." "It's just…" The pink haired girl started and then hugged the pillow she had grabbed. "Tsumaka is such a jerk!" She stuffed her face into her pillow. "He's not all that bad." Ami gave her a confused expression. That's when she remembered Ami didn't exactly share the same feelings about Tsumaka as she did. "Well he's rude and then he's all nice! I hate that jerk he's just playing around with my emotions! I'm never talking to him again I hate him…besides…" A image of her pale haired prince popped into her head but not dare say her dream to anyone besides Minako…who already knew. "He's a very nice rounded young bo--" Ami was stopped in mid sentence. "Ami…can you leave please." Chibiusa stared down at the floor. Ami looked a bit surprised but then she bowed slightly. "Yes Princess Small Lady." She said and then left.
Chibiusa looked over at her desk where the diary that Diana had left for her earlier sat. She reached her peach hand out, grabbed it, and then brought it to her lap. The page slowly opened to reveal the childish handwriting. The writing brought a bit of a chuckle to her and then she started reading…
Dear Diary,
I had a awsome dream last night! There was that beutiful pegasus again . but this time was diferent…he turned into a man with white hair afterwards…and then he…gave me my very first kiss…he told me that his name was Hellios or Elioss or I really don't a idea on how to spell it ;; but his name really was pretty, like him…oh god Chibiusa what are you thinking? Hes older than me there is no way some man would fall in love with a small little child like me…
She looked at the page with a weird look on her face. "White hair…" Her hand fell upon her lips. "First kiss" She looked down at the diary. "Helios" Red eyes suddenly grew wide as she dropped the book and ran down stairs.
"Minako! Minako!" She yelled as she flew down the staircase. Minako turned around. "Dang Chibi, what are you so hyped about?" She blinked. Chibiusa's breathed in heavily. "I…need…you to…come upstairs." She panted. "Well I guess, if you had to run all the way down here." Minako chuckled a bit.
Chibiusa shut the door behind her. "Minako…" She started as she pushed in the lock on the door. "You remember me telling you about that dream I had, right?" She asked, turning around to face blue eyes. "Oh yes, the man who's dreamy in every way, shape, and form" Minako gave Chibiusa a sly look. A slight shade of scarlet came across the young princess cheeks. "Helios" She said quietly as she looked down. Minako's face turned directly to hers, Chibiusa was taken back by this. "U-Um…Helios? I-I've never h-heard of such a name." Minako laughed nervously. "Who is he?" Chibiusa asked as she went down to pick something off of the ground. "I already told you--" Minako's sentence was cut off by a book being shoved into her face. "I know you know Minako, I read this journal entry in my diary, there's just no way that I had the same dream about the same guy twice, also it says that I met with this Pegasus multiple times before then and even got a kiss from…Helios…" She flipped through the pages of the old and torn diary. "I really can't be telling you this sort of stuff." The orange senshi lifted herself off of the bed and headed towards the door. Chibiusa ran in front of it. "NO" She yelled. "Usagi, I really can't talk about--." "Why! Aren't you the self proclaimed 'Soldier of love?' I can't take this anymore, every time I look at a white rose…my heart aches. Every time I close my eyes, I see his face and every time I read this journal…" She looked away. Minako looked to the saddened girl and then sat her down on the bed. She breathed in a deep breath. "Seriously Chibiusa, this information is confidential." Tears suddenly swell up in Chibiusa's eyes. Minako sighed. "But if it makes my princess happy…" Minako whipped away the pink princess' tears. "True, you were once in love with a man named Helios. He helped us many times in the battle against Nehelenia, which you may not remember, and yes he did give you your very first real kiss. Soon after that he left giving promise of his return…which days turned into months and so on leaving you a saddened little girl. After that it wasn't long before you left to come back home to your natural time frame loosing all memories of pain that flooded you. The King and Queen hated saying this, but they were a little glad that you had lost everything of which you once knew, that way you wouldn't remember Helios, and you wouldn't remember Peruru leaving you a little happier and leaving Tsumaka more of a reasonable choice…" She paused and looked into the girls deep crimson eyes. "But I guess that didn't work out either, because true love." She smiled. "Can never be avoided…b-but you can't tell the King or Queen or anyone that I told you this, you can't even tell anyone that you know about this!" Minako finished. Chibiusa smiled. "Thanks Minako" "Okay kiddo, I must be shovin' off now" Minako winked. "and forget what I said about what's best for the kingdom earlier, follow what you heart says to do and if your really in love not even your parents or the gods above…" She paused. "can stop you…" She whispered quietly as she unlocked and stepped out of the room.
Chibiusa whipped out the drawing pad underneath her bed and stared at the picture of Helios that she had drawn earlier. She blushed. "Come back to me my prince" Her expression softened into a sorrowful look.
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Well I'm on a time crunch so I have to get this posted up with only two pages for a chapter (sorry!) and I'm sorry all my fans for haven't updating in a long time!
-Kawaii BunnyDoll