Sunday 5 September.

I stayed in all morning with Cazzy, Zack actually went to work for once. While I was eating my breakfast he passed through the kitchen but didn't say a word to me. I couldn't help but notice the watch around his wrist, looks like I didn't steal it after all! I wanted to say something to him about it but my mom was there and would probably think it was me starting up at him for no reason so I kept my mouth shut.

When he left my mom casually asked what I was going to do about Garry. I had to ask who Garry was, before I realised she was talking about the damn letters again. I told her I didn't know, I could feel myself getting frustrated as soon as she brought it up so I changed to subject. She didn't seem to notice I had even stopped talking about it, shows how much she was paying attention.

I took Cazzy for a walk around to the shops and back as we needed some milk, she loved it, being out in the fresh air, I need to take her out more often. She is definitely talking more, she kept shouting 'Hack,' which has to mean 'Jack!' Mom decided that she is trying to say 'Zack' but I don't buy it, Zack doesn't do anything with her I bet she doesn't even recognise him.

After taking Caz out I went out to find Jimmy. On my way to his house I almost jumped from shock when I saw Jimmy and Terri walking my way. Terri had been out looking for me and saw Jimmy, who was taking her to my place to see if I was in. I'm glad I found them first, I don't want Terri seeing where I live just yet, if she's going to be embarrassed about me I'd rather save myself the embarrassment of showing her. Still, I felt a little better about her looking for me, she must like me at least a little!

Jimmy left us after that and we went down to the park which was empty. She talked about this and that but I wasn't really listening. She asked why I was quiet and I just said I had some stuff on my mind. She told me that if it would help to talk to her she was all ears. I couldn't help but smile at her offer, she is so caring. Still, I told her I was okay before distracting her with a few activities out of view behind some bushes. She forgot pretty soon after that!

She wanted to do something tomorrow but I told her I had to see Barns and she seemed disappointed I couldn't meet her. I asked her that if she wanted I could see her afterwards but I can't guarantee I wont be in a bad mood, Barns has a tendency to p!ss me off. She found that funny and said she would really like to see me, and seemed sad that we probably wont have as much time together now school has started. We set a time and place to meet, and I'm quite looking forward to it. Sometimes I think Terri really likes me, like today and I wonder why I'm always worried. I don't know, maybe I was over analysing everything the other day, I hope so anyway, I like Terri a lot.

Jack.