Author:Ozluv04
Title: Turn Me Down
Disclaimer: Characters belong to ABC and J.J.Definately not mine.
Warnings:Post finale, future fic. Implied character death. Mild language.
A/N: I'm trying some new things with this fic. First person narrative, plus this is this first time I've attempted to write Michael and Sun. I love Michael, but I'm not sure I captured his voice here. Feedback welcome. Enjoy!
Michael
She's close. So very close. If I just reach out and touch her. She feels it. I know she feels it. Damn. Her husband's dead, my son's gone. We're stuck on this island of doom. Why shouldn't we? Why shouldn't I just push her down on the sand and forget it all?
Because it's wrong. Because I would regret it, and she would regret it. Because sitting around the campfire would become really awkward. Because Jin deserves better. There has to be some sort of grace period. No sex with the widow until her husband's been dead for at least a month. That's a rule, right?
Why does she have to be so gorgeous? The way her black hair is falling in her face. The way those big, dark eyes are filling with tears. The way she's so damn close. Oh man, this isn't good.
"Are you sure?" Why am I saying that? I should be saying no. This isn't going to help anything. It doesn't matter that I've wanted this since I pretended not to see her naked. Why can't I be a good guy here? Jack wouldn't let her do this, he'd tell her she was projecting or something...
"I'm sure." She was supposed to turn me down. She's supposed to be the strong one. Oh God, she's kissing me. She was supposed to turn me down.
Sun
He was supposed to come back. We were going to be happy again, like before. Like the beginning. He was supposed to come back.
This will not bring him back. Michael is hurting too. His son is gone. I should not be standing this close. It is not appropriate. I should not be staring at him. This is not right, but I need it. I need something and he is so close.
He wants me to choose. If I keep standing here he will walk away. He is a good man. He'll turn me down if I don't make the choice.
"Are you sure?" Not at all, but I don't want to be thinking about him right now. I don't want to think at all. I don't want to turn him down.
"I'm sure."