A/n-well this is my way to express my thoughts about loving someone who thinks of you as a friend….nothing more..Nothing less….just plain friend!
LOVE COMPLICATIONS
Sometimes it really made me wonder, why the people we only like as friends are the ones who show interest on us, and those we like treat us only as friends
Why cant we just like somebody who'd also fill the same way for us? It doesn't always happen that way and that is the only reason why people who fall in love get hurt.
It's because we allow ourselves to get emotionally attached to the person and we begin to expect that we would be treated differently from the others.
But the fact is, more often then not, we would be attracted to a person who probably would want to have us only as friends and nothing more.
Believe me…its true…I am actually experiencing this kind of pain…..all because of that tall and mighty Hyuuga Neji
There could be nothing wrong with this but the thing is, it is sometimes hard to interpret the meaning of one's action. The problem lies with the fact that I have a special feeling for Neji and most of the time I put so much meaning to the way he treats me, but the truth is. We're just friends!I usually go one step of the real relationship that we are in and I begin to expect something to come out. Then I disappoint myself when I realized that there were no special feelings all along… it was simply a beautiful story of friendship…
the truth hurts, but it's the only thing that could set me free. Our friendship means a lot me, and im trying my best to accept the fact that I cannot feel otherwise for him. I have to treat him only as a friend and nothing more
I know there is nothing wrong in telling him how I feel. But For me… I will die first before he will hear my hidden feeling towards him. I believe that the only thing that I have now is my pride and im not gonna surrender it to him. This pride will take me out of this abyss and will help me to move on and start a new life..a new life with him…only as a friend..nothing more nothing less.
Well that it!..like it? hate it? let me know…