Author: mikesh
Title: Why did my life have to turn out this way?
Summary: What if Darry had decided not to raise his two brothers?
Part: 12?
Soda's P.O.V.
God why won't Pony just come out and say what's wrong? He's not telling me the full truth in his letters or on the phone. I don't know what's wrong but I can tell something is.
When I've talked to Johnny he's even said that Pony acts strange when he talks to him. Johnny thinks that he's crying but when he ask Pony he says he was just running.
Running my ass! I know he doesn't get winded that easily unless he smoked more then a pack of cig that day. There's something that he's not telling me but I can't do anything and
that's what pisses me off more than anything. I want to be there for him but I can't thanks to Darry. Selfish little jerk. Then if that's not bad enough Johnny has to call and say that
him and the gang are coming to see me. Its not that I don't want to see them its just that my friend Cory had invited me to go on a fishing trip and I told him I didn't want to go. So I was to lie to Steve and telling him that I'm going but then really go see Pony, but now that plan is out the window thanks to Johnny. Sorry I don't mean to sound bitchy but I want to see Pony. I guess I'll just see if they want to leave early so I can maybe go see him.
A/N: Don't kill me he has a right to be mad and Darry will find out in a couple of chapters ok?
