A/N: Okay up until this point it has been a bit confusing but now the flashbacks are separated with a line….hope you enjoy!

Chapter Five:

She sat in her cold little flat shaking. Always shaking, she hadn't stopped sine Sirius had been taken away. She looked over at her desk. The papers were everywhere as well as the books. She glanced at the door, she knew he was there, the man from the ministry, he was always there. No Dementors for her.

She walked over to her desk looking down at the parchment.

'By law this…..'

'Section c…'

'By the right of Merlin….'

None of it ever helped his case, nothing ever did……


Sirius was looking out the window of there flat and Rowena was sitting at their dinning table. Sirius had called in sick the past two weeks of work, he hadn't been able to face all the sympathy. For Rowena it wasn't as if Lily was gone, just not here, her Best friend couldn't be be! They had been friends since they meet that first day of first year on the train. Dead, after fifteen years of friendship.

"How could he do it?" Rowena said sitting up.

"What?" Sirius turned around.

"How could he know where James and Lily were?" She looked over at Sirius "weren't you their secret keeper?" The thoughts had never occurred to her as why or how until that moment, all her energy was focus on how to get Harry from his Aunt and Uncle.

Sirius looked down. "No, I told them that would be to obvious, I told them to use……" His voice trailed off and he looked up then at Rowena. Sirius made a charge for the door.

"Sirius, wait!" Rowena dashed up and ran into the hall after him grabbing him by the arm.

"It was Wormtail! He knew!" Sirius eyes filled with hate.

"What?" Rowena couldn't take it in fast enough.

"Let me go!"

"Sirius we have to go to Crouch." He ripped his arm from her grasp.

He looked back at her "It is too late for that now." He ran down the stairs.

"Sirius wait…" She ran into the street he was to far for her to catch up with.

"No, Sirius NO!"


That was what went through her mind when Dementor was near her, she should have stopped him. That was the one event that ruined her life.